Chapter 4

"Not another night with you"

Reasons

Yay! Next chapter~ there is a lemon in this one too, like I said there will be… Kinda long too… But oh well! I want to say thanks to all of you for reading and Telling me to update, because honestly I don't think I would update if people didn't tell me too… Anyways.

And they end of the story is a link to a trailer thing of my new Fanfic that will be coming out in June. Please go watch it and Tell me what you think! It's another Amuto one. :)

Anyway let's just get to the story shall we?

Amu walked from the toilet to the bathroom sink. She took handfuls of water to rinse her mouth out. It was her third time throwing up this morning. She walked towards the shower and turned it one, but the sound of it made her head hurt, while her nausea set back in. She removed all of her clothes from last night and threw them into the hamper that was in the bathroom. She felt disgusting, dirty beyond all belief.

She felt that last night…. Was a mistake. Amu stepped into the shower and quickly grabbed that shower-gel so she could get rid of the white crust that was on her front side.

'How could I have been so stupid?' She thought to herself, 'What… what did we do? What if I get pregnant? Yea Amu… that's a great way to show your parents that you are going up. Getting pregnant your first few week of high school.' Amu continued to rub the mess of which left her skin red. She began to feel more cleanly as she washed her whole body. She went to wash her legs and on the inside of her thigh, where she found he skin was stained slightly red and more of the crust on her.

'Dammit.' She thought. 'How should I approach him…. Or should I just leave him alone… and wait for him to talk to me?' Amu grabbed her shampoo and washed her hair, then afterwards conditioned it. After feeling like she washed the 'disgustings' away she got out and dried herself off. She wrapped the towel around her and went to go brush her teeth.

'Hangovers suck…. I am never drinking… Ever again.' Amu walked to the door and peeked her head out to see if Ikuto was there, She was lucky… He wasn't… Either he never woke up or…. He just doesn't want to come back yet. The second though made her chest ache slightly… She wondered why…

The ache was followed by regret, yes she regretted the whole thing in general… but it was how she left that she regretted the most. Amu walked to her bed and sat down, she clung to the towel and became lost in her thoughts….

Amu awoke and it was dark. Her head hurt like crazy and she had no idea where she was. She pushed off of her what she though was a coat and moved to sit up, only to find the worst possible thing. Her shirt was off, along with her bra on the ground next to her and her skirt was pulled down and was around her ankles.

'What the hell?' Amu turned and after her eyes adjusted to the dark she could make out Ikuto, laying o the ground next to her passed out and smelling like alcohol. Her eyes widened. 'Don't tell me… we…' Memories of last night came pouring into her mind, the party, the drinking game, loosing, getting locked in the closet, and then… Sex… with Ikuto.

Amu quickly grabbed her bra and shirt and put them both one and pulled up her skirt and panties. She stood up in the small area. She immediately felt pain shoot from her lower stomach to her upper thighs, not to mention he head was killing her. Amu just wanted to get back to her dorm so she felt for the door handle. When she found it she turned it and luckily it turned open easy. She quietly pushed the door open, tip-toed out and saw that the night before their had been a chair preventing the door from opening but a drunk man that was passed out next to the chair must have moved it.

Amu Tiptoed through the house trying to find her way out. All around her were plastic cups and drunken school students in a deep sleep. Since she wasn't quite stable yet every so often she would kick or trip over one of the sleeping students. After turning around a few corners Amu found her way outside. She tried her best to remember where exactly she was on campus and walked back to the dorm. Amu walked as fast as she could so that no one would be able to see her…

She could feel the pain in her chest pull and she could feel tears forming. As some tears escaped she decided it would be best to just get dressed and leave. She walked to her dresser and pulled out a dress and put it one. She slid some shoes on, grabbed a pair of sunglasses. She left the dorm and walked down the hall to the stairs.

She just kept walking. She walked out of the dorm building, through the campus, into town, and past the town into the residential area. She pulled out her phone and she turned it on. It had not been on in over a month, the first thing the popped was when it turned on was a message saying that there was 40 new voice mail and 5 text messages. Amu closed out of it and looked at her wall paper. The background was a picture of her any Ami together smiling. Ami and really grown up. She was already in elementary school, but she was cute as ever.

