You cried into your hands and dared not to uncover them to see what had happened on the computer screen to L. You began to feel sick and put both hands over your mouth. ' I feel sick.. ' You said jumping from the office chair, then ran out of the van to the side of it to and vomited.

' _.' Said Near, he slid from his chair and followed you and peeped from behind the van's door at you.

You wiped your mouth on your jumper, then leant back onto the van and looked at Near. ' L... his he ?'

Near shook his head. ' No he his very much alive. '

You gave a weak smile. ' Thank god.'

'Yes. ' Said Near as he got back into the van.

You walked back round to the van's doors, looking inside to see Near sitting back on the office chair twirling a piece of his hair and holding his teddy bear by it's arm. ' What happened ?'

Near glaced up at you. ' Matt and Mello entered the church and shot at Beyond Birthday. Luckly he was shot.'

' Beyond is dead ? ' You asked, you climbed back into the van and sat on the floor.

' Unfortunately not. He managed to escape. ' Answered Near, he turned back to the computer and ejected a disk from the disk drive.

' I tell you that was a close call... ' You heard Matt saying as he opened the door to the driver's side. ' I don't want to be in a situation like that anytime soon.' He got in the can, then sat in the driver's sit and started the van up.

' 75% fail was more like it L.. ' Said Mello, he shut one of the van's doors.' Seriously, you didn't calculate your chance of survival. '

L appeared by Mello's side. ' Yes I think my calcutations were a bit off this time. ' He climbed inside the van, then sat down next to you on the floor and pulled his legs to his chest.

' Low on sugar.' Said Mello with a smirk, he slammed the other door shut and then got into the front with Matt.

' Buckle up kids.' Said Matt, he sped off down the road and made his way back to the hotel.

You gave a glance at L to see him deep in thought with his thumb to his lip. ' Are you okay ? '

' Yes.' L answered. ' _ I would like to question you about the last 2 days when it's possible.'

' Yes of course.' You said as you looked away and played with your fingers.

When you finally arrived back at the hotel it was quiet. You all made your way back to the hotel room.

' I'm knacked. ' Said Matt, he went and sat on the sofa putting his feet up on the coffee table.

' I suggest we all get some rest and talk in the morning.' Said Mello as he took off his jacket and hung it off one of the kitchen chairs.

' I second that idea. ' Said Matt with a yawn.

L walked over to the kitchen table, then sat down on a chair and pulled his knees towards his chest. ' Yes, rest is a good option.' He reached out and picked up a sugar cube.

' Well I need a shower so if it's okay I will go to my room. ' You said as you walked off to your room.

You left everyone in the living room and enter your room shutting the door behind you. You walked over to your dressing table, then took you hair bobbles out and placed them on the table. You ran your fingers through your hair and stopped when you saw your reflection in the mirror. ' I do look terrible. ' You said to yourself. There was dried blood smeared on your cheek, your clothes were filthy with dirt and dried blood. ' I really do need a shower.' You said as went to the bathroom and turn the shower on. You kicked off your boots to the corner of the bathroom and removed your jumper. You took a look at your shoulder where Beyond had bit you, it was bruising and felt sore. You got undressed and got into the shower. The water was hot but it felt really good to be washing away the dirt and blood. When you had finished you wrapped a towel around you and left you dirty clothes in the corner of the bathroom. You went into you room, you picked a pair of short and a baggy t shirt that where left on your bed from 2 days before. You got changed into them and lay back onto your bed.

You closed your eyes and tried to go to sleep, but your stomach had other ideas. You put your hands onto your stomach. ' I guess food would be a good idea, ' You said to yourself, you sat up and made your way to the living room. Everyone must have gone to bed, but then you noticed L sitting at the kitchen table still.

L glanced up at you from a bunch of papers and stared at you. ' Is there something wrong _ ? ' He asked, he picked up his teacup with his index finger and thumb, then slurped loudly as he took a sip.

You shook your head. ' No I am fine... just a bit hungry thats all.' You said, you walked into the kitchen and took a glass out of a cupboard.

' Maybe this is a good opportunity to talk to you. ' Said L, he placed his teacup back onto the saucer.

You poured some milk into the glass and then put the milk back in the fridge. ' Sure...' You said. You grabbed a packet of cookies and your glass of milk, then headed to the table. You sat across from L and took a cookie out of the packet.

L watched you. ' _, can you remember much from the last 2 days with Beyond ? '

You took a bite of the cookie and chewed it. ' I remember some of it, he drugged me afew times with choreiform I think. ' You said the took a sip of your milk and you pulled a face.

' Is there something wrong ?' Asked L.

' My lip is sore... ' You answered.

' I see. ' Said L , he began to chewed his thumbnail. ' Did Beyond do anything to you ? '

You stared at L. ' Excuse me... ' You said and nearly choked on some of the cookie.

L leant forward towards you. ' I'm talking about sexual assault.' He then leant back into his chair and picked up his teacup.

You sat there staring at L not knowing what to say to him.

' I am sorry for putting you in a awkward position _. ' Said L, he took a sip of his tea. ' Beyond said something to me which I have to make sure is not true. ' He placed his teacup back onto the saucer again.

You sat for a moment taking in what L had asked you. What if Beyond had done something to you well you were drugged. ' Well, he kissed me and bit my lip till it bled. '

L got up and walked around the table to you. ' I see.' He said, he stopped next to you and reached his hand out to brush your hair from your shoulder. ' Teeth marks ? '

You put you left hand onto you right shoulder. ' He bite me. ' You glanced up at L.

L looked down at you and put his finger to his lip once again. ' _, I would like you to have a medical check up as soon as possible.'

You stood up and stared at L. ' L, you are not suggesting that he... '

' I don't trust Beyond, there maybe a 50% chance that he was telling the truth.' Said L.

You began to feel angry at what L was saying to you. Before you knew it you raised your hand and slapped L across the face. ' You asshole!' You screamed at him.

L stood there rubbing his cheek and stared at you.

You then realised what you had just done to L and looked at him. ' I'm so sorry...' You said before you ran away to your room in tears.