Okay, so guys, I made Alex and Lupe 'get it on' because I thought that it's good for the story. I'm sorry Andy for doing that, you'll never find out, but if you do, I'm free. xD
Okay, stalkerish fan-girl aside, WHOSE SEEEN ATLS UK TOURDATES? I'm going on Feb 3rd. xD
Lupe's POV;
After yesterday, nothing can truly freak me out.
Everything went back to seemingly normalness. Just being near Alex freaked me out, he said he couldn't remember anything, but sometimes I'd catch him looking at me intently.
Andy wasn't around a lot, he'd broken his ribs so Black Veil Brides where at the moment off our tour.
"Hey, Lupe!" Jack smiled, jumping on me; I moaned and sat up straight so his weight wasn't all on my chest.
"Hai Jackykins, what's up?" I smiled, Jack was in a better mood then he had been all week,
"Alex isn't drinking, he's actually in his bunk writing" Jack whispered into my ear then giggled like a child,
I guess that's good right? Least the boy isn't getting drunk and doing who knows what with total strangers.
"You should go help" Jack mused, suddenly grabbing my waist and picking me up and slinging me over his back,
"Jack!" I protested as he carried me into the bunks and opened Alex's curtain.
He didn't even look up, he had earphones in and music playing loudly, his hair tucked into his trademark grey beanie and he was bent over a waitress style notepad which looked really battered.
Then Jack pushed me headfirst into the bunk, Alex looked up and tried to steady me,
"Oh, hello Alex! I didn't see you there…" Jack grinned quickly, holding his hands in front of him like a passive child, and then he ran away.
"What the hell?" Alex said, I looked at him shocked,
Alex stared back, no emotion on his face. Nothing, actually, as he looked down at me, I could see slight disgust.
"Alex..?" I said softly, reaching out to touch his hand,
"Go home Lupe" He said coldly, snatching his hand anyway before I could touch it.
"What… what happened?" I asked quietly, I looked down, I was sure I wasn't going to cry in front of him.
"Nothing, I'm just not that child anymore that follows stupid dreams" He snapped, "And girls" He said the last part looking up into my eyes, his brown soulful eyes burning into mine.
"Alex…. I don't understand" I whispered, looking at him from under my eyelashes,
Alex tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear, then he leaned down, our noses touching, I blinked and watched as our eyelashes merged.
"It hurts me… every time I see you with Andy… it hurts me here" Alex whispered, holding my hand up to his heart, "Right here"
I gulped, my breathing got heavier and heavier,
"I can't Alex… not now" I sighed, blinking before tears could escape.
Alex POV;
A tear caught in her dark eyelashes,
I didn't mean for this to happen like this… I thought I could act that I wasn't interested, like I could push her away and stop her from spiralling down with me.
"I'm sorry" I sighed, pushing her away, and wrapping my hands around my knees and resting my face on them.
"Don't be" She said softly, wrapping her arms and my body "We'll get past this"
"I hope so…" I looked up; Lupe was looking at me intently with her large eyes.
"What?" She smiled softly,
"Did I ever tell you that you're beautiful?" As soon as I said that, she ducked her head, letting her thick hair fall over her flaming cheeks.
"Um, no not really... I mean, I'm not, but I mean, that's your personal opinions" She babbled on, not looking up.
"Lupe, Lupe" I said, putting my finger on her lips "Stop"
She looked up again, her hair clung to the sides of her face, I brushed it away so I could see her eyes, the skin were I touched went red.
"Just tonight" She whispered, looking anywhere but at me,
"What?" I asked, pulling her closer to hear her whisper.
"Just tonight, that's all I can give you" She said softly, simply, looking into my eyes.
I wasn't about to argue about nobelium or morals, I took her into my arms.