Niall stood at the kitchen counter spreading nutella on a slice of bread. Zayn, Harry, Louis, Liam and Andy sat on the couch in front of him. They were having a movie marathon. Grease was playing it was just the beginning and they were singing 'Summer Loving'. Liam stood from his spot on the couch turning and heading for the kitchen area.
Niall's body tensed when he noticed the direction the boy was traveling. He had almost perfectly avoided Liam the whole night, afraid he might do something stupid if he hadn't.
The tall boy went into the cupboard grabbing a cup and setting it on the countertop then walking over to the fridge and pouring himself a glass of orange juice.
"Hey Ni." Liam said using his nickname, weakening his knee's. Niall began panicking, he wanted so badly to pour his heart out to Liam. To tell him about the diary entries and his dream. He wanted to tell him how confused he was.
"You okay Niall?" Liam asked looking at him concerned. Niall stood, his body stiffened and his eyes widely set straight ahead. "Niall?" Liam asked again, now beginning to get worried.
"Uh- yeah. Fine." Niall replied. He placed a slice of bread on top of the one packed with nutella. "Sorry for scaring you this morning mate." Liam said smiling taking a sip of his juice.
"It's okay, you didn't mean to." Niall replied laughing nervously, still not looking at Liam. He took a bite from his sandwich swallowing it down.
"Oh," Liam chuckled, "You got a little.." Liam turned Niall towards him using his thumb to wipe a small spot of nutella from the corner of the blond boys mouth and Niall's stomach flipped, his knee's weakening again.
He looked up, his blue orbs meeting Liam's chocolaty brown ones, sending Niall over the edge. He grabbed the back of Liam's neck, smashing their lips together and then a flood of feelings ran through him.
Butterflies fluttered in his stomach, his head became clouded before going blank. His tongue grazed along Liam's bottom lip, asking for entrance before Liam granted it. Liam pulled Niall's hips to his, bringing them loser together. He began exploring Liam's mouth, their lips moving in sync.
Suddenly Niall pulled away, his eyes wide in what seemed to be fear, "I- I'm sorry.." He turned as if about to walk away. But Liam grabbed his arm pulling him back placing a kiss on his lips again, this time a soft, sweet one. Liam pulled away before whispering, "For what?" with a cheeky grin that was returned by Niall.
Niall awake with a smile on his face. He hadn't remembered what his dream was of, but it must've been nice if he was so happy.
He looked to his bed side table, finding his DVD's and journal, he did his normal morning routine, which he obviously didn't label as a normal routine considering he had no memory of doing it before.
He usually walks out of his room in the morning, with watery eyes and tear soaked cheeks. This time, his eyes were only puffy, showing he had stopped crying minutes ago and now held a confused look on his face.
"Morning Nialler." he heard a voice in front of him saying, he shot his head up to find Zayn standing in front of him with a smile. "Good morning." he replied quietly.
"Come on lad, lets go get something to eat." Zayn said putting his arm around Niall and guiding him to the living room where Harry sat next to someone on the couch.
Niall looked up, his eyes locking with the boy on the couch, and he immediately knew exactly who is was.
Dear Journal, July 21st, 2012
Today was amazing. Liam and I kissed. WE KISSED! It was the most amazing thing I have experienced in my life before. It was literally magical, like something out of a movie. Him and Harry are staying here for the night. I want Liam to sleep with me. I want to cuddle with him and I want to wake up in his arms. I think I.. I think I am falling in love with him.
It would be impossible not to. He is perfect in every possible way a human can be.
It is weird talking about a boy like this, but I can't help it. And you know what, I really don't care.
I don't want to go to sleep. I know that when I wake up in the morning I am not going to remember any of this.
Well, the quicker I go to bed, the quicker I get to wake up and see him again..
*Note to self* DON'T BE SCARED. Stop being confused. Trust me… Yourself… It's okay, just go with it. Go get him before its too late…
Please.
Niall xoxo
And there he was. There was Liam. He knew it was. It had to be. Who else would give him butterflies like this?
Trust yourself.
He said to himself.
"Liam?" Niall asked and the small smile that was placed on Liam's face now grew wider. "Yeah, Niall?" Liam asked sitting up straighter, trying not to excite himself too much and letting his smile fade slightly, in fear that what was about to happen wasn't what he hope it would be.
A smile spread across Niall's face as confusion left him and happiness overtook him. Liam stood up letting his smile fill his face again.
They both quickly walked towards each other until their faces were just inches away. They both wanted so badly to smash their lips together, but fear holding both boys back.
Liam in fear of his thoughts being wrong. That Niall didn't know who he was or what had happened between them. And Niall in fear of his entries being wrong.
Trust Yourself.
He said to himself again before grabbing Liam's face and smashing their lips together. Liam licked Niall's bottom lip asking for entrance which Niall granted. Their lips molding together perfectly.
Zayn walked over to the couch sitting down next to Harry, both watching the boys in amazement and confusion. When they finally separated, both boys had wide smiles spread across their faces, staring into each others eyes.
Harry cleared his throat, "So do you guys want to go into Niall's room or..?" he said chuckling. Both boys had forgotten the other boys were their. That seemed to happen when they merely locked eyes.
"Sorry." Niall said blushing looking down at his feet and removing his hands from Liam's face. "It's okay," Harry said, "I thought it was cute." Now both boys were blushing.
"You know, you don't have to keep staying here. I'm sure Louis is getting lonely." Zayn said to Harry who sat at the other end of the couch from him.
"Nah it's okay. I like staying here, I thought you wanted me to." Harry replied. "I did when we first got back, I was a little worried how it would be with Niall. But I'm used to it, it's fine now." Zayn said.
"Well if you want me to leave I can." Harry said feeling a little hurt and unwelcome.
"No, I though maybe you felt obligated to be here and that's why you were staying. That's all." Zayn said noticing the slight pain in Harry's eyes and trying to make it go away. "Are you sure?" Harry asked.
"Positive." Zayn said with a smile.
Although he wasn't as positive as he seemed. He missed being able to have one on one bonding time with Niall. With Harry always there he couldn't.
"I wonder how their date is going." Harry suddenly said, almost regretting his words seeing a look on Zayn's face that almost resembled anger. But the look quickly vanished when he began talking with a small smile, "I hope good. They are nice together." He said.
"Yeah.." Harry replied confused.
Niall was cuddled into Liam's chest listening to his breathing, both of them in peaceful bliss.
They went out to eat for their date. Afterwards going into town to shop for a bit, neither of them actually buying anything. They then ate dinner at a local restaurant and took a long walk before realizing they had been out all day and the sun was setting. They retreated back to Zayn and Niall's house where they had now been cuddling together for about an hour.
"How long?" Niall suddenly asked confusing Liam. "What do you mean?" he replied.
"How long till you leave?" Liam could hear the pain emanating from Niall's voice. He couldn't get the answer out. It paining him too. They sat in silence before finally Liam said, "Do we have to talk about that right now?" Liam asked. "I'm sorry, I just really don't want you to go." Niall said feeling guilty for bringing it up.
"It's okay babe." Liam said kissing Niall's cheek, "I don't want to go either." he said before the two drifted off to sleep.
A/N: I hope you like it.. I don't know what I think :/ The link to my wattpad account is: user/rissaar Ohana is not on there though. Ohana is on my friends who I am co-writing this with: user/Liam_Paynes_Wife She had a wattpad before me, so she posted Ohana on there and I posted it here (: Anyway I hope you like it! xx