Omg, I haven't written anything in so long it seems. Whelp here I am again. I just graduated out of High School and is in the transition of being a College student so pardon me :D

Onwards with the story.

I wonder if there is a god. When I was little I used to go to church all the time, but as I looked around and noticed all those "Christians" around me. I couldn't help but think they were so funny. Getting touched by this Holy Spirit, and then speaking in tongues to a God that they see. Looking around the Church and seeing the pastor eye you was the worst also. His fat cheeks, pink and sweat dripping down his face. Him licking his lips and realizing that the only thing that'll quench his hunger is a child. I now when every time Jae lays his hand across my face I pray to this God to stop it midstride, him having a sudden heart attack and me chocking to death. But that never happens and when the slap hits my face it always hurts like no other.

When I had seen jasper in the supermarket with that girl and realized that he was taken I knew that God wasn't answering my prayers at all. Things couldn't get any worse. I apparently spoke to soon.

JPOV

"What's in your head" Alice asked me from the passenger seat. I almost jumped out of the car. Gathering my bearings I looked around and saw I was in the car with Emmett, Rosalie, Alice and Edward. I think someone is talking to me, oh yeah Alice. I almost didn't hear her because my head seems to be in the clouds like it has been always these past few days. Alice had gotten this smile on her face. I internally groaned.

"Don't make that noise!" She screeched near my ear. Apparently I made the noise out loud to.

"HE'S THINKING OF HIS GIRLFRIEND" Emmett boomed from the back seat.

'God help me' "Well pardon me for actually having enough brain cells to construct a grammatically correct sentence. " I said

Why is it the whole gang in my car following me to the supermarket?

Oh yeah Bella, I sighed. I knew I should have never opened my mouth to Alice she can't even keep a secret for more than three hours. Given the fact she wouldn't stop asking me about her after the time she last time she saw Bella.

"Nope" Let my mouth do that annoying popping sound as we pulled up to the supermarket.

"I don't even now why all you guys came."

"To see your new girlfriend of course" Rosalie says to me.

"You better not scare her off." I said back to my overbearing twin, sometimes she can be to much.

"I won't I won't I promise" She says back.

I roll my eyes and walk to the revolving doors, the gang behind me already making all types of noises. I hope that she's here, with every fiber of my being.

I turn around one aisle and there she is, standing there with a big ogre of a man. I can't help but feel the hot jealousy that wrecks through my body. I hear the gang all around me.

"Well I guess that answers that." I hear Alice mutters under her breathe

I see her turn around and our eyes meet. I throw her a dimpled grin and call out her name. But as soon as I see it , I see the horror in her eyes like I just committed the utmost crime. The man next to her stiffens and turns around so quick and we lock gazes, there's nothing but white hot anger in his eyes . He quickly spins around and grabs Bella with so much force I see that she looks like shes about to collapse He whispers something in her ear and then turns around to look at mear with the most fear I've ever saw. A shiver goes down my spine. He shakes her a little and is out of the store before I can do anything.

"Did you see that?" Alice whispers to me.

Dread takes over me.

Well there you have it, pardon all the misspellings and whatnot I wanted to get this to you guys.