Gray: i see you final uploaded the next chapter

Hinata3487: yeah, it was so hard... i had so much test i had to study for and my computer was messing up

Lucy: okay so whens the next chapter going to be out?

Hinata3487: i have no idea maybe 4 weeks from now i wish i could do it fall break but my computer is getting fixed 2 weeks

Lucy: wats wrong with it

Hinata:3487: the power at my house keeped going out and it messed it up idk how

Gray: can we get to the story now

Lucy: fine mr.

Gray: hinata3487 would like to thank you all for reading her first graylu fanfiction

Lucy: she would also like to thank IhEaRtGrAyLu , XxCamixX, and graylu26 for the reveiwing this story and she was to get them

Gray: nothing belongs to her its all owned by the great Hiro-san

Graylu: so with all that out of the way let get back to the story

Previously in Keep forgetting

"Lu-chan" my best friend called.

"Levy-chan, what are you doing here"

hey Lu-chan" Levy whispered into Lucy ear. "I have the perfect idea on where we can do tomorrow, you see there's this place that's brand new tropical garden, and they say if you pray to kami-sama there that the one thing you pray for will come true" .

"wow, we're final here, but how do we get in?" I asked.

"by the front door of course Lu-chan" Levy said walking straight into the doors.

They just kept going with their conversation, and didn't even asked us if we need help or anything, that just shows you that a person could have easy broke in and stole all of the plants and sold them at a black market.

Chapter 3

"Lucy, where do you want to go today"

"the new tropical garden" I said to hibiki .

"ok" he said looking around. Hump with that attitude he said it in it was more like whatever, can you leave me alone while I flirt with some other women.

It only took a couple minutes for me to find the route, to get to there since me and levy last exploration.

When we went in the garden there was this one flower that caught my eye right away.

"it's really pretty"

"it sure is, Lucy"

"I wish I could live in a place just like this, it's just so beautiful" I said smelling the exotic flowers.

"yep but you're more beautiful" Hibiki said pulling my face in towards him to kiss me, but I pulled my face back before he could.

"I'm sorry Hibiki, I just cant… not right now" I said looking away. Its been like this ever since we been dating, I just cant seem to get his face out of my mind every time Hibiki tries to kiss me.

"Lucy, we've been dating for 7 months now and you never once let me kiss you. So just this once let me please, Lucy" he touched my cheek.

"I'm sorry, I-I just can't" I said looking away.

"yeah me too"

"Huh" for a minute I stared at him as he looked down. I don't understand whats happening right now but I feel like I'm in one of those Japanese dramas where the main female character is about to get her heart broken by the one she loves.

Awkward… -_- (this is all lucy talking/thinking I have no idea wat to call it.)

"I'm sorry too, but I cant keep doing this. I mean all we ever do is hang out, we never do anything else like hold hands, and other stuff couples do; You don't even let me put my arm around you. I really am sorry Lucy but I'm break up with you"

Hmm… I knew that, me and hibiki wouldn't last very long, but I would have never expected that he would break up with me face to face. I always thought he was the type of guy that would send the girl a message or some thing like a rose with a card on it says 'I'm sorry I cant go out with you any more' or some cliché like that. I would have never thought that he was trying to maybe find his own true person to love , but then again he could just be trying to get to someone else who knows.

In just a few minutes of walking, I had ended up sitting under a giant sakura tree, that was in bloom.

'Hey Lu-chan, I have the perfect idea…they say if you pray to kami-sama there that the wish you pray for will come true.'

"no way, right…" I said thinking out loud.

For my wish come true.

Kami-sama, if you really, really exist, I'm sorry for always teasing you or putting you to the side. So please, some how if you could , give me the strength to move on, so I can forget my love for him, please~

"Lucy…" said a familiar voice behind me.

I turned around to see who it was…

"g-gray" I knew he could hear the sadness in my voice when I said his the real question is: what is he doing here, in a place like this by himself.

"Lucy, what are you doing here." asked gray.

