Renesmee POV

It turns out Jacob had to rush back home as soon as he'd seen me, Jared had a major injury during their mission and Jacob was needed to help. I felt awful for Kim, she must be worried sick to the bone, i cannot even imagine the state of mind in which I'd be in if that was my Jacob...if someone ever dared touch him i'd flip, just like how he does with me. Which reminds me of last October, there was this jerk guy in my Spanish and gym class – Finlay Gordon, he's one of them jerks who thinks he can flirt with anyone and get anyone he wanted. I never seemed very bothered by him, but he started t get flirty and to close for comfort after a while, which didn't bother me too much, i mean who doesn't like some male attention, but when he followed me into the centre of Forks after school one day, and it was just me and him, i don't suppose he apprehended that my bestest friend Jacob was not far off. Finlay grabbed me out of nowhere and cornered me to the wall, grabbed my right breast and started to make out to me.

Just remembering it now sends shivers down my spine, Jacob almost, literally almost lost and blown his cover by phrasing, but thankfully he just gabbed Finlay by the scruff of his neck and through him against the wall, he threatened in his darkest voice that i had never heard him speak in before that he was to never touch me again. He made it pretty clear that he was never to be in a 5 mile radius of me and that if he dared do anything again he'd break his neck and pull of his d*ck. I forgot to mention he also broke 3 of his fingers in the duration of getting him off me before throwing him against the wall... I think Finlay got the picture as he's moved to a different school and never spoke to a girl like that again after.

Anyway, i wasn't to disappointed that Jacob had to leave as he invited me over for dinner at 8. Mum and dad allowed me to stay the night knowing the circumstances that i'd missed him dearly and wouldn't let them live it down otherwise.

Emmett and Rosalie dropped me off at the reservation, not too far from Jacob's and i walked the rest of the way, as they were in a hurry to get back...wonder why...haha.

Jacob had the front door open ready for me, i could smell dinner cooking. He is the most amazing best chef, 2nd best to my dad. As soon as i walked through the door, Jacob spun me around by the hips and planted an "i missed to so much and im so glad you're here" kiss on my lips. I wouldn't have been able to pull away if it wasn't for the uncomfortableness of it with Billy watching in the room.

"Evening Renesmee, i hope you are well dear"

"Hey Billy, yes I'm great thanks, yourself? It's so great to see Jacob back isn't it."

"Same old, same old. And no not really, unless you like a smelly, loud, cocky and annoying beast in your house" Billy raised one eyebrow towards Jacob, he may be getting old but he still had his humour.

"Anyway kids, you enjoy your meal, if you can leave some on the side for me later on Jake that would be great, the games on now and i have bets with Charlie."

Billy wheeled himself through the archway into their cosy living room and left me and Jacob to some privacy like normal. Times like this me and Jacob would chill in what used to be his garage, but now half converted into a garage den where we could hang-out with a small bashed up T.V, but it did the job.

Jacob grabbed my bum which held me close to his body, i loved it when he does this, dad doesn't, but he's getting used to it, as long as that's as far as "touching" goes and we don't do it right in front of his face, then it's okay. Ha, things have changed so much since then.

"It's your favourite Rez, homemade lasagne!" Jacob had the biggest smile on his face knowing how much i loved his lasagne.

"You're simply the best Jacob, thank you, i feel bad though, i should be cooking for you babe, you're the one who's had a manic horrific 2 weeks. How's Jared?!"

Jacob's smile turned into a doubtful frown. This can't be good

"Jared, yeah Jared's' on the mend, it's just stressful to deal with and to see the state that kim is in. But we're wolves. We're tough, strong and it doesn't take long to heal, he'll be back to normal within the week, I'm sure of it."

"You're right Jake, I'm so glad you're safe, i was so worried and...and..." i couldn't continue my sentence, i just burst into tears. I don't know why i was doing this it just felt natural, I'd been so worried and worked up about it all, it's just the relief of it all.

"Rez, baby shhh, shhh please don't, shhh" Jacob's eyes always start to water whenever i cry, trying to hold his back to, i knew he hated to see me this way but i was unable to control it.

He scoped me up and placed me on the counter, dried my tears with his fingers and kissed each cheeks, and then a delicate kiss on my lips. I kissed him back with passion, which led him to comb his fingers through my hair, and gradually our kiss became more wild and meaningful. The beeping of the oven timer interrupted us from our passionate kisses, which didn't seem to bother Jacob much-

"Time for some grub" Jacob virtually cheered. Jacob + food = lifelong fulfilment...+me.

