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Chapter 25
Finding Our Way
EPOV
Chapter Song
"Just Because by Anita Baker"
When I think about how much I'm loving you
No limitations, no set of regimented rules
I'm amazed how much this love has touched my life
And the commitment that we share is a welcome sacrifice
This must be, sweet fatal attraction
My life-long date with destiny
Love this strong, it just brings out the passion
I never knew was here in me
I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you
Just because you're you
You're a diamond in my mind. a treasure found
A precious gem to me. you're so nice to have around
I'm so glad I took the path that led to this
And it's amazin' loving you, I'm doin' things
I never thought I'd do
I don't know, there ain't no explanation
Of why I'm sharin' love at last this way
I won't try to work out all my reasons
I'II use these words to simply say
I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you
I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby.
Could it be that there's more to this than meets the eye
Maybe that's the reason why
All I know is when I'm in your arms it feels all right
I'II hold you tight and I come alive
I love you just because
I love you just because
Just because I do, my darlin'
Emotions more than words can help me say
I love you, baby, just because you're you
"That was the best Lasagna I have had in a long time, thank you so much Esme." Bella said finishing her second helping.
"Anything for my growing grandchild" mom said kissing Bella's cheek and placing her hand over her rounding belly.
Things were rough for a while after we found out about Bella's illness and the pregnancy, but we decided we would take it one day at a time. Between Emmett and Rose and my family we have all pulled together to take care of Bella and make sure she is getting the best care. Further testing revealed that the cancer is in stage 2 and now that we have made it through Bella's first trimester safely, she has started taking medication to treat the cancer. Right now we are at Alice's apartment in New York having a birthday dinner for Bella and as usual she is looking as beautiful as ever. She has been very self conscious about her appearance lately mostly due to her changing form. She has gained nine pounds in just the last eight weeks and she has been worrying herself to death about it. I think the only reason she left the house today is because Esme, Rose and Alice threatened to come get her themselves if she did not get over to Alice's apartment.
"You know, you look exquisite right?" I whispered in her ear as my lips brush against her lobe and she visibly shivers. I smile as I sit back knowing I have that effect on her. Without warning my mother, the rest of my family, Rose, Emmett, Tyler, Cody, Jessica and Jacob all came out singing holding a birthday cake with white icing and green decorations (Bella's favorite color) with twenty five candles on it.
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Bella, happy birthday to you. May the good Lord bless you, may the good Lord bless you, may the good Lord bless you, may the good Lord bless you."
"Make a wish honey and blow out your candles." my mother said looking at Bella with pure adoration.
Bella closed her eyes tight for about fifteen seconds and then blew out all the candles with the help of Cody and Tyler who thought she needed help.
"Who wants cake?" Rose said as she started slicing the cake for Bella.
"I do, I do" Cody and Tyler both yelled together making everyone laugh. I can only pray for a child as healthy and wonderful as these two.
"So Bella, how have you been feeling?" Carlisle asks with concerned etched on his face.
"Mostly tired, it seems I can never sleep long enough, but otherwise I feel really good. Edward has been taking really good care of me." She says turning to me and smiling.
"Nothing you don't deserve." I say reassuring her that I do it out of want and need, not obligation or sympathy. She blushes while staring at her hands; will she ever know how beautiful and wonderful she is?
I look up to find Alice glaring at me and then she turns on her heels and walks in the kitchen. Choosing not to ignore the tell tale signs that I have obliviously done something to piss Alice off I excuse myself from the dining table and head to the kitchen. When I walk into the kitchen she stepped out of the sliding doors leading to the patio deck in the backyard and stood with her arms folded across her chest tapping her foot. Oh boy, this should be fun.
"Alice?" I said as I regarded her in slight amusement. "Is something wrong Alice?"
"Edward if you were not going to do the right thing by Bella you should have been more responsible, she deserves more. She deserves someone to love her unconditionally and…"
"Whoa, whoa, what are you talking about Alice, I do love Bella unconditionally and you're right she deserves the best of everything and even more and I intend to give her just that."
"Then why haven't you asked her to marry you, Edward? What, she deserves everything but your name?"
"Of course she deserves my name and I fully intend to marry her, it's just been so much going on these last couple of months, I haven't had time to do much of anything outside of working and taking care of Bella. I love her, I wish we could just go the courthouse and get it over with, but mom would have a fit and Bella deserves a proper wedding."
"So why didn't you just tell me Edward, I could have helped you?"
"Because Alice, you are trying to plan your own wedding and I didn't want to overwhelm you."
