An: I wanted to thank cheerybell for her help with my problem of whether I should this chapter from Eddie's Pov and she said that I should since there's been heaps of stories that have a Jill Pov, and a Adrian Pov but never Eddie Pov. So let's see what goes inside his head. ;)

Shit I swore in my head Micah had just walked in I sprung away as soon as I heard the door open how could I have let myself get into this situation what was I thinking?

Oh that's right I wasn't thinking as soon as I let Jill into my arms my heart took over damn. I have got to keep my feelings in check.

"Oh sorry were you guys still talking." I don't think he saw anything it probably looked like we were sorting things out because of Jill's tear stained cheeks.

"No, no were done here, right Jill?"

"Yeah." she said wiping her eyes. My chest was a little wet from Jill's crying but that's okay, I felt sorry for her I mean her life changed in a matter of weeks she probably didn't have enough time to digest it all, it's a lot for a fifteen year old to deal with. I admired how strong she was being about this, I could understand why she had a breakdown today. But my mind couldn't process how Jill was about to kiss me, what did that mean could it be that she got caught up in the moment or something else. When it came to girls I was pretty clueless. It was always Mase's job to point things out for me, god I missed him and seeing Micah everyday didn't help.

"Oh okay then, so you guys up for a movie today, I booked the lounge for us and we'd have it until curfew." Since it was Saturday today the curfew was 11.00pm.

"Umm I don't know it's up to Jill really, I don't mind."

"Sure it's not like I have anything better to do."

"No hot date, What did your brother scare him off." I saw Jill blush.

"Depends on which brother your talking about." Jill joked back.

"Of course Melrose here he's pretty intimidating without his shirt on, I would be scared of him if he wasn't my friend." I felt my face go red.

"Oh would you stop with the sarcasm." I grabbed a shirt from my closet an put it on.

"Actually our older brother is the one you should probably be afraid of he might not be as built as Eddie but when it comes to me he goes over protective scary mode. usually he's really cool and relaxed though." I flushed at Jill comment about me being built. this conversations getting a little weird.

"Well i'm gonna go have a shower, Can I trust you two to not be all over each other when I come back or i'll have to show Micah at how intimidating I can really get."

The first half of that comment wasn't a joke I mean I know Jill liked Micah from what Sydney told me but Adrian would seriously murder me if he found I'd been in encouraging Jill to go for him as for the last bit was me just joking around. Which I rarely do but When i'm with Micah I feel as if i'm with Mason again on the quad just hanging out. sometimes, When I couldn't get to sleep i'd look at him and feel like we were back at saint Vlads and nothing bad had happen and our lives were normal, I was still lighthearted and funny. The only nightmare I would have would be not passing my field experience, an not seeing my best friend trapped in a strigoi hideout and I wouldn't be tortured with guilt of what I could have done to change the events of his fate.

"Eddie just go have your shower and don't worry about your sister she's in good hands." Micah said with a wink.

"You guys know i'm still in the room."

"Well i'm going I trust you guys." Jill blushed again. She really was beautiful but I knew she didn't how much of a heart breaker she was or was going to be. I hopped into the shower and try to scrub away the feelings Jill caused my body. We were really going to have to talk about what happened today. Once I was happy that I scrubbed the feeling of Jill off my body I went to get dressed and when I walked in the lounge Jill and Micah were just laughing they really would be great for each other he makes her happy a mood that Jill's rarely ever in now.

"Hey should we invite Angeline over."

"I bet you'd like that." I heard Jill say under her breath, I gave her a puzzled look. She thought I wouldn't hear here.

"I texted her and she said she was busy so it's just you me and Micah."

"Okay then, so what movie are we watching?"

"She's the man." I look at Micah.

"Hey don't look at me, your sister picked it."

"Great a chick flick." Jill rolled her eyes.

"It's not that much of a chick flick it has soccer and it's about a girl who's trying to prove that girls can do anything boys can."

"Major chick flick."

"It's funny." Jill was right it was pretty funny but it was still a chick flick. we watched five movies after that I was starting to get bored I really needed to stretch, not to mention it was getting dark out.

"Jill I think I should walk you to your room now." It would also give us a chance to talk about what almost happened. Jill looked nervous like she knew what I was thinking.

