I've suddenly been struck with inspiration to write.
I know I know ! It's been forever and a day. But my life has been hectic. One thing you guys don't know is that I visit Africa once a year and a little after my last update I left to Africa for three weeks. I had to quit my job because they didn't approve of the vacation length and from then on the thing I call my life got worse. But onwards !
I don't own a darn thing
JPOV
There's a loud buzzing in my hear and I can't hear anything, everything is going in slow motion. Like in those corny action movies when something surprising happens or when someone seems to be a horribly depressing moment and commence their woe is me routine.
"Jasper….Jasper…..Jasper." I finally focus on Alice
"Are you okay?" She says
'I don't even know myself' I say in my head but for her sake and the others I just nod my head.
"Yes" seems to be my reply. But by the looks on their faces I know their not convinced in the least. I have to do something is what my mind is screaming at me but my feet seems glued to the floor and I cant move not one inch. I felt this strong sense of protectiveness over her. Someone I had to protect from the evil that is this world. My damsel in distress.
"Lets go" My feet are moving before I even finish that statement. Alice is quickly right at the back at my feet.
"Where do you think your going" Did I mention for a little thing she's a strong thing. I say this because she practically rips my arm off when she grabs on to my elbow.
"To the car." I don't even know myself is what I think in my head. I rip my arm from her. I then proceed to march out the supermarket like a man on a mission. 'like your going to do anything' the voice in my head mocks me. I damn near rip the car door off it's hinges. I'm probably thinking irrationally , I pray to god I am because if I'm not that so called man will end up in a hospital and I will be sentenced to life. The kind of destruction I will put on that man will end up on all kinds of newspapers for his gruesome death. 'Please for my sake let her be okay. Just until I can get her away from him.'
BPOV
Sometimes I just feeling like just letting everything go. But then its for the simple fear that I'm not successful I will have to deal with the wrath that will be dealt with me and I will be dead. But not on my terms, his. That's not the way I want to go out. Not at all. It seems to me that luck was on my side for this once. I don't depend on that thing, the thing named Luck. Crazy right because its few and far in between that this person Luck plays a hand in my life. But today is a day that he decided to appear after what seemed like months. Because as soon as Jake dragged me out to the car and pushed me into the car so harsh and unexpectedly that I bumped my head trying to get in without causing harm. That in the end I did get hurt. Seems to happen a lot with him. He got a phone call. A phone call I'm pretty sure from a lady friend that he has been sleeping with. Someone he still smells like when he comes home to lay with me. Can you believe that. I know its his bed partner because that frown turned upside down so quick I almost got whiplash when he sat down in the car.
'Please just drop me home' I say in my head and he responds with what I was craving for.
"Stupid bitch, you lucky I have things to do and people to see." He says. I roll my eyes in my head of course !
"I'm dropping you home and dinner better be ready before I get back."
I just nod my head in response. I know he hasn't deemed me worthy to say anything.
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I should be updating now more often since I have a lot of time on my hands. Oh did I mention I got a job at Radio City Music Hall ? Most awesome experience ever. Oh if your wondering if I got to see the Rockettes perform, why of course I did !
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