'Should I go home?' She asked herself. She went through to look at the text messages; one was from Papa which was just "AMU-CHIIIII! Come Home! I miss my little girl!". Another one was from Mama saying "She's gone now… It'll be alright Amu… please come home." Two were from Ami both saying something along the lines of "Amu nee-chan… Where are you? When will you be home?" the last was from an unregistered number saying, "Even a stupid cat could find its mouse."

Amu was puzzled at the last one. 'What's that supposed to mean?' Amu questioned herself on weather or not she should go home yet…. And she decided. She wouldn't be weak and head back home. She would give in to anything her 'grandmother' wanted her to do. She would become a strong women, without them.

She dialed a number on her phone and it began to ring.

"Hello?" A voice answered.

"Hey, Nadeshiko? You busy right now?" Amu asked.

"Oh, no. I'm just packing. Why?" She asked.

"May I come over and help you pack? I need to talk to you in person."

"Sure, no problem, I needed help anyways." Nadeshiko said.

"Okay I'll be there in a few minutes; I'm already in the area anyways. Bye." Amu hung out the phone a walked down different streets until she found the house she was looking for. She rung the bell at the gate and Nadeshiko opened it. They walked inside and Nadeshiko led Amu to her room. There were boxes packed everywhere with all her things almost gone.

"What are you packing for?" Amu asked her.

"Well, I decided I would like to move into a dorm. I've already got one and I'm moving in tomorrow during school." She smiled and placed a few pictures into a box that she had in front of her.

"Oh really? That's great! Who is your roommate?"

"Some senior girl. She's real nice from what I hear. She'll help me out a lot" Nadeshiko smiled as she put more pictures in. Amu sat down on the sheet less bed and sighed.

"You're lucky… Your roommate is a girl…."

"Are things not working with you and Tsukiyomi-san?"

"Nadeshiko….. we…. I… I slept with him." Nadeshiko dropped the picture she was holding. She turned at look at Amu. Amu's head was down and she was drawing imaginary circles in the bed with her finger.

"W-what?" She asked. "You did…. When?" She turned her head looking around the room. "and… why? I didn't think you liked him all that much."

"I don't know if I like him our not… But when I think about him… about it, I get this weird feeling in my chest…" Amu said and put her hand over her heart, "It's warm, but painful too," Nadeshiko walked over to Amu and sat next to her on the bed.

"Tell me everything that happened…"

"We went to a party and played a drinking game. I was on a team with Ikuto and we got locked in a closet… We were both drunk and then we did… that."

Nadeshiko sighed, "Did you use protection at all? I don't want Amu to run around her all pregnant and what not."

"Yea, We did." Amu lied. She didn't want Nadeshiko to get upset or anything. "Okay, that's good. Have you talked to him at all since then?"

"No, When I woke up this morning he was still passed out so I just left. What should I do?" Amu turned and looked at Nadeshiko.

"Hmmmm…. You really did get yourself into a situation this time, Amu. But you should talk to him. When the time feels right talk to him about it. And you should tell him exactly how you feel. Whether you like him, or you would just want to stay friends." Nadeshiko said quietly.

"Okay… I will talk to him… But not tonight. Do you think I could stay here tonight? I'm not ready to face him yet." Amu sighed. "No problem at all. Will you help me pack now?" Amu smiled and said sure, the both got back to packing and Amu let her thoughts travel.

Nadeshiko and Amu ran onto campus. They had slept in and the last bell had already rung.

"See you later! Good luck with Ikuto, Amu!" Nadeshiko yelled and ran off in a direction while Amu ran off in a different direction.

Amu hurried to her first class, Japanese. Her Teacher glared at her and told her to find her seat and start taking notes. But Amu just zoned out the whole time and before she knew it her most feared class was up. P.E. and her partner was Ikuto. Knowing that class they would get in trouble for some strange reason and have to go off running again.

Amu changed into her same clothes and went out to the field. Sure enough there was Ikuto getting yelled at by their teacher. As soon as Watanabe-sensei saw Amu he yelled at them to go running again. Ikuto started off and Amu followed him. They didn't talk at all and things were awkward. No talking, they weren't running together at all, and they didn't even look at each other.

The reached the point where they normally take a rest and Ikuto said down on the bench, Amu followed him. Amu looked up at the dark clouds in the sky, it had started to rain. This rain has been expected for a few days now and it finally come.

"We should probably get going now." Ikuto said quietly.