"Oh come on Melrose the night still young."

"No Eddie right I should get going." That was a first.

"Awww." Micah pouted. I think that was meant for Jill.

"don't worry i'll probably back tomorrow to give you a early wake up call."

"Don't encourage her Micah or she'll never stop." Jill smirked at me.

"Come on you shouldn't we start walking."

"Yeah i'll see ya later Micah."

"Bye guys."

Jill and I walked in silence for a while, but I couldn't take the silence anymore.

"Jill we need to talk about what happened earlier well what almost happened."

she sighed.

"Look I know you don't like me and your in love with Angeline and I promise I'll try not to do anything like that again but I just can't help the way I feel for you." There was her cute rambling, but wait Angeline I mean the girl was pretty and all with her long auburn hair and blue eyes but she was no Jill. And was I dreaming was Jill saying what I think she's saying.

"Wait Hold up me and Angeline I don't like Angeline I've never liked Angeline well not in the way you suppose I do, And what do you feel for me?"

My heart was literally pounding right now. I realized we were standing outside of Jill's door.

"I think we should talk about this inside."

"What about Angeline." But Jill had already opened the door and the younger girl wasn't in her room. "She said she's going to be hanging out in her friends room for a while so yeah." I was allowed in Jill's room since I was her brother but not after curfew. She shut the door behind us. My head was spinning right now and my heart was racing just like it had been when Jill an I had been on the verge of kissing.

"So." I asked.

"I like you a lot."she blurted out and her face had turned more red than any vampire i'd ever seen. I felt my face go red to."But I know you don't feel the same way."

"What Jill That's not true I like you a lot too I've actually liked you for a while now." I say looking at the ground.

"What?" she gasped like she couldn't believe what she was hearing."Then why didn't you do something about it."

"Because you liked Lee and I'm your guardian and your only fifteen not to mention Adrian would murder me your sister would be dissapointed in me and Rose who knows what she would do you have a status to hold and people would look down on you." but before I could add anything else onto that list I felt Jill lips on mine, my whole body felt electrified and alive I kissed her back with such passion it hurt and then I realized what I was doing and pulled back.

"You shouldn't have done that." My voice had gone husky and my breathing was laboured like hers. I ran my hand through my hair in frustration.

"I don't care because i'm tired of having my life dictated by others it's my life i'll go out with whoever the hell I want to go out with."

"Jill trust me i'd love to go out with you but theirs just too much on the line." And because there was Micah I would throw away all the rules for but, Micah liked her and I couldn't do that to him. Jill looked heartbroken

"I understand."

"No I don't think you do."

"Then explain to me." I sighed, how could I explain it to her. I didn't like speaking about Mason it hurt to much Sydney's words rung back to me "you don't owe Micah anything. You certainly don't owe him Jill. He's not Mason, no matter how much they look alike." maybe I should go after Jill.

"it's just Micah likes you too and he reminds me of my best friend."

"I still don't get it." I sighed in frustration.

"My best friend died." I put it bluntly to her.

"Oh Eddie i'm sorry." she came over and gave me a hug. Which made me feel really good. her hair accidently brushed my face and I got goosebumps.

"It's okay." she pulled away from the hug but was still close to me I was worried she might surprise me with a kiss again.

"But I don't like Micah I never have I like you." I found my face going red again. I couldn't stay away from this girl Sydney was right my feelings for Jill would just get stronger.

"Jill."

"Please Eddie you can't let Micah you stop because he reminds of your best friend because he's not your best friend and I don't like him so there's no point for giving up your feelings for him."

"Damn I hate it when your right that's my job." she smiled at me. "Fine but on one condition."

dun dun dun what could that one condition be find out next time xxx I promise next chapter is the last Eddie and Jill chapter if you want me to continue the next chapter from Eddie's Pov review me. and I told you if you give me reviews I write faster. I'm sorry about the cliffhanger but I just love making you guys think ;) and I know i'm evil but that's why you love me 3 and that's why Sydney lurrrvves Adrian cause he's a evil creature of the night. anyways i'm sorry if I didn't get Eddie quite right it's the first time i'm writting from a boys Pov.