Through the dusty half close blinds, a beam of early morning sunlight spotlighted on my face. Guessing the time I assumed it was around half 5 maybe 6, my vampire senses allowed me to hear the woodland creatures and birds awake as dawn was upon them. I closed my eyelids and let myself reflect on the night before, how simply perfect each moment of it was, how Jacob's touch had never felt that way, how I transformed over night into a new person...I am not a virgin...ha dads going to be really proud of me.

Before it could all sink in, it hit me, and I sat up in a millionth of a second, like I was drowning and suddenly reached the surface for air. It hit me, where was Jacob, my Jacob? Why wasn't he here next to me where he was only several hours ago, next to me like he should be, I shot up out of bed, I was naked but I didn't care, the old dirty sweater on Jacob's floor would do and I pulled it over my head and quickly got into my jeans. I had a head rush from being so quick that my head dizzied around the room, and through the gaps in-between the blind I made out a rough figure far away into the distance, about to run into the forest, I knew this had to be Jacob.

"Jacob" I said as I stormed out of his bedroom, across the short corridor, though the lounge and burst out the back door.

"JACOB" I screamed.

He so clearly heard but didn't look back, it didn't take me long to figure out why this was, and why he was up and out so early...and why he came in the room and scoped my up straight after his phone call of Sam last night, it's because he had to leave early...real early and didn't know how to part and say goodbye. I was furious with Sam because of this, this is his fault, i hate him for doing this"

"Jacob, Jacob wait, PLEASE JACOB"I ran after him, I couldn't not say goodbye, and I knew how he would so desperately want to say goodbye too, he is just so bad at dealing with it that he phrased and ran and ran.

I am thankful for my half vampire abilities to run at an incredible speed and dodge every tree as I do so, however no matter how fast I ran I would be able to catch up with Jacob.

We were running more and more to my grounds and my obsessive shouting for Jacob got the attention of Carlisle, dad, Jasper and Emmett, they knew exactly why this was happening and knew the pain of me saying goodbye to Jacob would be, so they ran after me trying to console me and persuade me to stop chasing and come home. This made me ran faster as i tried to ignore them and run away from them.

I have never been much of a crier, very rare occasions would set me off, but like my mother, I'm one to suffer in silence. However as I knew where this path was taking me, I wouldn't be able to get to Jacob in time and my natural reflexes left tears rolling down my cheek which started to blur my vision.

"Renesmee, darling stop" Carlisle shouted.

"Dammit Ness don't do it" Emmett shouted as he and Dad neared behind me

"Jasper, make her sleepy" I heard dad command to Jasper

My heart was pounding so much, I didn't have the same endurance as my family and began to slow, however I knew the cliff was up ahead, there was no chance of me making it over it. But I have to try.

Dad and Emmett were gaining on me; they knew the outcome of me making it over the cliff was extremely slim and dangerous

"NESSIE NO"

I was about the leap, but they pounced and hauled me to the ground. All I could do was scream, scream and scream Jacobs name...what if I never see him again...

"Noo, no get OFF ME" i growled as tears poured down my face. I never growled at my family before, and they didn't respond to it either, they understood. My heart was attached to Jacob and it was ripped out of my chest as he ran off and I stayed stable on the edge of the cliff...off it went with Jacob, leaving me empty and cold.

My weekly routine continued and life carried on like normal; get up, dressed, hair and teeth, breakfast, bus to school with Aalayer and Charlotte, school, bus to Grandad Charlie's for 10 minutes like every day after school, for a chocolate biscuit and a catch up with him, Sue and Seth. (However Seth is away with the pack) the picked up by mum or dad to go home.

Who knows when Jacob is back, was meant to be 2 weeks, but they will most likely change.

It was Thursday evening, 2 weeks and 4 days since Jacob left, the most awful bit is not knowing if or when he will arrive, he is 4 days late. Alice and Rosalie have a girly night planned for me, i love girly night and i wish my mum would join in, but its not at all her thing. They did my hair, make-up movies, nail varnish ect I'm normally in my element but i just miss Jacob too much to enjoy myself.

Tomorrow has come, nothing special with today, double biology, maths, Spanish, English then gym. Charlotte was ill and Aalayer was on holiday this week in Greece...lucky thing, so I got on the bus by myself, although Elliot offered a seat next to him I sat by myself in the middle. Like every other typical Fork's day, it was raining, raining really hard actually that I almost missed Charlie's stop.

I should have worn my waterproof coat, instead of my denim jacket. I used my folders to cover my hair from the rain. I ran to Charlie's house from the stop as i didn't want to get soaked. As i approached, deep in the distance i saw a tall, hot looking, topless, tanned guy looking straight in my direction. I knew who this was, i knew. I flung my folders full of my work, my designer bag on the floor, which unluckily got soaked in the puddle, and just ran at him.

"Ness!" he beamed and ran for me with his open arms. He was home, he was safe, and he was fine! Tonight we could repeat our last night together, but not at my house, I'd have to carefully convince dad to let me stay at Jacob's again, without letting anything in my head slip about what we'd plan to do, or what we had done.

We crashed into each other, and he lifted me up into the air and swung me around. In the pouring rain we kissed and kissed and my legs squeezed around his chest tightly as we did so. It was like a perfect ending scene in a movie...apart from it wasn't the end

Not to sure whether im happy with this or not, let me know what you think of it and how i can change it...next chapter i can include another sex scene as that is where the end of this chapter seems to be going... :)