Lupe POV;

I guess life doesn't get easier when you get older, or maybe life just gets harder and harder instead.

"Lupe?" Rian whispered as he tiptoed into my room,

"Yeah?" I asked sleepily, rubbing my eyes,

"What's going to happen?"

I sat up in my bed, fully awake. "What do you mean?" I eyed Rian wearily,

"You can't hide it from me, neither can Alex" He sighed and half smiled sadly at me.

I collapsed back down on my bed, sighing as Rian moved and sat on the bed next to me.

"Why are you so smart?" I sighed, reaching to pat his head but not being able to reach because I was laying down so I had to make do with patting his shoulder.

"I'm not smart" Rian laughed, "I just see things other people don't" He paused, "It helps when people don't notice you"

"The perks of being a wallflower" I quoted, "And, for the record, I'll always notice you"

"Thanks"

"But, you gotta start admitting that your parents are actually a thumb and a potato"

"Dude, way to ruin our heart-to-heart"

I held my hands up laughing "Everyone was thinking it"

He tutted and shook his head, but not quite hiding his smile, "I'll see you at breakfast"

I threw a pillow at his retreating figure that just narrowly missed his head and earned a burst of laughter that continued as his steps could be heard going down the stairs until he was out of hearing range.

hat just narrowly missed his head as heontinued as his steps could be heard going down the staris until he was out of hearing rMy phone beeped somewhere deep under my covers, bringing me back from my happy mood. It had to be Andy, probably texting me to say how much he missed and loved me and how the tour was going so well. I could barely bring myself to read it without feeling sick and dizzy let alone reply, so I let my phone lay buried and beeping away. I closed my eyes for half a second, but all I could see was a sick mash up of Andy and Alex's face, looking at me with sad pleading eyes accusing me of being unfaithful, I could practically hear the whispers of fans if the news ever broke, 'slut' 'whore' 'doesn't deserve anyone' 'die alone'. Without releasing I screamed out loud, and my eyes snapped open.

I will be faithful to Andy. It's not like I'm sleeping with Alex, he won't even look at me, let alone touch me. But, thinking of cheating isn't the same as actually doing it, right?

Alex POV;

Lupe smiled at me and softly kissed my lips, making me want more. I brushed my hair out of my eyes and looked at her laying down on my bed, she was staring right into my eyes, like she could see what I was thinking. I smiled and slowly started to undo the buttons on her shirt, smoothing it over her soft white shoulders, placing kisses along her collarbone as I did so, I felt her hands digging into my back,

"Why are you so beautiful?" I murmured at her neck as I nuzzled against it.

Then, I heard her scream.

I felt myself fall out of my bed, my eyes open seeing Jack laying across the bed next to mine fully dressed, amusement and sadness displayed across his features.

"Have a nice dream, Lex?" He mused, looking down at my pants.

"Whaa-?" I cut myself off when I released what he meant, I covered myself with a pillow.

"You should talk to her, you know, you can't deny it for any much longer"

"I do not know what you're talking about" I sniffed,

"Sure Alex" Jack shook his head, "It's not like you were moaning Lupe in your sleep"

"I wasn't!" I protested, "I mean, I didn't, I couldn't have"

"You're a worse liar than Zack, grow some lady balls and talk to her before I do it for you"

"Do you know why she screamed?"

"Want my honest opinion?" I nodded, "She has the same problem you do"

With that, Jack walked out the room, leaving me all alone.

A/N;

I'm such a bad person ngl, I've decided that every Friday is Katie-upload-day. So whatever fanfic is really in need of updating I'll do it on Fridays I'm so so sorry that I never upload, I do try but I'm so lazy. Oh, and I love BVB still, but idek, I can't write about them as much, so I'm going to leave HTYPW on a cliff hanger because I can't do it anymore and of in the future I want to do more, it will have a sequel. Much love.

Katie

xoxo