a/n: Shoutout to DrizzyJ, Fallspring99, and MariaLuvsYew. This chapter is for you guys! I do not own the song Part of your world, Disney does
Jade and Tori walked in the cafeteria. " Are we really eating?" Jade asked. " I'm not sure" Tori anwered. " I can't believe your willing to eat for Cat" Jade said. " I can't believe your not" Tori fired back. " Life is life" Jade said simply. After several minutes of silence Tori asked. " Can I ask you a personal question?" " You can ask, doesn't mean I will answer it" Jade said. " How did you and Cat end up here?" " It's a long story" Jade said trying to aviod the subject. " We have a long time. We have to stay here long enough so Cat can think we ate" Tori said. Jade had a flashback:
May 16th Jade angrily crossed the date off her calender. Today was suppose to be her and her ex-boyfriend's 1 year anniversary. She found him making out with somebody else yestersday. She got the watch she bought him as a gift, that she spent all of her money on, and destroyed it. Jade got dressed, got a gronala bar, and jumped in her car.
She was carpooling with Cat. She called Cat to make sure she was ready. Once Cat didn't answer, Jade got worried. She sped to Cat's house. She reaches Cat's house front door steps. Jade has an unsettling feeling in her stomach. She knocked the door. Once no one answered, Jade got the key Cat gave her and opened the door. " CAT! CAT!" Jade screamed. Nobody was in the livingroom. Jade ran to Cat's room. Jade saw Cat sitting in the corner of her room about to swallow 15 pills. " Cat! No!" Jade slapped the pills out of her hand. " Cat what the hell are you thinking!" Jade yelled.
Jade noticed Cat was crying and she had dark circles under her eyes. Even though she knew Cat wouldn't answer, Jade asked questions anyway. " Why would you think of leaving me? Why would you do that?" Cat continued to cry. Jade pulled her intp a tight hug. She stroked Cat's red velvet hair. " It's going to be okay, we are going to be there for each other. Promise. I really promise"
Jade felt like this was all her fault. If I wasn't caught up in my own problems she wouldn't be trying to kill herself she thought. Jade let go of her and wiped her tears." It's okay. You're okay" Cat crawled and got her journal and wrote " I don't want you worrying about me. You need to take care of yourself" Jade read it and got upset. " YOU NEARLY KILLED YOURSELF. YOU DO NOT TELL ME NOT TO WORRY!" Cat cried. " I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Cat" Cat tapped to Jade's bracelets as if to say " Show me your wirst" Jade hesitated. She pushed her barcelets to reveal fresh cuts across her veins. Cat began to cry again. " Cat don't cry. I can't stand it when you cry over me" Jade heard her voice crack. This is the side of Jade only Cat saw. " Cat don't do this to me" Jade said furiously. She harshly wiped her own tears.
Cat grabbed Jade's arms as if to say " let the tears flow" Jade understood and obeyed. Cat hugged Jade adn stroked her hair. Cat let go and wiped Jade's tears. Jade held Cat's hand and looked into her eyes. " We need to get help. We can't watch each other suffer. We can't help each other if we can't help ourselves" Cat heasitated and then nodded in agreement
" Jade are you okay?" Tori asked in panic, shaking her. Jade woke up from her thoughts. " Yeah, just lost in thought" Jade said. " I guess you aren't ready to talk" Tori said. " Are you crying?" Jade wiped her tears. " Let's go" she got up and walked to frrom A21.
Beck walked in the treatment center with a smile. Mr. Erins walked up to him. " Beck, what were you thinking?" Takinf a girl out of here? Denying her the help she deserves?" " I'm sorry. She's mute. I knew she wasn't going to talk. So I took her out and let her relax" Beck explained. Mr. Erins voice changed into a whisper. " I'm going to let this slide. Sinceyou are a newbie and family. If it happens again, I'll be forced to fire you" Beck nodded. " I promise I will not screw up again. Thanks for the second chance" Beck said.
" Be careful, okay. I need you to make sure Tori and Jade eats. Also be extremely careful. Cat doesn't need to be more fragile then she already is" Beck nodded and walked to the employees lounge to get something to eat
Cat stayed in the corner of the room. She mentally cursed herself for trusting a guy, espeically someone who worked for the place that was ruining her summer. But things were so easy with him. I felt so comfortable. She thought. The other side screamed It's a trick! She went to teh bathroom and fixed herself up before Jade and Tori came back. She fixed her tangled hair. She wanted Jade to braid it and then have Tori to pick out on outfit for her. Cat liked it when she was their doll, somebody to take care of. She felt like a kid again.
She knew Tori and Jadw wouldn't mind. She knew Tori loves mixing up outfits and making new ones. Tori dreamed of having her own clothign line called " Make it shine" Cat continued to take care of herself. She took the bandage off. Cat examined her make-up covered body. She wished her body was naturally like this. Not the ugly bruised version. Cat changed into her pjs. She wore a pink dress pj that Jade gother for her birthday last year. It was short on her, since she grew alittle. But that doesn't matter, the treatment center is all girls, besides employees. Even if it just 3:00 in the afternoon Cat loved that she can be in her Pj's and no one would judge her.
Cat admired the dress in the bathroom mirror. The dress was a baby pink with spaghetti straps and ruffles. It made Cat feel like a princess. She smoothed the dress and smiled. Tori and Jade walked in. " That dress looks familar" Jade said with a smile. Cat beamed with pride got her journal and wrote Can we play dress up? Jade smiled. " Sure" Jade got a hairbrush and Cat got on the bed. She grabbed her journal. Can you sing Part Of Your Wold to me? Jade laguhed. " Cat, this is exactly what we did when we were ten"
" Did what?" Tori asked, curiously. " I would braid her hair and sing Part Of Your World to her. She loves The Little Mermiad so much, she dyed her hair to be like Ariel" Jade explained. " Okay. I'm going to take a relaxing bubble bath" Tori said, going into the bathroom. Jade began to sing while brushing Cat's hair.
" I Wanna be where the people are. I wanna see, wanna see them dancing. Walking around on those. What do you call them again? Oh feet" Cat giggled and Jade continued to sing.
" Flippin' your fins, you don't get too far .Legs are required for jumping, dancing .Strolling along down a - what's that word again? Street" Cat giggled again. Jade braided her hair.
"Up where they walk, up where they run!Up where they stay all day in the sun!Wanderin' free - wish I could be!Part of that world!" Jade sang beautifully. Cat clapped. Jade gave Cat a mini-mirror. " You like?" Cat smiled. Jade got up and went into her suitcase.
Jade got a taira and put it on Cat's head. " This is from my halloween left it at my house. I forgot to give it back" Cat looked in the mirror again. She felt like she was princess, she felt loved.
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