"I love you Inuyasha."
"I love you too...Kagome."
Kikyo, sat soaking in the hot spring, replaying over and over the words spoken between those she had come to despise. How could Inuyasha do this too her? How could he have slept with Kagome. She always knew Inuyasha cared for her reincarnation deeply, but she still had hoped that he in some way, in some small region of his heart, that he loved her more.
Her deepest fear was realized tonight. Inuyasha had chosen Kagome. And here she was devastated again by his lack of care for her. She didnt understand why he would do this to her? Why he would hurt her once again? And this time it seemed to be intentionally.
No, she thought to herself. No, Inuyasha wouldnt...
But then again maybe he would. He did ask her to meet him tonight by the sacred tree. It was a familiar place to both parties. A place they both knew of that could be a safe haven from preying eyes. But, as it turned out Kikyo was the one spying. For when she had arrived to meet Inuyasha, her heart filled with love and desire for him, she found them together.
Making love passionately on the ground to one another, and again her heart, and world was crushed. She was completely shattered into a million pieces. Now that she had been arisen back from the dead, life restored anew in her veins, she had thought that maybe Inuyasha would want to be with her. She thought maybe that was shy he wanted to meet with her in private. To convey his feelings, and that she was the one he adored and wanted to spend his life with.
However, the sight she beheld was far more then she expected. Instead of seeing Inuyasha, waiting for her as promised she came across the heart wrenching seen of Kagome and her once beloved entangled together as one.
How she loathed that old feeling of hate that crept through her body then, and took hold of her. She didnt dwell long after seeing the two, after the exchange of the words I love you; she slowly turned around and walked away. Not turning back, not even once to see if they had seen her.
No, probably not she was so silent and still the whole time, no one would have guessed her presence. Unless Inuyasha caught a small trace of her scent in the air, which would be unlikely considering he was engulfed with Kagomes.
She continued to bathe and then after a few more moment of allowing her body to soak, she gradually made her way out of the hot springs and allowed herself time to dry naturally. The wind whipping at her body and blowing through her silken raven hair. The feeling felt god to her, and she was relaxed by the nature around her. And even though she was saddened by the events that took shape earlier that night, she somehow felt comfort in being alone. Almost as though it was meant to be this way.
Kikyo dressed herself, and soon after gathered her bow and arrows. She stood for a moment taking in her surrounding and looked up at the moon, wondering to herself if Inuyasha had meant for her to catch them. If that was his plan from the very begging so that he could tell her without words that it was over.
Her eyes narrowed and a look of disgust over shadowed her delicate feathers. She hated him! Yet, all the while a part of her was glad to know the truth at last. Kagome had won, and she ...she had lost.
That was how it was meant to be; now it was time for her to accept the fact.
Sesshomaru stood looking up at the night's moon. His mind lost in thought and his blood racing through him as though he was on the brink of loosening control.
"Jaken," he spoke.
"Yes Lord Sesshomaru?"
"Watch after Rin...I will return tomorrow." He turned his body completely and began to walk off toward the forest.
"Of course my Lord." Jaken bowed then with a newly found thought a surge of panic arose within him. "Wait Lord Sesshomaru where are you going?"
There was no reply to his for Sesshomaru was already out of sight, and already on the hunt.
Sesshomaru was in heat. His body was aching with desire. The need to find a demoness was unbearable, and he knew his demon blood would soon over power his calm demeanor causing him to have intercourse with the next female he came across. Which he was praying would be a demon. He couldnt stand the thought of having to mate with a human woman like his idiot half-breed brother was probably doing at the moment.
Sesshomaru could stand the thought of lowering his standards to such a point. But with each minute and second that past, he was becoming less, and less as himself and more like a prowling predator searching for his next victim.
His eyes were glowing a hell fire red. The need was no longer able to be sustained. And luckily, but not so luckily he found what he was searching for.
She stood, basking in the silver beams of moonlight. Her skin illuminated by each angelic ray that touched her body. Making her even more beautiful than the average woman. Not that in any other lighting she was less. He knew that the priestess was indeed a great beauty though she was merely a weak and measly human.
But even though he tried to fight his needs, he couldn't any longer. Her standing staring up at the night sky, the wind blowing past and seizing in its grasp locks of her ebony hair to carry on its back made her irresistible.
He had to have her!
Kikyo felt a change in the air. A shifting of balance, and over powering aura coming her way. For a moment she was almost certain she felt that presence approaching before, but then there was something in it that changed her mind. For a brief second she almost thought the demon that was drawing near was Sesshomaru. Yet she knew his aura and this demons aura was somehow so similar but also somehow very different.
She didn't have long to ponder on who it was however, for before she knew it he stood before her.
"Sesshomaru," She whispered. What is he doing here she thought as she raised her bow and arrow toward him. Not for sure if he was looking for a fight or just passing through.
He gazed at her his stare intense, and that's when she noticed the burning glow of red in his eyes.
So he is looking for a fight.
She released an arrow at him before he could surprise her with an attack. He dodged it, and he charged at her with an incredible amount of speed. He was fast she admitted but not fast enough, she quickly reached for another arrow, but again it missed, and without any further hesitation he was now before her and stuck her down with one mighty smack from his hand.
She gasped as she hit the floor somewhat taken back by his choice of fight. She didn't understand why he had hit her, instead of just finishing her off and slicing her in two with his claws.
He was soon descending on her, his body covered hers, and his lips soon came crashing down onto hers without any form of warning.
