A/N: I am soooo sorry about how long it took for me to update! I was stuck in writing this and I am just really sorry, I hope you like it! xxx


Niall opened his eyes, a smile already on his lips. He yawned and looked down to find a familiar arm resting on his side, coming from behind him. He turned around and his smile widened when he found a sleeping Liam.

He gently kissed the older boys cheek watching a small smile form on the older boys lips. He giggled and then suddenly realization hit him and his eyes widened. His heart stopped and excitement took over him. He jumped out of bed and screamed, probably waking everyone in the house up, but he didn't care.

Liam woke up in fright to find Niall standing in front of him jumping around screaming with his back to Liam.

Oh Shit. Liam thought. He probably woke up with Liam and didn't know who he was and started freaking out.

Suddenly Niall turned around a smile spread across his entire face.

"Liam! Liam! Oh my god Liam I remember! I remember everything!" Niall shouted jumping onto the bed grabbing Liam's shoulders and smashing their lips together.

"What? Are you serious!?" Liam asked a smile spread from ear to ear.

"Liam I remember everything." Niall grabbed Liam's hands looking down at them, "Even the day on the beach." A small blush formed on Liam's cheeks.

Liam now knew that he wasn't faking it, because the diary entry wasn't in his journal for that day, and Liam was the only one who knew exactly what had happened.

"I have to go tell the guys!" Niall said jumping from the bed and running out of the room.

Zayn watched with wide eyes from the kitchen table as the short blonde boy ran at him. "I remember Zayn! I remember!" he shouted a smile spread across his face.

"What are you talking about Niall?" Louis asked from next to Zayn.

"I remember everything Lou. I woke up and I didn't need to read my journal or watch those DVD's or anything." he smiled, excitement and happiness floating through his eyes.

Louis could see it. He was telling the truth. He was so happy and Louis loved it. None of the boys had seen Niall like this in weeks.

"Are- Are you serious?" Harry asked shocked not wanting to get too excited just to be let down.

"He is telling the truth." Liam said smiling.

Harry's concerned expression soon vanished and turned to one of pure happiness, "Well we have to celebrate!" Harry shouted standing up and hugging Niall.

The boys went out around town, doing as much as they could and trying to have the best time. Niall hadn't laughed, or smiled that much in months, and he loved it. They had contemplated on going out to party, but decided against it.

"Here." Liam said holding out the black leather book. Niall looked at him confused.

"What?" he asked the boy sitting on his bed. "Are you gonna write in your journal?" Liam questioned. "No. Why would I? I'm all better." Niall replied chuckling crawling onto the bed next to him.

"Yeah but what if-" "Liam. I will be fine." Niall said his lips brushing against Liam's ear, giving the slightly older boy shivers. "I'm tired, let's get some sleep." Niall said laying down and turning over.

"Okay. I will be right back." Liam said getting up and exiting the room before Niall lost consciousness.

Niall peeled his eyes open to the morning sun peering through the window and smiled as he felt its warmth on his skin. He rubbed the sleep from his eyes, stretching as he turned over.

His breath caught in his throat when his eyes focused on the figure in front of him. I tall muscular boy with brown hair and delicious brown eyes sat in front of him with a small smirk etched across his face.

"Morning babe." He whispered leaning in to kiss Niall's forehead but the, now brunette, boy jumped back. "Niall what's wrong?" Liam asked concerned.

"What- How- .. Who are you?" Niall asked fearfully. "Shit." Liam muttered under his breath. He stood up from the bed. He placed Niall's two DVD's and his journal in front of him on the bed and left the room.

Liam walked into the living room where Zayn Louis sat watching T.V. all alone. He looked up to the boy with a smile that quickly faded.

"Liam what's wrong!?" he nearly shouted as he wiped tears away that Liam hadn't noticed had fallen from his eyes.

"Niall. He.. He forgot everything." He replied his voice cracking at the end, throwing him into a silent sob. Louis wrapped his arms around Liam allowing him to cry onto the older, but shorter boys shoulder.

Niall watched his DVD's and was now reading his journal. He turned to the last page that had been written on, with tear soaked eyes. Confusion flowed through him as he looked down to find a different handwriting than there was for the other entries.

Dear… Niall? July 23rd, 2012

Hi babe, it's Liam. Your probably wondering why I am writing this and not you. That is because today you remembered. You remembered everything.

You were so happy. I wish you could have seen the look in your eyes. They lit up the room. No. They lit up the world. Well, along with your smile of course.

Anyway, because you remembered, you figured it would be a permanent thing. That you would never forget again. But just incase you forget again, I'm writing in here for you.

I hope that doesn't happen. I hope you never forget again. Today was the happiest I have ever seen you. You couldn't stop smiling and laughing. And because of that, the lads and I couldn't stop smiling and laughing either.

You seemed so drained and sad before, but today.. Your happiness was infectious. And I loved seeing you like that. I hope it never has to stop.

P.S. I hope you don't get mad at me for touching/writing in your journal.. I'm just trying to help (: Liam 3 xoxo

Niall wiped the single tear that fell from his eyes as he smiled down at the open book in front of him. The boy that was in his bed when he woke up was Liam.

He jumped out of his bed and ran towards the living room.

"So where is everyone else?" Liam asked. "They are all asleep still." Louis replied. "Did you all stay here last night?" Liam asked again sniffling.

"Yeah." Louis said smiling, "Your sitting on my bed."

Liam chuckled, "Where did Andy sleep?" he asked.

"Not sure. With Zayn maybe?" Louis replied, and suddenly Niall's bedroom door swung open. Liam stood up taking in a shaky breath as he looked at Niall, standing there with his previously tear soaked cheeks.

"I'm sorry." Niall said nearly whispering. "For what?" Liam asked confused.

"Getting your hopes up. I'm sorry that I made you all happy and excited thinking that, you would be done with all of this drama that I probably bring up everyday when I wake up forgetting yesterday." Niall spoke to the ground, as Liam slowly stepped closer to him. "I'm sorry that I keep ruining everything. I am just sorry for everything. But I- I think the biggest thing I am sorry for is.. Is for falling head over heels for you." He said looking up to find Liam's face centimeters away from his.

He looked into the taller boys eyes, watching his pupils dilate before suddenly, their lips were connected. Niall shut his eyes enjoying every bit of the soft sweet kiss, just as Liam did before breaking it.

"Don't be." He whispered, his lips brushing against Niall's.

"So have you started packing yet?" Niall asked looking down at his and Liam's linked fingers.

"Well actually, I was thinking of.. Staying for a while longer?" Liam said as if it were a question.

"What!?" Niall asked eyes widening. Liam was taken back by Niall's response. He thought he would be happy but he seemed the opposite.

"Don't you want me to stay?" Liam asked.

"Well yeah but.. Don't you want to go home and see your family?" Niall replied.

"Well Niall, you're a little more important to me right now than going to see my family. I can visit them later." Liam said feeling hurt by Niall's unexpected response.

"I- Uh.. You should go home. I don't need you here. I have Louis, Zayn and Harry. I will be fine." Niall said standing up. His voice cracked at the end and he turned around walking to his room and closing the door behind him.

"No." Liam breathed as a tear fell down his cheek.


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