Flowers From Above

Chapter Four

After I entered his home he sat me down onto the sofa in my usual spot on the left end where I'd sit whenever I came to drop off a manuscript or delivery. Previously we'd chat for a while then he'd be kind enough to offer me tea and cakes. That day I thought it was going to be the same as it always had between us. But something felt different.

Recently Ijuuin had been sending me many texts which weren't work related. At first they were clean sweet messages but I'd notice they'd become personal. I didn't think much of his attitude towards me the time I was just so glad I got to spend more time with my Idol that I became oblivious.

Sat there I admired the many novels that filled his shelves. Every time I went round to visit I'd be so eager to look at everything he owned. And every copy of his Manga "The Kan" were lined up perfectly along side each other on the top row.

"Still eyeing up my bookshelves are we Takahashi-kun?"

I was startled since I didn't even hear him come into the lounge, when I looked up at him he was smiling down at me warmly with a tray of green tea and cream cakes.

"Care for a cake? These were sent by some fans again, I had to restrict myself from eating the cream ones so I saved them for your visit."

"Eh?! Y-You did? Ijuuin-Sensei that's really thoughtful of you...Thank you so much."

As he placed the tray onto the coffee table in front I reached over and helped myself to a delicious large one biting into it with excitement. I was thrilled that he'd thought of me again and all I could think of at that moment was every moment we'd shared together where Sensei had been so kind.

Akihiko never liked my relationship with him. Previously he'd found or even caught me texting him from peering behind my shoulder then scolded me for getting too close with him. Obviously I didn't listen to him enough. He was right, I shouldn't of warmed up to him at all.

I was still digging through my cake when Ijuuin sat down sipping his tea. I felt his eyes bore on me strongly almost as if they were about burn through. Lustfully gazing at the sight of teenage gluttony beside him.

"You certainly do enjoy them don't you?" He said with a slight chuckle hidden by his cup.

Enthusiastically I nodded.

"Yeah, I really love sweets, I think that was because when I was little me and Nii-chan used to bake a lot on weekends when there was nothing to do."

Now that was a memory I truly treasured. After our parents had died Takahiro and I would sometimes fill our weekends with baking or cooking in general. We'd go to the superstore he'd let me pick out any decorations I wanted.

My favourite was choosing the bottles of rainbow stars and how I loved all the bright colours as it was what we needed in the darkest time of our lives.

We'd get home, we'd stir all the mixture together, my brother would place it into the oven and while we waited sometimes we would play fight with the leftover mixture and other times I would eat it from it's bowl with sticky fingers.

But I loved decorating it the most. It'd be us two hovering over an oven, warm cake at the kitchen table. Spreading sweet butter cream all around it and carefully adding all the stars to each section as we spoke about the most petty and ridiculous things like rocket ships to the moon, what Takahiro wanted for Christmas and what I wanted too then nervously ask my brother whether or not Santa thought I'd been a good boy lately. Including mindless chatter about wild animals that roamed around in jungles and cartoons. One thing crossed my mind at the time and that was our parents, but I never brought them up, I couldn't ruin it. Not this moment at least.

"I see now," He spoke. "Although, I've already tried your cooking when you baked me those cookies. And I'll still say it now Takahashi-kun they were very tasty indeed."

I blushed at his compliment.

"T-Thank you."

"Would you like to look at some of my other work?" He said. "You know you want to."

In astonishment I agreed immediately then quickly finished up eating my desert. We'd spent a few lazy hours lounging around on his sofa with just tons and tons of copies of other authors and himself.

I'd gotten so comfortable with him I didn't see anything to be afraid of and I could be myself. Also I hadn't realized the time when it had turned half nine in the evening or saw the endless texts, missed calls and voice mails on my phone.

"You're familiar with his work as well?"

"Yeah!" I chirped. "I love his work but not nearly as much as I love yours Sensei"

Then something changed.

"Takahashi-kun, I'd prefer it if you called me Kyou."

"B-But...I can't just..."

"Please, I don't want to be formal, not with you."

I wasn't so sure if I should really go along and call him by his first name but if it made him happy then I'd do it.

We spoke more and laughed until it was just me who was doing all the talking. Ijuuin quietly sat at my side listening...Carefully watching me.

"Are you dating anyone yet Takahashi-kun?" He said completely out the blue.

Coyly I shook my head.

"N-No... Uh... I'm not... I dunno.." I stuttered.

Even when he sized me up a part of me was aware he knew that I was lying.

"I'm surprised, but you're such a sweet young boy they must be mad."

"N-Nah I'm nothing special... I guess I'm just shy...Uh I don't really...Know how...Y'know."

As I found the courage to look back at him in the eyes I hadn't taken much notice of the lights that had dimmed around us. It was dark but only a few candles were lit which were enough for me to make out his dark smiling eyes under his bangs.

Then I felt a hand begin to snake it's way up my forearm slowly.

"Oh but you are special Takahashi-kun, also may I call you Misaki." He purred.

"Y-Yes if you want."

I felt his large hand wander further up my arm causing me to stiffen when it reached my shoulder.

"You know Misaki," He began.

"I think you're lying..."

