There was a bright light, but it didn't hurt my eyes that much. It was just white everywhere. An endless room with nothing in it.

But I saw him. He was looking at me, and smiling, like he waited for me for a long time. He was as I remembered him at that time at the beach. Shirtless, wearing pants, but looking good.

I think I ran. I couldn't remember. I was just so happy to see him here. He opened his arms, and I went into him. His warmth enveloped me. And his clean scent filled my nostrils. He was saying my name over and over in my ear, as if my name was some kind of lyric he had memorized from a beloved song.

His arms went around me, and that was the only time I realized that I was naked, and his hands were caressing my back and shoulders. The warmth was unbearable. I looked up to him, into his dark eyes, and they were so full of love and wanting. His lips came down to mine, and it was heaven.

His lips were warm and soft, and it alternated from kissing me passionately and uttering my name. I clung on to him. He pushed my down into the ground, which soon felt like grass behind me. I looked around, as his lips came down my cheek and to my neck. The endless room of white had become an endless room of grass and flowers.

His hand pulled my chin towards him again, and I smiled. He kissed me again urgently, as his hands, so warm and strong, roved down from my face, to my shoulder and to my chest. I sucked in a deep breath and pulled him to me, my own mouth kissing him ferociously, as growls of our wanting filled the air.

I don't know how long it lasted. Days. Weeks. Months. Years. I was happy. He made me laugh, he made me so… warm. And he made me feel loved. But I knew, in the back of my mind, I had to make a decision. To dream forever, or to come back to reality. One would make me happy forever, but would sadden the other people in my life. And the other would make me feel miserable, but would make everyone else in my life happy.

I gazed at the face of my dream beloved. His real counterpart would probably not feel the same way I do, but…

I had to make a decision.