Alex POV;

I woke up early, earlier than I was used to, but it's mainly because I couldn't get things to stop storming around my mind, it was like my thoughts were on a rampage, bringing up every single stupid mistake, or lost opportunity to the forefront of my head. So, even counting sheep became faces, faces of the girls I'd been with, the ones I'd broken, hurt or lost. Every single mother fucking girl I could remember, and some I didn't.

I stumbled downstairs as my sleepless night caught up with me, a strong smell of cheese and eggs calling me into the kitchen.

"Rough night?" A musically amused voice said, Lupe smiled smugly. I could tell even though her back was to me, in front of the cooker.

"You can say that again" I said gruffly, dumping myself onto the nearest chair.

"Rough night?" She repeated, laughing as she turned to face me, her hands resting on either side of the hob.

"Great. Another comedian. Jack and you, perfection right there" I said sarcastically,

"Did you know, Sarcasm is the lowest form of wit?"

"All I got from that is 'Alex, you are so witty'"

"Get over yourself, Gaskank" She grinned, throwing a tea towel at me,

"Thanks! I've always wanted one of these! Saves socks!"

She grimaced, "Keep it. I don't want to wash THOSE socks."

"Too late, remember when I dumped a pile of clothes last tour? Yeah. My socks"

She glared. I laughed.

Lupe shook her head and turned back to the hob, stirring something because I could hear the fork scraping against the bottom of a pan and liquid.

I walked over to her, resting my head on her shoulder, she leaned her face onto mine.

"Whatcha making?" I asked, forgetting myself and wrapping my arms around her waist.

"Omelette stupid" She smirked, sticking her tongue out to me.

I smiled softly, her face soften and she blushed, her hair falling in front of her face.

I sighed and pulled the hair away from her eyes, my fingertips touching her skin, leaving a trail of heat. The moment our eyes met, my heart started to beat faster and faster, we both started to lean in, and almost…

Our lips…

Just about to touch….

I could feel her breath on mine…

"Hey guys! What's going on?" Zack said, walking into the kitchen stretching out his huge arms.

"Nothing!" We shouted in unison, splitting apart.

Zack looked at us strangely as I slunk back to my seat, putting my head in my hands.

'Stupid. Stupid move Alex. Great, just when you thought Lupe and you didn't… weren't ever going to be together you go do that.' My mind shouted at me, I took it in silence. Knowing what I had done, wanted to do… should've done, was wrong and stupid.

I'm not some horny teenage kid.

But she makes me feel like one…

A/N;

Holla! I missed you all.

I MET ALL TIME LOW. I MET THEMHDGCAJF. I went to see them twice (3rd and 4th of feb 2012) and on the 4th I met them with a M&G. I had EE for the first date and I was at barrier by Jack, and second date I was at barrier by Zack.

Alex gave me his cough. . and he kept touching my face saying he owned it, I hope he washed them hands.

Flyzik is perfection! We wanted hugs but he couldn't so Alex told us to grab his dick. :DDD We didn't...

Collussy allowed us to touch his bald head and he said he liked my accent!

I met The Maine too! John is lovely and Pat let me hug him. :D

If you wanna see the photos look on my DA account, and I'll be writing out what happened on a journal in there too!

Surport was The Maine & We Are The In Crowd btw. :3

I love you guys! I'm changing Lupe's bandname, and I want some ATL lyrics that make good band names, and I want you all to have your say so give me ideas, then I'll pick my favs, and you can vote. :3