"oh, I heard that a new garden had just been built, so I had to check it out for myself"

Lucy get yourself together I whispered to myself in a low enough voice to where gray could barely hear me.

"what did you say Lu" gray asked me.

"nothing, nothing, I was just talking to myself, oh gray what are you doing here" I said looking to see if someone was behind him.

"Lucy-san"

I turned my head left to see juvia come out from a path and started walking towards us. She went to grays side and took a hold of his hand smiling.

"oh me and juvia are on a date and I thought I say hey to you"

"really okay then I'll let you two love birds be, see you two tomorrow at the guild then" I waved my hand to say goodbye to them and started walking away until I couldn't see them anymore.

Once I knew that the two of them couldn't see me, I started to run as fast as I could before my tears could have a chance to run down my face. By the time I got home and inside my apartment, the tears were already flowing down to where I could stop them from coming.

"Lucy, I was wondering if we could have a girls night-, lu…cy"

"oh, erza its just you, do you need something" I said trying to whip my face with my sleeve .

"Lucy what happen, are you okay"

"I'm fine erza, really its just for some odd reason I started crying, I think I might have got something in my eye nothing to worry about though."

"You saw them together didn't you." erza said hugging me.

"W-what""Lucy, its ok we're right here for you" erza said as she began petting my head.

Once erza started petting my head all the pain that I had been keeping deep inside my heart final came out in tears after a while I started sobbing on erza's shoulder. I couldn't do any thing to stop myself from crying, even though all I wanted to do was just bottle it all up.

erza pov (in past tense)

(at the guild)

I had first came to lucy's apartment to see if she wanted to go with me, levy and mira to have some fun but when I went in side, I found her crying in her bathroom.

"Lucy, I was wondering if we could have a girls night-, lu… cy"

"oh erza its you, do you need anything" she said whipping away tears with her sleeve."Lucy, what happen are you okay" I asked .

"I'm fine er back then, with all of those memories za, really its just for some odd reason I started crying, I think I might have got something in my eye nothing to worry about though" she said trying to smile. When she said those few words, I though about the only person that could make her cry like this 'gray', she saw him on a date with juvia again.

"you saw them together didn't you" I said looking out the window."w-what" she stuttered."Lucy, its ok we're right here for you" I said comforting lucy. I stayed with her until she fell asleep on my shoulder from crying. I knew she was going though, I knew almost exactly how it felt to have the one you love taken away from you by some one else, I felt the same way when my beloved Gerard was taken away from me by the council and zeref's spirit.

I was in so much pain back then, with all of those memories flashing in my head one after the other I didn't know what to do.

"I know! Lets name you 'Erza Scarletto'!"

" 'Name you'? Don't just go naming other people…"

"Scarletto… Erza Scarletto"

"Scarletto, it's the color of your hair. That way, I'll never forget."

Hours past and all I did was cry while whispering his name over and over again, trying to calm myself from the event that had just unfolded in a mire hour.

to be continued

Hinata3487: also to XxCamixX i am going to write the story in grays pov but thats going to be after the sleep over

oh plz people also review this chapter

thank you all for reading this but i thinking about quiting and killing myself goodbye JK no i wouldnt do that i just said that cuz of my cousin thats one of the reason why this chapter was late, he was only 13 and yet he decided to hang himself in his room, i will miss him but dont worry i wont stop writing this story i just want to let the people who are reading this to let you know there are people who care about you even though your life might suck and you think its unfair dont kill your self there are lots of people out there that love you and would be hurt and sad if they lost you. you might get bullied or beated by your parents ect. just plz know that the easy way out is not the best idea and you might end up making the ones who love you sad please think about a different way to solve your problems other then death. my cousin was only 13 he had straigh As and Bs he had a really good future ahead of him, but he got picked on for wearing good clothes like the brands that cost about 50-100 dollars for pants or shirts by other boys. i just telling you guys there are more ways to stop your suffering then killing your self just think about it