A:N YES its me.. and no I am not dead or missing! But I am back! I don't know for how long and I am really terrible at updating ever since I entered grade 10 in school cause ugghh its way more harder and difficult than last year and exams are on next week so I am studying my ass off right now but I feel like I have left you guys off and didn't give you anything for about nearly a year..? and I feel so terrible about it so I decide to give you an chapter and trying to get my writing back!

So this may be sucky since I haven't written any tdi stories in a looong time but at least I'm updating again?..

I dropped everything on the ground and ran towards my boyfriend and gave him a hug out of shock, 'Jarryd! What are you doing here?"

The boy in front of me just laughs lightly and looks at me "I want to you before I go" he lean forward and gave me a soft kiss on my check.

Strangely I didn't feel anything, and out the corner of my eye I saw Duncan made a disgust expression towards us, I wanted to laugh because it was priceless!

I snap out of my daydream and looked at Jarryd again "what? Where you going? And why didn't you tell me before!" I started to get angry, how he dare just show up and tell me he leaving without telling me beforehand!

Again he laughs and stoked my cheek " I did in the letter, I explain everything to you" I froze.

God I am so stupid, of course he told me.

"You.. Didn't read it?" "No I was going to but i had to go to the movies with my friends and it was too late!" Gesture towards my five friends waiting for me to wrapped up my conversation with Jarryd.

Before Jarryd said anything, Duncan came to the rescue since my boyfriend had a very angry expression on his face.

"Hey Prissy boy, Leave her alone! She didn't had time to read your stupid letter, leave it be dude." Duncan stood beside me very closely and death stare the crap outta him which made me giggle.

Noticing the closeness with my friend, Jarryd gone from being sweet to jealous in 0.3 seconds," You're friends with this.. Thing! Courtney I suspect better from you, you know what kind of people to hang out with and not I'll say I am disappointed to you." I Stood there in absoutle shock.

"JARRYD! Why would you say that about me? This is my life, I can choose which people to hang out with and to be honest I had a really good time with them before you came!" I shouted to my boyfriend than I got upset and quietly said to him while moving forward "You don't have to be worry. I am not a kid."

He sighed heavily and put his arms around me " I Know.. but I care for you and I want the best for you… I love you" and in a second he kissed me in this gentle manner.

Yeah I know I should feel loved and be loving the kiss but I felt.. nothing. I open my eyes to see Duncan glancing down to the floor and have this sad but annoy look then from the pit of my stomach I felt guilty.

A:N hah.. well that was a crap chapter.. but anyways I hope its not THAT crappy..