Sorry that this has taken so long! Christmas Hol's have been extremely busy for me, i hope you all enjoy this, please review :)
Just incase anyone has forgotten how the last chapter had ended, here is the last little bit for you -
- Renesmee POV
Kim - "Eek, I'm so excited to see my baby, i've been absolutely worried sick about him Rez! I've never not seen him for this long. I'm going to run up to him, and i'll push anyone who dare gets in my way, out of the way, and i'm going to jump, pounce even on top of him and just simply kiss him, all i want is that kiss, that satisfying, happy loving kiss that reminds you that he is yours and everything is going to be okay again. Then, tonight we are going to do it, as if it was the last time we ever could, haha seriously it's going to be the best sex ever."
"Awh, I can't even imagine the stress you've gone through with it all, you're so so brave Kim and Jared fought to get well for YOU, i cant wait to see you both reunite together!"
"Awh thanks Rez, me neither!"
"Im going to have to make the most of Jacob before i get found out byt mum and dad that i'm gone, i can imagine it's going to be quite a long time until i can see him agai-"
As i went to finish my sentence, Kim swerved out the way of something in the forest pathway that i didn't have enough time to make out...
i didn't have enough time to make it out because everything flipped in mid air, and then managed to all be upside-down.
T hen everything went cold
Everything went quiet after Kim and I's screams stopped..
Everything went black. -
JACOBS POV
Jared got up off his bed and kicked me hard in the back on my leg, so i kicked him back harder.
"Jared stop being such a jerk okay, just because you can now stand up and move now doesn't give you the right to kick me!"
"Hey watch out Jake, im very fragile still, you don't want to hurt me now do you?"
I scoffed
"I'll never believe your silly crap, common lets help Emily dish up lunch for us all, the girls are on their way. I'm very surprised that Renesmee decided to risk it though, and im surprised she hasn't been caught yet"
"You're girl is one little rebel dude, shes bad ass!"
" I know, i love that about her though, so unpredictable! I wonder where she got her bad ass side to her though...probably me ayy."
"Ha, you have GOT to be kidding me Jake! She's been around ME too much; she blatantly got it from me. I inspire people Jacob; they want to be like me...because they love me.
"Yeah right Jared, keep telling yourself that."
Jared winked at me, and then looked straights over me, i turned to look in his direction to see Sam running straight towards us yelling something i couldn't quite make out, however Quil and Paul did and for some reason instantly ran away from our direction, but Seth was left there with a wide mouth looking in our direction. Jared and i ran to the door urgently to find out what was going on, maybe Edward was on his way to kill me or something, i wouldn't have been to surprised
"Wassup Sam bro?" Jared yelled, looking ready to phrase as a response to whatever Sam was going to announce.
He looked worn out and panicked which wasn't normal and managed to shout out something that i really didn't want to hear. I almost scoffed at what he said because it was seriously way to far from believable.
"There's, there's been an, an accident, you've got to come quick...Ren, Renesmee and Kim.."
"SAM, what's happened!?" Jared and I said at the same time, with deep urgency in our voices.
"They've been in a car accident. They're dying."
My body locked, froze, buckled under the weight of the words, all i could do was scream, i knew i had to move, to get to Renesmee and help save her, but i didn't know how to function my body to do that, the same reaction was taking place inside Jared's head as it sunk in, at that moment i saw my phone buzzing on Emily's coffee table, with an incoming call from Edward.
EDWARDS POV
"Bell's, i just don't know what to do, i mean we have to punish Renesmee, she completely disobeyed us and she has shown how immature she is, what shall we do?"
"I honestly don't know what the right thing to do is Edward, i mean what can we do? We can't punish her by not allowing her to see Jacob, because that really isn't fair, for a week being unable to see him with be very hard for both of them, but reasonable, but after that we need to think of an alternative punishment which will be more suitable."
"I agree, but now they've started it will be hard for them to stop, do you remember what we were like?"
"What we are like Edward, nothing has changed over these years for us...ha!"
"Haha, i blame you. Anyway we're going off topic, this is such a hard topic for me to even think about as it is, it makes me sick, angrier than i have ever been since the voltori came many years ago. I need, i need to clear my head, i need to get out and hunt, by myself."
"Good plan Edward, i understand, but i have an idea, i could speak to Renesmee either tonight or tomorrow and then you wouldn't have to worry about thinking about it and then think later about other alternatives. Come on, i'll go and get your coat from the kitchen"
As Bella and i walked to the kitchen, what felt like a defibrillation to my brain, literally took me aback. Alice's vision didn't make sense, how could it of made sense? I saw Renesmee in Kim's car travelling through the woods in the direction on the reservation. Along the road was a jaggered big lump of rock which lay in their path just along the road, but the girls aren't paying attention to the quiet road ahead, their singing and laughing and swaying their heads to the music.
"LOOK KIM, RENESMEE JUST LOOK" I shouted, eyes closed and i felt my hands pull in my hair in frustration.
Alice's vision enabled me to watch what happened next, what every parent in the world would dread to ever watch, i saw the car tumble in mid air, crash and roll repeatedly along the floor of the off road path into the woods and down the muddy ditch, the girls alarming screams pierced through my head making the venom inside it boil and made me feel as if it was going to erupt. The striking silence afterwards was just as striking as their screams. I opened my eyes with fearful pain to see Bella panicked and grabbing my shoulders demanding me for an answer
"EDWARD, EDWARD, WHAT DID YOU SEE, TELL ME WHATS HAPPENEING" She screamed into my face.
I stood there wanting to move and run but i was locked into position and saw the remaining of my family entre the kitchen with concern written all over their faces, curious to find out what has gone on.
