YOU MUST READ THIS BECAUSE NO ONE HELPED ME LAST CHAPTER.

It's rude. :P

I need a new band name for Lupes band, I want it to remain a ATL lyric though, I just need a new name because the old one is in use elsewhere in my writings and I don't want it to over lap. :3 THANKS!

Lupe POV;

After Zack came down, Rian soon followed and I ended up with three fourths of All Time Low crowding around the table, banging their forks like five year olds. Rian had taken it one step further and was mock chewing on the table settings.

"Luuuuuuuupe" Zack whined,

"Yes, Zackary?" I replied without turning around

"I'm hungry" He said, I was sure it was accompanied with a pout,

I sighed and turned around, yeah, I was right, Zack was pouting. "Maybe if you didn't work out so much then you wouldn't be so hungry"

"But the ladies like my muscles"

"I do like his muscles, this boy speaks the truth" Rian added,

"I don't like them; I like my man a little more… natural" Alex in his highest pitch voice,

"It's only because your fat, Alex" Zack pointed out,

"Oh hell no! Honey hold mah earrings" Alex said, standing up abruptly, Rian put a hand on his chest.

"Gaskarth, he was right, you are fat" Rian stated.

Alex opened his mouth to protest, but I walked in front of him, blocking his view of the others. "Here, stop whining" I placed down a plate full of omelettes.

Before I had the chance to step back all the guys dived for the plate, seconds later Zack managed to stuff at least five in his face, Rian was beating Alex with a fork as Alex tried to pry an omelette onto his plate.

I couldn't help but smile at the image.

Then it hit me, we were missing a key character, one who would be beating Rian while screaming 'My food bitches!' then probably start raping Alex.

Jack.

"I miss Jack" I sighed, without realising I had spoken out loud.

The fighting stopped, and they put all the food and instruments down.

We all sat, and equally stood in my case, in silence, and then we heard footsteps as Andy appeared at the door.

"Hey guys, good morning" He crossed the room and wrapped his arms around me, kissing me lightly on the lips.

"Oh hi Andy" Rian smiled, Zack nodded. That dude was still shy around him.

Alex just looked down, although I could see the blush creeping across his neck, then I remembered why we should both be ashamed.

Andy had managed to kiss me, just the way Alex had tried not so long ago.

I pulled Andy's arms off me and walked back to the stove.

Andy cocked his head to the side and looked at me strangely, I just shook my head and turned around, trying to control my breathing and tears.

"Um, okay… I've gotta go pack for the tour… see you later…" Andy murmured, disappearing out the room, I didn't even know why he was in the kitchen this early, he hardly ate.

After Andy left everyone ate in silence. No fighting, no moaning, nothing. I tried to eat something, but I couldn't stop the feeling off butterflies, no not butterflies, they're way to gentle to be what I'm feeling. Bees, killer bees, attacking my stomach. Alex wouldn't look at me, not once. I guess I feel like crap is because… I realise that I still have feelings for him, and its killing me. I don't want to feel anything for him, I want to be able to move on with my life, but he still clouds my thoughts daily, and I just can't… I can't let him go. And it hurts.