Lupe POV;
"I'm sorry, Alex" I stuttered, standing up "But it's so wrong. And I cant help but love it"
"Don't leave it like this, Lupe, please god dont" Alex whispered, grabbing my face between his hands, tears glinting in his eyes.
"There isn't any other way to leave it!" I shouted back, salt water dripping from my eyes.
I pulled back and ran back into my room. Slamming the door behind me.
What have I done?
What does this make me now?
No words could come out.
Everything was so wrong and so right. I never thought I'd end up in the position where my life was like this, where I had to choose between two amazing guys, but two completely different personalities. They both felt so right, like we were different pieces of a puzzle, easily falling into place, but who fit me better? Andy was the romantic one, he always was clear with his emotions and feelings, I could count on him to tell me anything anytime, but Alex was the passionate one, he couldn't control when it would just burst and take us both down with it, and I loved that. I loved the danger he brought me more than anything in this whole world, yet I loved Andy's sweet dependable side to hold me when I cried, and even though we weren't together a lot, I knew, I knew he'd be faithful. Alex was well known to play the field, could I deal with that? I don't know what to do. Could I stand by him, knowing one night on tour he could just get a little too drunk and forget who I was in the arms of some blonde girl?
Why do I put myself through all of this?
Because I love him, them, a small part of me whispered, it had to be the sane part of me, because I never heard it before.
"I'm sorry, both of you. I'm so sorry" I whispered, pulling my arms around me and resting my head on my knees. "The only excuse I have, is that I loved you"
A/N;
I know this is so short. And I'm sorry I haven't updated at all. I was away last week at YCF, (its a festival for young carers, I care for my mother because she's disabled:3 ) so I didn't have the time. The next chapter will be a time skip. And this means this is coming to an end soon. I loved writing it, as long as it took. Thank you all, and I love you.
Katie
xoxo