"RUN, WE ALL NEED TO RUN" I shouted
"Carlisle get your medical stuff, ALL of it. NOW. Jasper go with him!" Alice demanded
"Renesmee has been in a car crash with Kim, she sneaked out 10 minutes ago, we NEED TO SAVE HER, GO NOW."
Carlisle and Jasper ran upstairs to his office to collect his medical equipment, whilst Rosalie, Emmett and Alice got into their sports car to race to their aid. Bella and I ran, i couldn't sit, i had to run. Bella demanded i pass her my phone so she could call Jacob for his help, i could she the desperation in her eyes, full of worry and sadness just like mine. Our daughter could die any second. If vampire could cry, we would have watered the whole of Africa.
JACOBS POV
I felt myself swallow a golf ball coated in the strongest bleach slowly make its way down my throat looking down at Renesmee's unconscious body. I suddenly felt myself reminiscing the most important dominant moments of mine and Renesmee's lives together. From when i first held her whilst operating on Bella to try and get her out, to when she had her first steps towards me, up until the very night when we lost our virginity to each other, i felt her warmth against me again, i felt every single touch, i got the same damn butterflies as i did when we had our first kiss, when she said she'd go out with me, when we announced to Bella and Edward we were a couple, the same butterflies i still get even when i hear her pull up at my drive-way even if she was simply coming over to drop something off. She was the love of my life, she was the electricity to my heart to keep it beating, and if her heart was to stop beating, then consequently so would mine. I felt the heavy tears drops roll down my face onto her cold still body in my arms; i was on my knees to her, pleading for a god damn miracle that she would open her eyes. I could hear Jared yelling out orders to the pack for help for Kim, she hadn't been breathing since we arrived, and he and Sam were resuscitating her, the rest of the pack went after Bella and Edward and the rest of the Cullens, they said they were on their way with medical equipment but they needed to be quicker. I was literally losing Renesmee, and there was a very short amount of time left if Kim wasn't breathing. This was a nightmare from hell, i had many dreams similar to this over the years, where i would hold Renesmee in my arms as she passed away, I would awake in cold sweats, they were one of the very few things that would leaving me sobbing late at night, i'd then refuse to sleep after them and would lay awake the whole night holding tightly onto the clothes Renesmee would have left over and text her lovely long messages. However this wasn't something i could simply wake up from, this was pure fucking reality. I closed my eyes tight and just cried my heart out.
I heard Sam shout towards what must of been Carlisle "Carlisle, give me something for Kim she hasn't been breathing for the past 7 or so minutes."
Jared couldn't talk, he was in a frenzy where the only thing he would say was " Kim, Kim just wake up, just be okay. Kim, Kim just wake up, just be okay."
The next thing i knew was in mid air, flung out of the way by Edward
"RENESMEE, darling, can you hear me, stay with us, stay with us okay. CARSLILE, JASPER pass me your bag. HURRY."
Everything went quiet and i could feel myself wobbling as i got myself up from a heap on the floor, covered in rubble and mud. I put all my will power into not fainting, i had to help aid Edward and Bella, i needed to be at some use for my best friend Jared, but Carlisle was attending Kim, along with Sam, Seth, Emmett and Jasper.
"I NEED BACK UP, I REPEAT I NEED BACK UP" Carlisle shouted, i could see his arms and hands covered in blood, i didn't realise that Kim had been bleeding, when i finally opened my eyes to a more clearer view, i could see the blood that had been coming from Kim's mouth, nose and ears...
Clearly this was more serious; Kim's life was extremely vulnerable, more than i had originally thought even though she wasn't breathing. I felt bile run up through my throat which made me gag.
I heard Sam command to me "NO Jacob, don't!"
Kim was incredibly close to me, like my second girl best friend, she was more of a friend to me than Bella was before Renesmee was born. And obviously Renesmee was my first best friend. It was always nice having her around and ever since Renesmee and I have been a couple we found ourselves frequently hanging out as a group of 4 with Kim and Jared.
I kept having flash backs on memories, going in and out of reality, but what brought me back to reality was when i saw Carlisle pulled out what i could only guess was a defibrillator.
"Sam and Jared, you've got to stand back a second, if there is any chance of this going to work i need to do it now."
I turned around to face Renesmee, her head was on Bella's lap and she stroked her hair soothingly whilst muttering things to her like "Renesmee you're okay, we love you, please wake up darling"
Edward and Rosalie were doing all different types of things to her, including many injections repeatedly all over her body, which if Renesmee was conscious would absolutely hate, it made me cry to think of how much she'd hate this, and so i too stroked through her hair with Bella, and hummed our song quietly into her ears, for if that slight chance we was conscious of what was going on, at least she wasn't as panicked. She'd literally scream, cry her eyes out, hide and run at even the thought of having an injection, Carlisle once told her around a year ago that he needed to take a blood sample from her, for some sort of medical reason that i can't quite remember, and she went absolutely nuts, after an hour or so of chasing her around the house as she screamed and bowled her eyes out, Emmett managed to pin her down for Carlisle. We all encountered many deep bite wounds from her, and Emmett still has scars from her bites. Afterwards she screamed at us all, then as she ran to her room, through ALL the photos off the walls onto floor, stormed to her room and ignored us ALL for 2 days straight, she even told Carlisle and Edward that she hated them. Edward laughed but Carlisle i could tell was upset by it, and so a week later she apologised to him, with the acceptation that he would never do that to her again.
My mind drifted again, reminiscing past memories of us.
Bella, Edward and Rosalie all looked up at the same time as a response to Carlisle, i heard a murderous scream muffled by Jared's mouth, and the rest of the pack had similar reactions. The sincere looks on Edward, Rosalie's and Bella's face made me recite what Carlisle just said.
Kim was dead.