Niall peeled his eyes open to find the sun peeking through his window. He smiled thinking today was going to be fun. He then looked over to the clock, finding it read 12:23. His eyes widened. Harry was going to be pissed. He jumped out of bed running to the shower and placing himself beneath the running water.

His shower took up about ten minutes then he was getting dressed. He put his boxers and shorts on, and was now looking for a shirt. He couldn't decide on which one to wear. He walked from his closet over to his dresser, glancing back at the clock, finding something he hadn't seen there before.

There was a black leather journal and two DVD's. He walked over opening the journal to find a ribbon holding the spot of a journal entry that was dated for.. Well, the future. The journal entry was dated for months ahead of today. But it was in his hand writing.

Confused he looked over to the DVD's finding one to read 'Niall, this DVD explains everything.' and the other reading 'Meeting Andy and Liam'. Confused he entered the first into the DVD player.

With tears in his eyes, Niall entered the second DVD following with reading the journal entries. After reading the entries, he stood up from his bed walking into the family room where Zayn, Louis and Harry sat laughing until they turned to look at Niall with hope full expressions on their faces.

"What's the date?" Niall asked quietly, holding the journal in his hands, opened to the latest entry. "July 20th." Louis said hesitantly. And Niall looked down to his journal finding the last entry dated as July 18th. In the binding was what looked to be edges of a ripped paper that once was there. He thought for a moment, trying his absolute hardest to remember ripping yesterdays entry out. But he couldn't even remember writing one.

He couldn't remember anything. "Are you okay mate?" Harry asked Niall who was now frowning. "Do you guys know if I wrote in my journal last night?" he asked. "Well, I know you had intensions to." Harry chuckled, "When you got into the house, me, Louis and Zayn were putting a movie in and you ran past us flipping out saying you had to write in your journal." he finished.

Niall slightly nodded his head turning and walking back to his room. The three boys sat on the couch puzzled as to what the blonde haired boy was up to. "Uhm.. I am going to go-" Louis cut himself of pointing towards Niall's bedroom unsure of how to explain what he was going to do. "Okay." Harry replied understanding, watching the feathered haired boy walk cautiously in the direction Niall had came from and went to.

Louis knocked on the door before turning it and walking in without waiting for a response. "Niall, what's wrong?" Louis asked the boy who sat on the large bed in front of him, holding the black leather journal open staring at it intensely. "I just-" Niall said struggling to get his words out.

"You lads said I wrote in my journal yesterday. But it looks as though there is a page torn out and the last entry was from two days ago." Niall paused, "I have this funny feeling that that entry was quite important. But.. Its not here." he finished shrugging his shoulders.

"Ehh don't stress over it lad, I'm sure it wasn't that important if you ripped it out." Louis said trying to lighten Niall's gloomy mood. "What happened yesterday?" he asked the older boy. Louis shrugged, "We hung out with Liam and Andy. You and Liam did a lot of talking, I'm not sure about what, but that's really all." he finished with another shrug.

The boys sat in silence for a moment as Niall thought. "Lou?" he asked "Yeah?". "I know- by the looks of my journal entries -that I have met them bunches of times before. But do you think I could meet Liam and Andy?" he asked and the older boy smiled widely, "Sure lad. Come on, get a shirt on and we will go plan our day."

A little while after meeting Liam and Andy again, Niall told Liam about the ripped out diary entry. "Oh, that stinks." Liam said, feeling as though someone had just tried pulling his heart out of his chest. "Yeah.." Niall said awkwardly, obviously just wanting to say something more.

"What happened yesterday?" he asked shyly. "Oh- um.. Nothing really." Liam replied, his heart hurting him more. He didn't want to tell Niall what really happened because he obviously didn't like it if he ripped the entry out, literately, erasing it from his memory. "So nothing important?" Niall asked with hope full eyes. "No." Liam said taking any bit of that hope away from him. "Oh." Niall said sadly. His gut told him otherwise. Something happened yesterday.

He just didn't know what.

"What?" Liam suddenly said quietly smirking.

Niall froze. He wanted to tell Liam everything. There was so much on his mind and he didn't know what to say or how to reply to the brunette boy. Should he tell him everything? Or nothing at all?

"Please don't go." Niall suddenly said with thinking.

"What?" Liam said, his voice cracking. "Please don't go. I don't want you to go." Niall quickly said, tears beginning to fall from his eyes.

"Why-" "I like you Liam." Niall said, not thinking about what he was saying. "I like you too Niall.." "No. I like you. A lot." he said, letting the tears fall from his eyes. "Its okay Naill." Liam said wiping away Niall's tears with his thumb, only for them to be replaced with new ones.

"I - Niall awoke with a jump, hearing a crash coming from somewhere in the house. Frightened, he hesitated for a moment debating whether or not he should go out and check. "FUCK!" he heard Harry yell giving him the okay to discover what had happened. He climbed out of his bed, walking into the front of the house.

A tall boy was bent down moving something around on the floor, he immediately knew it wasn't Harry or Zayn. And he was definitely too bulky to be Louis.

Suddenly the boy stood up, turning around.

Niall's eyes widened, fear and confusion rushing over him. He was looking at the boy in from his dream. "Uh, Harry.." Liam muttered not sure of what to say to the boy who looked as though he was starring at a monster.

Harry popped up from behind the counter with a pile of white glass in his hand. "Oh Niall." He smiled nervously. "I am sorry, I um-" he dumped the glass into the garbage. "I dropped a plate and it broke."

Niall's eyes were still wide, focused on the tall muscular boy now standing next to Harry with a nervous smile. "Zayn ran to the store with Louis and Andy." Harry stated. "Who?" Niall asked coming out of his daze, his eyes still fixed on Liam, fear swimming through them.

Harry's eyes widened, realizing Niall hadn't watched his DVD's or read his journal yet.

Neither of the boys standing in front of him had ever spoken to him before he had watched his video's. They didn't know what to do. "Uh-" Harry tried to think of something to say.

The door opened and in stepped Louis, Zayn and Andy. "Oh hey Niall. How are you feeling?" Zayn asked only glancing at the blonde boy with dark roots. "Confused." Niall stated before Zayn looked over at him.

He knew that look. Niall hadn't done his morning routine.

He set bags of groceries down before guiding Niall to his bedroom with a 'Come on lad.'

"He was in my dream last night." Niall said after reading his latest journal entry, the one he had written yesterday. "What?" Harry asked confused. "Liam." Niall stated as though what he was trying to say was the most obvious thing in the world. "Liam was in my dream last night."

"You- Um-" Harry sighed confused as Zayn walked in. "I think I like him." Niall said cautiously. "Really!?" Harry asked, overly excited. "I wrote that I did in my journal. And.. In my dream last night, I told him I did.." Niall waited. "We were on a beach and I told him I didn't want him to leave. And that I really, really liked him." Harry and Zayn's eyes both widened.

"Niall, we were at the beach the other day. And you and Liam were talking a lot!" Harry spoke quickly, "Maybe you remembered that day, through your dream!" he smiled at the older, but shorter boy. "I don't know.." Niall said disappointed. "Why?" Zayn asked concerned with his increase in unhappiness. "Because, in my dream.. He said he liked me too." Zayn and Harry both sat, not knowing what to say to the boy. They didn't want to get his hopes up, but they also didn't want to crush them.

"Well you never know," Harry said with a smile, "It could be true."

Niall nodded with a weak smile, but he knew that it couldn't be. Who would like someone who had problems like his?

A/N: Let me know what you think! And if this fanfic does get deleted off of this site, I will post the link to find it on another site in my "HG & 1D" fanfic. Anyway I hope you liked it! xxxx