Jane gasped. Her brows furrowed in confusion and fear. She knew who he was immediatatly, and if he was here, well that could very well mean that Thor was dead. She stuttered at first, before hinging on a sentence. "You..you are Loki. Am, am I right? Thor talked about you..and your..power." She said. She was making her best attempt to stroke this being's ego. She knew what he did to Barton and her friend Selvig and that was not to count the many others he had murdered along the way.
Loki smiled slowly, nodding. He took hold of her face. His eyes lighting up at the thought of her squirming. "Did he say that now? I am so sorry to doubt you, but you see..he was hiding you from me..so, he must of been afraid..I would..hurt you.." He said, after each word, his intensity growing. His smile turned into a grin, he was getting more and more excited wach time her heart beat a little faster. It pulsed through his body as well. He studied her, as if she were some foreign creature, he touched her neck as if he did not know what it was. He looked fascinated and confused at once.
"You see Dr. Foster..or Jane, may I call you Jane? I promised my dear "brother" Thor that I would check pay you a visit..check up on you..when he had first returned to Asgard..before the whole..New York "incident" " He said the last part with a lingering smile as if he were remembering. "I would say it's long, long overdue. The thing, I cannot quite..comprehend is, pray tell, why my brother would ever want a mortal like you?" He held her face in his hands, looking for answers in her face, obviously on the edge of cruelty and confusion. Something about her had unnerved him.
"Well, Loki..we got along very well. He taught me things of your world, and I learned about yours..Can you..let go of my face now please? It hurts.." She looked to the right and to the left, anywhere but directly him.
"Was it these lips? This face?" He said, before looking disgusted. "No..I don't think it was any of those things. What if it had been me that had been cast out instead of him? Would you like me? Would you find me pleasing as well? Would everything that I learned and wanted to teach the world..would that have been enough for you? Damn you!" He flicked his hand and there was another one of himself holding from behind, keeping her arms at her side. He paced back and forth in front of her..looking at her and then away..and again.
"Why should I not kill you..I am bad, I am wrong, I am hated and despised..why not add you to the bloody list as well?"He grinned at her, but in a way that let her know he was displeased with her.
"It wasn't my fault Jane! I was always a good child, I..I loved Father..I loved Thor. But I am a monster, a clever monster, but a night terror just the same."He had tears in those blue eyes. The tears welled up so quickly for him. "Sentiment. Sentiment will destroy me if I am not ever in control..."
"You are in control Loki, you are, you are not a monster. You are loved in return, I know you are. You made a mistake. We all do." Jane said.
"You call razing New York to the ground a mistake? You call wanting to destroy everything..still wanting to destroy everything..a bloody mistake? You are a damn idiot!" He barked at her. His eyes went to the fire pit she had in front of the trailer. He made a noise of frustration, feeling like this mortal woman was making his head ache and his emotions to get the best of him. Those tears ever present as he picked her up. Jane screamed because she knew what he had in mind. The firepit..He wanted to throw her in it. Watch her burn, as he did inside.
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