"Wait… Ikuto…" Amu said. "Can we talk first?"

There was silence again.

"I'm really sorry Amu…. About the other day. I was drunk and… I lost control. You were too drunk to tell what was going on I bet." Ikuto stared at the rain drops as the hit the ground. Luckily the tree was there to protect them from most of the rain.

"I'm the one that started it… I have no idea what I was thinking…" Amu sighed.

"What do you think about it, the situation I mean?" He asked.

"I don't know…. I'm not mad, I was just horrified at first. I didn't want to see you. But now I think of it was an experience. Something to look back on and say, 'Kinda strange how that worked out huh?'.." Amu Looked over to Ikuto he was staring at her. She could she the relief in his eyes.

"What about you?"

Well…." Ikuto was feeling awkward and didn't want to get to emotional here. "I haven't done that In a while so it was nice to have some sort of release." He could she the pain that that sentence caused Amu and mentally kicked himself for it.

"You know… I'm kind of sad about it though. That was my first time…. My first kiss too… and I hardly remember it." Ikuto looked at her.

"It was…. Your first kiss too…?"

"Yup. Kinda sucks, but hey… what can you do about it?" Amu asked herself. Ikuto put his had on Amu's shoulder. "I'm truly sorry" He said. Amu looked at him. She had a sorrowful smile on her face. "I want to make it up to you." He suddenly pushed his lips gently against hers. Kissing her the way her first kiss should have been. He pulled away and looked at Amu, Her face was bright red. "What the hell was that?!" She yelled, somewhat playfully.

"Oh what's the matter Kawaiko-chan? You didn't want a new first kiss?" He teased her.

To them it seemed like things would go back to normal.

"Ikuto. Even if I don't remember what happened, I'm fine with it. If it happens again…. Well then I guess that's what happens when girls and guys live together right?"

"Doesn't that mean I get to be your fuck-buddy?" Ikuto got that look in his eye and that tone of voice again,

Amu glared t him. "Only in your dreams mister!" she said.

Three weeks later

The rain was hitting the windows hard, it was raining on and off for the past month almost, but that's what happens during the rainy season.. The power had gone out a while ago meaning no heater this wasn't the first time since the rains. Both Amu and Ikuto were freezing. Amu had awoken from the thunder and she heard Ikuto sigh. "You cold?" She whispered. "Yea" was her reply.

"Hey… Ikuto…." She was still in the same whisper voice. "Come lay in my bed, we'll both be warmer that way." Ikuto did as he was told. He got up and walked to Amu's bed and lied down. He kept a distance from her though. He didn't all together know if they were okay still or not. Amu sighed and wrapped her arms around him, she pulled herself closer to him.

'I still don't know if I like him or not.' Amu thought, 'But I want this. Even if we are just lovers for right now, this is what I want. It's part of growing up.' She placed a gentle kiss on his neck. 'I could use the practice anyways, for when I do get older. ' She continued to press her lips against his neck and every so often she would bite it, leaving tiny red marks.

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"Amu…" Ikuto said slowly and turned in the bed. His eyes met with hers.

"I want to do it right this time, Ikuto. I hardly remember last time, yet I still have the pain from it" She paused. "Let's try it again Ikuto… I want to remember it this time…" She moved her head slightly towards his and he met her. Their lips pressed against each other, gently, but this kiss had I different feel to it then the one they had earlier. This one and an underlining feeling to lust.

Ikuto Pulled away and pushed himself to were he was now on top of the younger girl. He saw the look in her eyes. She wanted him real bad and he knew it. He went to kiss her again, running his tongue across her bottom lip, Amu gave him access to her mouth and their tongues battled for dominance. He gently bit her bottom lip and moved his kisses down her body. He kissed over her clothing, trailed all the way down to the top of her pajama bottoms. He started to untie the little shorts she was wearing, but Amu stopped him. She sat herself up.

"What's wrong?" Ikuto asked her. She slid from underneath him and pushed him onto his back. "I want to please you Ikuto… I want you to show me how to do it…" She panted and straddled his waist. She could feel him through his boxers, this member was large and throbbing against her slit which was already soaked. Ikuto smirked, "really" his voice was becoming fuller of lust by the minute she could her it.

