I do not own Final Fantasy, nor any of its characters ( though I wish I did!)

Please send reviews this is my first fan fiction and Id appreciate it! :D

This is based on Reno and Rude's life if say, they weren't Turks, Rude is a military man while Reno works at a small restaurant as a waiter, but there still best friends…and lovers, contains some Yaoi if you don't like guy x guy don't read!

Also italicized is a flashback plain is present time.

Rude smiled as he lightly caressed his lovers face. "its only for a couple months, baby ill be back before you even know it." Reno looked at the older man that stood before him as tears leaked out of his eyes. "Why'd you sign up? Your leaving, you promised me you wouldn't go! You said you would never be deployed Rude!" Rude sighed as he looked at Reno, a pained look on the younger males face as tears streamed over his cheeks. "I said there was a slim chance, don't worry ill be fine, I'm tough, ill be back for our wedding Reno I promise." Reno was silent as he hugged Rude tightly. "You better…please be careful." "I will, I always am. Ill send you letters and call you and video chat you whenever I can Reno" Reno could only nod as he heard the military truck honk, waiting to take his Rude away. Rude looked out side and waved grabbing his duffel bag as he walked outside. "Bye Ren" Rude walked outside tossing his bag in the back he heard Reno yelling at him, "Rude!" he turned just enough to see his little red haired lover running towards him jumping into his arms he quickly caught him and kissed him tenderly as he felt the tears, both his and Reno's mixing like a rivers flowing into a ocean. "Come on boy, time to go." the sergeant glared at the two men. "Be safe, ill see you in 6months" Reno backed away from the kiss trying to stay strong. "I will" Reno watched as Rude hoped into the back of the truck and cried silently as he waved until the truck was out of sight.

Reno woke up with a startle quickly looking around, realizing it was just a dream…and a memory. "only 1 more month" Reno sighed as he got up, it was about 4AM but there was no way he could fall asleep now, so he simply got up and walked to the bathroom to relive himself and then walked outside to have a smoke, he lit his cigarette taking a long drag thoughts sweeping through his mind. He was worried he hadn't heard from Rude in a while.. "maybe ill see if he's on today.." Reno had the day off as he walked into the kitchen flipping his laptop on, waiting for it to load while he looked for any messages or sings that Rude had been on "None" Reno leaned back worried, it had been two weeks since he'd last talked to his fiancé, and today was his birthday. "No worries he's just busy right?" Reno nervously chuckled at his thought. He sighed as he made himself a quick and easy breakfast, cold cereal, yum. Reno walked randomly around the house after this, reading a book here having a cig there, he hardly noticed the birthday messages appearing on his phone until he got a call from his boss, "Yes Tseng?" "Hey, Reno happy birthday" "oh…thanks." "if your not doing anything why don't you come down to the restaurant? We'd all love to have you and celebrate with you!" "I don't know Tseng I have a busy sche-" "Oh don't start that petty bull, I know your not busy now get your butt down here now!" With that Reno heard Tseng hang up and he groaned, he had no choice now! "Damn it all…" Reno grumbled as he grabbed his keys and walked to his yellow mustang Rude had gotten him as a Christmas gift last year, he felt tears enter his eyes as he got into his car pulling out of the garage and driving down the street. Thinking about Rude did this to him, they'd been together since high school, they were best friends, for a long time that's all they were, then one year in collage Reno saw Rude in a whole other way, and apparently so had Rude. They had been dating since then, 5 years total. Rude had proposed on Valentines day, shortly before he got the letter to be deployed. "No don't think about it, no more crying today Reno, no more" Reno sniffed and wiped his eyes as he pulled into the parking lot he sighed. "Lets get this over with…"

Well, here's chapter 1! What do y'all think? :D comment please!