"Mmmm, you're a star Jacob, you really are this is honestly GORGEOUS."

"Not as gorgeous as me though ay Rez" Jacob winked his cocky wink, typical.

"Well, i find the yellowy tint in the pasta very fetching, and you're more of a darker tint...you don't really do it for me you see" i winked back, lifting up a big square of the pasta slices and licked it very provocatively then bursted out laughing and so did Jacob.

"Wrong move princess, WRONG move" Jacob took the plate out of my hands and put it on the side, picked me up and dumped me on the floor, then thought it was a funny idea to then sit on me and carry on eating his dinner.

"JAKE, ugh get off me you LOSER. Hahahah."

"I love you Rez"

"Yeah of course you do. I love you too. I'm so glad your back...you have no idea how much I've missed you"

"No matter what babe, i missed you more, and don't argue with me about it." Jacob got off me and flicked his fingers on my forehead...idiot.

Time did its thing; 10:34 came quickly after i arrived. Billy had said goodnight to both of us, and we were left again just us in the kitchen.

"What you looking at?" Jacob raised his eyebrows at me in a curious way.

"I was just thinking. It's strange, the amount of times I've accidentally seen you naked, i knew how beautiful you looked, but last time i saw you, your body had never seemed so important to me, but now, its all i want. You're just so, sexy." I literally couldn't believe what i was saying, but i couldn't help it.

"Pahaha! Oh Rez" He shook his head and came up to me, again we kissed, with so much emotion like before, so much meaning and urgency. Jacob with his left hand scoped up my left leg up and placed it around his body. As we made out, in the middle of his tight kitchen, i felt his hard dick against my pelvis, and i gently stoked it over his jeans which brought him to squeeze my right bum check in pleasure. Not breaking from our kiss, Jacob managed to wrap my other leg around him so he was carrying me. Before i knew it, we had ended up on his bed like before; he sat down on his bed with his legs out in front of him, whilst i fitted perfectly in place on top of his lap facing towards him. Whilst he fooled around with me, i carefully unzipped his jeans to find his dick pointing straight up at me. The position we were in made it hard for me to pull down his jeans to toss him off effectively so we rearranged ourselves to lay down facing each other, with one of my legs going over his, which pulled us closer. I started to toss, at the perfect speed and he inserted his fingers into me whilst rubbing my clit. I don't understand how he can do it so amazingly like that, i could feel myself quivering inside already, I didn't know if i could do this seeing as we'd have to be quite with Billy next door, but everything felt so much better this time, now that im not a virgin. Jacob was about to go down on me, but i couldn't wait for it any longer, it was a necessity to me now, how could i ever survive without him inside of me.

Jacob laid me down and gently stroked my body whilst kissing his way up to my lips, his penis was just centimetres away from where i wanted it to be, and the anticipation of it almost made me scream for it. Jacob from what i could tell wanted it just as badly as i did, from the expression on his face and the accidental load groan he made, forgetting that Billy was in the other room, reassured me that he wanted it just as badly too. We were back in the zone, at last.

As we rowed that bed, together, we found it harder to control ourselves. Our quite moans and pants increased with intensity the longer we went on, we were sweating, but it was romantic and passionate, his penis thrusted deeply in and out of me, we were the perfect fit –

"Uh, Rez, you're so perfect, you make me feel so good in so many different ways."

This encouraged me to try something different, Jacob basically read my mind and we shifted positions without interrupting ourselves from the sex, so i was laying on top of him, i thrusted my hips backwards and forwards whilst he looked heavily satisfied, fondling with my breasts. This position felt so natural to me, like a second nature.

The pleasure and satisfaction of it all took us both into a world where we only existed, like i had forgotten the reason for living, where i was and who i were. Not a great place to be in when Billy is next door.

"Oh shit, shhh Ness, oh fuck, i forgot about dad next door" Jacob looked at me and i looked back in horror, i could hear him toss and turn in his bed and let out a cough, he was so clearly awake.

"Shit Jacob, what are we going to do" i whispered back

Jacob turned me back around so i was on bottom, as much as i liked being on top, nothing felt better than a warm body, getting compressed against my naked body and getting smothered in kisses or have his head next to mine to share the moment more closely.

"Dad doesn't get to phased by sex though Rez, he's used to it with Rebecca and Paul, and he knows how deeply in love we are, he wouldn't tell Edward, it's just going to be a tad awkward tomorrow."

"Yeah you're right babe." I kissed him back and we carried on at a slower pace, we needed more self control if we were going to be able to keep this up, surely.