"Show me what you like, how you want me to do it." she pleaded she started to move back and forth, rubbing herself against his lower parts. He let out a slight moan. She bent down and kissed him. He found the opportunity to get rid of his shelter and he quickly got ride of his boxers. Amu looked down, she couldn't really remember how big he was and was shocked at his size.

Ikuto propped himself up with his arms and broke the kiss from Amu. "Amu… It's throbbing please… Suck it…" He whispered. Amu blushed; He wanted her to put it in her mouth…?

She did as she was told, she slowly moved her mouth to it and kissed the top, it was already covered in pre-cum. Amu slowly lowered her mouth on it. Ikuto let out a small moan. "Just suck on it Amu, and move up and down it." He instructed. Amu complied. She took it in her mouth as far as she could, only to pull back again. Each time sucking and licking.

"Amu" He moaned. "Stop… if you keep doing that… I'll… I'll…" Amu stopped at looked up at him. She wiggled her legs a little. She was wet, she could feel it. Amu was craving him, so badly. She sat up and slid down her pajama shorts and underwear.

"Please Ikuto…" She moaned. He pushed her down onto her back and pressed his body against hers. He bit her neck and slowly placed himself at her entrance. 'This is it' Amu thought.

"You ready, Kawaiko-chan?" Ikuto whispered. Amu giggled and nodded her head yes.

Ikuto shook his head and pressed his cock gentle on her lips pushing only slightly, slowly pushing himself into her, the warmth was making him go crazy. He slowly pushed deeper and deeper until their skin was touching. Amu cried out. It hurt but in a good way. They sat for a moment, just like that. After a tiny bit Amu said, "You can m-move now."

Ikuto slowly pulled himself out then back in, at a slow pace, eat time hitting Amu in the right spot making her moan out loudly. He went faster and faster pounding harder and harder into her. He could feel himself getting closer and closer to his climax. He went faster and faster while Amu moaned louder and louder. Amu suddenly felt strange. She never felt this way before her body was doing something weird. Amu cried out and Ikuto felt her tighten around him several times bringing him over the edge. He pulled himself out of her and shot three hot loads onto her lower stomach. Amu was panting hard and so was Ikuto. He smiled at her, "You're first time ever having an orgasm I'm guessing?" Amu nodded, and had her eyes closed. Ikuto smirked and grabbed some of the tissues that were on her night stand and cleaned Amu off.

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Ikuto grabbed his boxers and slid them back on. He looked at Amu, she way already dozing off. He smiled and wrapped his arm around her. He buried his Face into her neck. Amu barely heard his words before she feel into a deep sleep.

"I think I might be falling for you Kawaiko-chan."

It was later into the night around 4 in the morning actually. The rain was still pounding hard on the window and Amu and Ikuto were both sound asleep. A ringing came from Amu's phone that was on her dresser and woke her up. She sleepily felt around for it and answered it with out looking at the number.

"H-hello?" She said half asleep.

"Hello kitten." A deep male voice said. Amu opened her eyes. "Who is this?" She asked. "I want you to meet me in two days at the Market Kitten. I will be waiting for you at 5 p.m. You can bring a friend if you want. But I expect you there." The voice said.

"And don't forget, 'Even a stupid cat can find a mouse' kitten, don't forget that." The phone hung up. "What?" Amu questioned and closed her phone. "What was that?" She looked over to Ikuto as a slight fear came over her. 'Should I go?' She trembled a little and Ikuto rolled over in his sleep but his body quickly realized that there wasn't another snuggled into his. He yawned an tried to open his eyes the best he could.

"Amu?" he stretched, "What are you doing?" She reached to put her phone down on her dresser, "Oh it was just a wrong number!" She lied.

"At this hour?" Ikuto complained and grabbed Amu to come lay back down with him. She snuggled back into him and tried to fall back asleep.

Under a tree sat Yoru, Ran, Miki, and Su.

"What do you mean?!" Ran yelled at Yoru for the hundredth time.

"YEAH!" Miki and Su chimed in.

"Look, He told me to keep my mouth shut nya~!" Yoru exclaimed.

"About what?" Miki whined, she floated over and started to pull his ears, "What, what, what?!"

"About what!" Su finally lost her cool.

"He asked me to keep us away for a few days! There! He and Amu need to talk to each other is all!"

" . !*" the three girls yelled together.

*Usotsuki = Lair

Okay that is it for now~ I will try to update every month from now on~ I had major writers block for this chapter :(( But o well I got through it~

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