The hand drooped down my torso then started tweaking my nipples through the hoodie.

"A-About what...?"

"Dating" His voice dropped.

His hand went lower and now that was my call to leave.

"S-Sensei I think I better go now it's r-really late and-"

"Kyou, I want you to call me Kyou" He scolded.

"S-Sorry Kyou but I really need to go now.."

"Why Misaki-kun? You can stay here with me, I'll make sure you're comfortable."

I tried to pull his hand off from my waist but his grip was so strong it was almost like iron.

"P-Please I just want to leave" My voice quavered I was becoming scared.

He didn't respond instead his hands were fumbling with the buckle of my belt but I slapped them away. Instantly he yanked me back by the waist but I managed to elbow him harshly into his stomach causing a loud grunt. I was fast when I stumbled onto my knees but then I staggered when I bolted towards the door.

I wasn't quick enough as I'd only gotten to the handle of the door where I was then dragged forcefully out the genkan. I kicked and I screamed as Ijuuin clasped over my mouth with his hand tightly shutting it.

Through the ignored muffled cries I was launched onto the floor in between the sofa and the coffee table. I yelped at the strength he'd thrown me by as my shoulders swelled with pain from the hard ground.

Carelessly Ijuuin strolled over and glared at me in the darkness.

He'd got me right where he wanted.

Ijuuin chuckled when he knelt on his knees and seductively crawled over to me until he planted his hands and knees at either side of me and hovered above me grinning.

"W-Why are you d-doing this?" I squeaked.

"Because I can, because I want to-" He took a breath then leant down closer to my ear.

"Because I want Misaki-kun to be mine."

Straight away I began to kick out my legs and arms under him but in a sudden swoop he had both my wrists caught in a firm clutch.

"N-No" I squealed pathetically.

It was hopeless I was already worn out and running out of energy to fight back. His other hand found it's back to my buckle then undoing it he had my jeans off in a second leaving me bare in my boxers.

"No need to get flustered, Misaki-kun" He chuckled.

"S..Stop"

My hooded sweater and t-shirt were the next things that were tossed aside. There had been many times Akihiko had done the same to me. But this was different.

I turned my head away from him because now I was crying. Tears were in my eyes and I couldn't fight them any more now that they were running down my cheeks. I knew what was about to happen, I was afraid and I couldn't stop him.

I heard the sound of his own belt buckle undo then when it came off the lump in my throat became larger and no matter how many times I tried to swallow it. It'd always come back.

"Mmm" He hummed.

I didn't look at him once but I saw his own clothes discarded in a pile next to my own. I clenched my eyes tightly shut and waited.

"You're hardly amusing when you've got your eyes shut like that." He said still laughing.

"Look at me Misaki-kun," He ordered.

"I said look at me!"

I winced when he yanked me by the hair to make me face him. Then fluttered my eyes open to see him smirking and shaking his head.

"Tsk, tsk"

He cushioned himself up against me until our groins rubbed, torsos touched and our lips were inches apart.

Ijuuin's hand found their way to the elastic of my boxers and playfully toyed with them until he finally slipped them away softly rolling them down my shaking thighs.

"I hope you're a virgin Misaki-kun" He whispered sweetly into my ear.

I wasn't but I kept quiet.

Before I knew it he was already inside of me thrusting away.

Everything was blurry especially as I wept more and more but he ignored my cries. I could just about make out my thighs which were draped over his broad shoulders.

While it was happening I did my best to imagine that I was safe at home with Akihiko and it was him who was making love to me not Ijuuin. But it wasn't yet I kept telling myself it was for comfort.

I don't know how long it lasted but his breathing became heavier and the thrusts slowed down until he stopped altogether.

His milky seed dribbled down my inner thighs.

Ijuuin leant forward where his head face right next to mine.

I felt cold lips press up against my neck and suck at it leaving small love bites.

"Misaki-kun should stay with me from now on." He murmured.

His lips moved and placed themselves onto my own. I recall our first kiss being damp and empty. There was no passion or fire that I felt with Akihiko, Ijuuin's was meaningless.

He broke away from my lips.

"Kiss me"

This time I did as I was told in case he hurt me again. I found it difficult to crane my neck up I was still shaking, Ijuuin could see I was trying and he helped me.

Awkwardly I kissed him only because I was being forced. He broke apart my lips with his tongue injecting it into my mouth. Tossing it and turning it around like a washing machine I could feel it drive down the back of my throat.

After he'd stopped he carefully positioned me onto my back again and looked deeply into the shattered emerald eyes of mine he'd broken.

"Tell me you love me, Misaki-kun." He whispered.

Gently I did.

But the end came anyway when I witnessed the hands which were once on my torso slide up to the creek of my neck and tighten.

I fought and I fought but my air supply had been cut off completely. Slowly I shut my eyes and impatiently I waited for death to take me away.

I'd lost and he'd won.

Alright,

So now you guys know what happened that night and how Misaki died.

Maybe two more chapters or so this month because I'm going away on the 22nd so I won't be updating for a few weeks.

Glad you guys are reviewing and they're so so fabulous!

Let me know what you think about this one please ~

Much appreciated,

Teabags