"What the hell," She shouted, and then quickly reached over for her bow that had fallen from her hand when he hit her. It was now only inches away and she hurriedly snatched it up and held it up against his neck to stop him from further assaulting her mouth. Nevertheless to her dismay the great dog demon only smirked wickedly, and then with one hand snapped her weapon into two pieces, and launched its remains somewhere off into the distance.
She could hear it land with a hard thud, and knew that it was now completely useless, and completely out of reach.
"Get off of me," she shouted, but her words where of no avail. And she still had no clue what he was really up to, until she felt his clawed hands reach down to her lower clothing and swiftly untie them.
"Sesshomaru, what exactly do you think you're doing?"
Her question was left to be answered by him tearing off the remainder of her clothing. She tried to hit him as hard as she could slapping at his face and punching at his chest but nothing seemed to be working.
Sesshomaru, began to kiss her roughly on the neck pinning her hands as he did so up above her head. And looked down at her bare naked form below him. He took in every curve, every inch of her glorious physic. He watched as she breathed heavy, her supple breast heaving up and down with each pant she gave. He needed her, and he needed her now.
Kikyo was angry. How dare he touch her. How dare he think she would allow him to take her like some savage beast in the night. No she wouldn't stand for this; she would fight him until she couldn't anymore. She wouldn't let him have her easily.
She tried to get her legs out from under him but couldn't. She wiggled and squirmed beneath him trying to loosen his grip around her wrist, but that failed as well.
He leaned down to kiss her lips once more, but was stopped in his tracks when her face flew up to meet his with a harsh snap of her teeth.
Did she just try to bite me? He thought with anger coursing through every fiber of his being. How dare she defy me!
Sesshomaru's hand once again came down slamming hard against her face. Causing her lip to bust, and blood to seep from the corner where it had been cut.
She felt him hold back on his strike. She was dazed for a moment. But only long enough for him to undress, without her trying to move away. If he wanted her to be unconscious she knew he would have hit her harder. Clearly he wanted her up for what he was about to do to her.
Panic began to arise within her as she watched him kneel before her on his knees and spread apart both her legs with a hunger flaring through his eyes that she had never before seen on any man.
She didn't know how else to stop him besides trying to turn around on her belly and try to crawl away from him. That plan was soon proved to be useless, as he reached forward and digging his claws into her soft flesh on her hips, and drug her back towards him.
He didn't bother turning her around again. Instead he placed one hand around the back of her slender neck to pin her once more, and used his knees to once again pry open her legs from behind.
"No, wait..." she called out frantically. She was hoping there was some way she could reason with him. If he took her, Kikyo knew she would be tainted. Her position as a priestess would cease to exist, and her powers would drastically weaken.
This was the same reason her and Inuyasha had never consummated their love. She had to remain pure to protect the jewel, and though now there was no jewel for her to protect, for now it was in the hands of Kagome, she still was in fear of losing her spiritual powers. She needed them still to protect herself from Naraku at least.
And besides, she always had dreamed Inuyasha would be the one to take her. Not his power crazed brother. She wanted Inuyasha to be her first.
Pushing the image of what it would have been like with Inuyasha aside, Kikyo tried to reason once more with Seshomaru, she didn't know if he realized that she was never touched by a man before. Though in truth he thought otherwise. He was almost for certain that his younger brother had been inside her before him. Which he was somewhat glad for.
He didn't want to be responsible for her. And if his brother had already taken her and tossed her aside then he wouldn't have to worry about her honor and doing right by her.
His current demeanor told her what he was thinking.
He thinks that Inuyasha...
"Sesshomaru wait please I'm still a..."
Kikyo's words were cut off and turned into a painful agonizing scream with one thrust from his hips that sent himself burying deep in to her.
He paused. He could feel the barrier of her innocents against the head of his hardened member.
So she is a virgin...
He almost pulled out of her, he almost stopped himself from continuing his forceful raid on her perfect body but the tightness that surrounded his length and the cry that bellowed from her moth sent him over the edge and back into the darkness.
Kikyo strained to lift her head up from the ground, but his hand that was placed on her neck pushed her face deeper into the earth muffling her cries as he thrusted harder and deeper. Finally penetrating her wall, and shattering her innocents until he was deep inside her core.
She turned her face allowing her cheek to grind against the dirt beneath them. She could feel the hot warm liquid that was her innocents run down to her thighs. Smearing on to her ivory flesh with each stroke Sesshomaru gave. And she didn't know why but Inuyasha's face popped into her mind just then. She knew he was nearby, perhaps if she cried out his name he would come to her rescue.
No, she thought, he would not come. He doesn't care anymore what happens to me.
She felt a tear slid down her dirt stained cheek.
"Inu...yasha." she whispered his name But as Sesshomaru began to pound into her more rough and forcefully she screamed it.
"Inuyasha!"
Sesshomaru ignored her pleas for his brother, and after hours of raping her fragile body, he released himself inside her. Lost in the moment he bit her tender flesh on her neck and claimed her as his. Then he collapsed beside her on the ground. Breathing heavy all the while, while his heart rate began to slow down and pace itself back to normalcy.
"Don't worry, you won't become pregnant Kikyo." was all he said in comfort to her.
All Kikyo could do was lay there motionless next to her attacker, a void expression on her face. Thinking about how foolish she was for allowing this demon to steal her virginity from her.
Sesshomaru on the other hand thought about how dumb he was for doing the exact same thing. And for claiming her as his mate. He was better than her, and not to mention he hated humans. He would not honor her as his equal, no; instead as the sun rose up in the sky he would dress fast, and then leave her here, to fend for herself.
He would leave her used and broken on the ground not ever to return to her again.