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Lupe POV;
I walked out of the bathroom after me and Andy shared a shower, everything was quiet… unusually so.
Andy was quickly getting dressed,
"Go do the walk of shame" I teased, kissing him softly.
He winked and then left, I closed the door behind him, I then got dressed in some shorts and a baggy top.
We didn't have a show today, it was just our buses going in transit to some venue up north, the bus made a noise, and then we were off.
I walked into the back lounge to find everyone watching Home Alone; Jack was mouthing all the words to himself and everyone else was looking at me with ranging emotions.
Alex's face held mine for awhile, I could see hurt, worry, pain and even disgust written across his face, but then it went blank and he looked down. Acting as if I wasn't even there.
Everyone else looked worried, and protective, I tried my best to smile and act as if everything was fine. 'Keep calm and carry on' I chanted in my mind.
But, someone was smirking and flicking her hair in my direction…
Looking like every bit of a Queen bitch Kizzy, she mouthed something to me before I collapsed into the sofa.
"I win"
I looked down and started to play with the blanket, I bit down on my lip-drawing blood.
The next week of touring was so awkward… the rest of All Time Low band and crew soon became used to Andy, they were all friends anyway.
All but Alex, Alex shut himself away, only leaving to get drunk and perform – usually in that order.
He'd come back so late blind drunk and begging… begging for someway to 'end his pain' from what I could figure out was that some girl cut him deeply. I thought it might've been Lisa, but I didn't know her, and for all I knew, she could be so nice.
"Is anyone up?" I heard Jack call one night; I took out my earphones and hopped down from my bunk.
Jack was supporting a very very drunk Alex.
"Everyone else is asleep" I said softly, taking in the image before me, Alex looked so… terrible. Like a lost child, his hair scruffy, stubble and his brown eyes blank and glazed over.
Jack sighed and ran a hand through his already dishevelled hair,
"Will you give me a hand with Alex?" Jack asked, as if to prove why Jack needed help Alex started to sing,
"Is this what it feels like finding out?
That I've got the guts to say anything,
Feels like breaking out,
When I can get my reputation,
Finally, I can see,
Honestly, I've got the guts to say anything!" as he sung, his voice got louder and more animated.
"C'mon buddy" Jack muttered, pulling Alex to his bunk, I stood there not entirely sure what to do,
Jack looked up and saw me, quickly remembering I was there "Lupe, can you go grab some aspirin, he's gonna need it"
I nodded and went to the cupboards, it was somewhere around here… then I found it behind the vodka bottle-ironic huh?
"Here" I said, handing Jack the whole packet, not really sure about the dosage.
Jack walked away, leaving me alone with Alex. I guess he went to go get some water, something that had entirely slipped my mind.
"Hey Alex, what's up?" I said, after Alex hugged me tight, so tight I couldn't breathe properly.
"Lupe, don't leave again? Please" Alex started sobbing into my chest; I started to awkwardly pat his hair,
"I'm not going anywhere" I whispered,
"I miss you, you now that?" Alex said, looking up at me like a child,
I nodded and rested my head on his hair.
"It's ok Alex, just sleep"
"One more thing… before I go to bed…" Alex whispered, almost to low for me to hear.
"Hm?" I asked, looking down, not seeing what would happen next.
Alex grabbed my face and started to kiss me forcefully, I felt his stubble rub against my skin, I tried to mumble and pull away but something a lot more than just Alex's grip kept me put.
The kiss soon got more and more heated, Alex started to trail kisses down my neck, I gasped and then Alex pulled away, he looked at me for a while, then he flopped backwards and fell asleep.
I got up and ran into my bunk, sobbing into my pillow.