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Chapter Summary;
"How far would you go for me, till you break?"
It's not about what you were, but who you are. Sometimes you have to look over the past to move on with the future. And sometimes you have to fight for what you believe in.
Demetri/oc and Cannon pairings.
"Maintaining our secret has never been more imperative." - Aro.
As I crossed the La Push territory line that separated my vampire family from my wolf family, I slowed and curled into a ball. My body was still and my eyes were closed as I tried to will away my location from the advancing wolf pack that could see what my mind was showing them. Their thoughts slammed into my skull as I kept trying to build the mental wall that would block them out.
'What the FUCK!?'
Paul's voice was the first. The rest came out in a panic similar to the one I was in.
'Lilly, it's okay! Where are you?!'
'Jacob is going to LOSE it!'
'Lilly?!'
'I'M going to fucking LOSE it!'
'What do we do?!'
'LILLY?!'
'He's going back to Italy!'
Leah's blunt voice was the last I heard as I pushed the mental wall up and force the pack from my mind.
'There's no hope'
Hours had past until I finally thought through the catalystic events. I contemplated running away. My father wouldn't be disappointed in me, hating my every decision. My mother wouldn't be fearing for my sanity, constantly having to decide between my happiness and the safety of our family.
However I couldn't bring myself to do that to them. They meant everything to me.
The imprint was fresh. Maybe there was a way I could forget? Just drag through life until I die an old woman in her rocking chair, surrounded by millions of flee ridden cats?
I cringed at the thought; no depression of mine would lead me to live with a bunch of felines.
Light inhuman footsteps rustled the leaves behind me. I'd been found. I phased into my human form and unstrapped the dress on my ankle. Putting it over my head, I sighed and sat cross-legged onto the mossy forest of La Push.
"Is it just me or am I one failure after another?" I looked longingly at my perfect mother that danced toward me, her eyes holding mine with nothing but love.
"You are perfect," She spoke with confidence, "I want you to know, I will always love you, Lilly. Your dad as well. I know firsthand how this is going to happen, it is destiny. It may take some time getting used to, and I'm not going to lie, trust will become an issue, but we are going to be by your side the whole time, Lilly. I'll never leave you." She took my hands and projected all the love she felt into me.
Tears started to mix with the rain that ran down my face. I jumped her and promised myself I would never leave her too, my earlier plans of running away burning in my mental bin.
"I'm scared" I whispered to her as I pulled away. "He lives in Italy. Maybe he has a family already? He is happy with those other vampires. He won't want a sixteen year old fawning over him…" My own words made my tears roll faster, choking the words in my throat.
"The good thing about imprinting is that the feelings aren't one-sided, Lilly. He isn't a crush, he is your soul mate." My mother smiled lovingly at my worries, then frowned at my unchanging expression of confusion, fear and overwhelming sadness.
"But I'm a freak of a freak! Every other one of my passed on genes are non-existent. What makes you think that this imprinting is as strong as Dad's or Paul's or Sam's or-"
My mother cut me off.
"Lilly Sarah Black!" I cringed at my full name.
She only did that when she was mad. "You were made from love, TRUE love. A love that is so strong, it caused two feuding species to come together as one. Jacob knows how imprinting feels and Edward knows how it feels through him, and they felt it in you. A love like that cannot be overlooked. I'm going to tell you this as an imprintee; the feeling of finding your soul mate is just as strong. For Demetri, it may take a while, but I promise you he won't be able to stay away. The pull you felt when you looked into his soul, he felt it as well."
I stared at my mother. To her it looked like I was accepting her words. On the inside I was jumping up and down like a little school girl who was high on love.
His name is Demetri.
This is bad.
This is really, really bad.
I looked at Edward and noticed his annoyed glances thrown my way. I'd be annoyed as well if I heard that sentence repeated for the last four hours. But I couldn't help it.
It was seriously that bad.
He rolled his eyes at me. I looked at Bella and noticed her hands on my arm. I hadn't realized I'd been shaking. But I hadn't noticed much of anything since I phased back into a human before I destroyed the whole forest. My daughter, my sixteen year old daughter who didn't even know where babies' came from, had literally imprinted on a big bad wolf replica.
Edward snorted.
I started to hyperventilate for the sixth time that day as I thought about the leech touching my daughter. The first time I saw him I was trying to keep him as far away from My Nessie as possible. And now I was going to have to give My Lilly to him. It made me hate myself so much for allowing my bloodline to haunt her. And it made me hate myself so much more for even thinking about killing her soul mate.
The only thing that kept me from ripping him apart earlier was seeing myself in her position. The only thing holding me back from comforting her right now was the thought of her seeing my strained expression as I try to tell her I loved her and will stand with her through everything. Knowing that she would see the pain in saying it.
"Everything will work out, Jacob"
I raised my head to look at the pixie-haired vampire. She had a knowing smile and a twinkle in her eye. I paled as I again began to convulse, thinking of the leech in my home, under my roof, becoming family.
It was all going to happen, weather I liked it or not.
All I could do was count on Nessie to make sure I didn't do something I'd regret.
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