Heyyyyyyyyyyyy guys sorry it's been so long…I could come up with a million excuses as to why I haven't updated in a while but I'm not gonna waste my creative juices on being brilliant…soooooo some of you wonderful people out there said something random and it made my day awesome I had a huge grin on my face! Okay I will now recognize you amazingly fantabulous awesome wonderful people!(Hahahaha Dipsey I know a lot of big words hahahaha ha ha…..to bad that's about it)
Emzoe: bananas are awesome there all banana-ie and erm yellow and stuff and thanks on the amazing author part I appreciate it a lot because I don't think I am…might have somin to do with past ELA grades….
13luckystars(Dipsey): your totally being watched just so you know and I know about your posters heheheheeeeee crazy fans I didn't say it your totally not a groupie Dipsey…jkkk you sooo are and sorry bout the wait I'm just you no sooo busy doing nothing so yeah there! Annddddd hahahahaaa ha ha on the bribe thing it didn't work AGAIN cuz for some reason I think you've done it before to get me to read some book that I only read the first sentence to….maybe and you should totally think of something…..bribing is fun!
IamMe03: first off awesome name! I understand the cheese thing completely it's fantabulously awesome!
Nerdynerdnerd: i reallllllllly love your name! and I didn't know that fact…..really cool! Thanks for reviewing…totally made my day
FunterMunter: umm okay I wasn't trying to stereotype….my cousins used to dress in all black and they weren't suicidal. Iread somewhere that people change there appearance so I chose to go with that and have her dress in black. I hope this explains why shes suicidal more but the main reason is because she doesn't see what there is left to live for…..to her, her life is over. Thank you for saying my writin is good it means a lot
And because I like your review JessGoodeFan: yeah I can understand your confusion…it would probably confuse me to if I was reading a story by well...me soo yeah how they feel about her will kinda be told as the story progresses and if you're even more confused after that then blame 13luckystars she gave me the idea
Disclaimer: I don't own the Gallagher Girls series thing cuz I'm not Ally Carter
On to my story….
Shit. Shit. Shit. And ohh yeah SHIT!
"Ummm yeah bye!" I yelled as I ran out of the bathroom.
Yells of 'Cammie' followed me all the way down the hallway. Why does life go okay I'll cut you a break only to screw you over twenty seconds later. Life officially sucks and I personally thought mine couldn't get any worse. But I was wrong again because the fate train had it out for me. Why life hated me so I would never know but there's not much I can do about that now. Just remember at the end of this week, I told myself, you'll be nothing but a memory in very few people's eyes. Nothing but a damn person forgotten over time by people you thought loved you…or at least that's what I kept telling myself.
Because of course the next person I run into is Zach. He smiles at me, no he SMIRKS at me. For the love of god why do people smirk it's so damn annoying. Wait I think he's talkin…
"Um what?"
He grunts, stupid boy.
"I said 'where's the lunch room.'"
"Oh um right over there," I pointed to two large doors with the word CAFITERIA above it. "Soo yeah thanks for the chat but I'll be off now," then I ran like hell.
After going to the other bathroom in my school I went into a stall and tried to calm my breathing. When I had leaned on the wall and slid down so I was sitting on the ground. I rested my chin on my palm and lost myself in my thoughts.
Why did I have to be so stupid? Why couldn't I have been smarter? Then maybe I wouldn't have let Josh trick me or my mom ridicule me or my father's death rule my life. Maybe then I would have actually cared about my heath or grades or something, anything. If I was to be completely honest with myself, I didn't want to die. I didn't want to pull the trigger on my own life and end it. But I also knew I did. I wanted everything that had been troubling me to disappear. I wanted to not have to live with my guilt and my problems. And damn it I wanted to escape this hell hole we call the world.
To get my mind off of my horrible thoughts I glanced around the bathroom. There was toilet paper on the ground dirt everywhere and I even thought I saw mud.
'Bathrooms are so disgusting,' was the last thing I thought before the bell rang and I forced myself to stand up and go to class. Just to the end of the week I thought as I left the bathroom.
Okayyyyyy hope you liked it! Sooooooorrrrrrryyyyy it took so long. Um okay anybody every dance in the store and get weird looks? I have sooo much funnnns! I've also danced in the car on the highway and got stared at….I call it highway entertainment
Pleasseeeeeeeeee review it would mean a lot ;O