"Oh stop being so dramatic Edward, I know how to multi-task, besides if you had already asked her I'm sure Bella would have summoned my help anyway." She says beaming and a bit smug "And not to mention Rose has been helping out a lot with my wedding plans."
"Okay, so when can you go with me to help pick out her ring?"
"I thought you'd never ask I'm free all day tomorrow." Alice said clasping her hands together and bouncing up and down."
Just then the patio doors opened and Esme came out
"I'm going to go load the dishwasher and check on Jazz." Alice said as Esme made her way over to us.
"Hey there you are, is everything alright son?" Esme asked concerned lacing her voice.
"Everything is fine mom, did you need me?" I asked wondering what made her come looking for me.
"No, I just wanted to tell you I am so proud of you Edward."
"For what?" I asked cocking my head to one side and furrowing my brows.
"For the way you are taking care of Bella, Edward you are amazing with her and she looks beautiful. How is the home nurse working out?"
"Good… great actually and I think Bella likes having someone there to talk to while I'm at work."
I was grateful when Jessica recommended her mom for the job who happens to be a nurse in the Oncology department at the same hospital. Talk about not judging a book by its cover, as it turns out Jessica is not an airhead at all she is actually quite intelligent, naïve, but intelligent none the less. She and Bella have become quite close these last couple of months and she sometimes comes to our apartment to check on her and give Bella that female bonding she needs. They sit for hours and talk about fashion, hair, shopping and whatever else ladies like to talk about.
"How is she doing?" my mother said interrupting my thoughts.
"Hmm, oh um… she has been better these last few days you know, the morning sickness is starting to subside and her appetite has picked up a lot. I even got her to take a walk with me in Central Park a couple of times last week in the evening after work. I'm just worried that now that she has started this medication for her treatments she will get sick again and I don't want her to spend the next six months barely able to get out of the bed."
"Maybe you can talk to your dad and some of the more experienced doctors in the Oncology department at your hospital to find out what method of treatment would be most comfortable for her. Then sit down with Bella and decide together what is best for her and the baby. Speaking of my grandchild, Carlisle and I found the perfect crib and was wondering if it was okay for us to buy it and the bedding?" Esme said with a look of pure mirth on her angelic face.
"Sure mom, just let me find out from Bella her ideas and thoughts for the baby's room."
After saying our goodbyes, we left Alice's apartment to head home along with Emmett, Rose, Tyler and Cody who were staying with us for their last two nights in New York. Carlisle and Esme opt to stay at Alice's as to not over crowd my apartment, though I have a third bedroom. Bella agreed to let me sub-lease her apartment since she spent all of her time down at ours now, she still calls it mine, but as I told her she is going to have to get use to sharing everything with me. Bella was quiet on the ride home and I desperately wished I could read her mind as she stared out of the window. I reached over and grabbed her hand bringing it to my mouth and planting a soft kiss on her fingers before speaking.
"What are you thinking about, Love?"
"Jessica and Jacob, those two really hit it off didn't they?" she said with a bewildered look on her face. "Do you know he has been here to see her three times in the last two month and one of those times I didn't even know about? I found out after the fact in a casual conversation with Jessica."
"Are you jealous Bella because you don't sound happy?" I asked with amusement.
"No, of course I'm not… it's just Jacob has been my best friend since before I can remember and now we hardly ever talk. I have to hear about what he's up to through Jessica." She said turning to look at me with tears in her eyes. She had also become quite emotional these last few weeks and just about anything could make her cry, even TV commercials.
"Awww babe, don't cry Jacob hasn't forgotten about you and I'm sure him and Jessica are just trying to get to know one another. Hey how about we take them to dinner tomorrow night, just the four of us and then you guys can do some catching up, okay?"
Bella looked down at her lap and then starting crying harder.
"I don… I don't have anything to wear…I … I barely was able to fit into this dress and all my clothes are too tight now because I'm so fat!" she said sobbing and my heart broke because she just refuses to see how beautiful she is.
"Baby, you are not fat, far from it and we can go get new clothes in the morning it's not a problem. Please stop crying I cannot bare to see you like this."
I opened the glove department and took out some tissue for her and after a few more sniffles she drifted off to sleep.
Once back home I helped Bella get into her night clothes while Rose and Emmett got the boys settled into one of the guest rooms. I sat on the bed next to her and pulled her onto my lap while holding her to my chest and kissing the top of her hair.
"Do you want to talk about this and how it's making you feel?" I said placing my hand over her stomach.
She looked up at me with big brown eyes brimming with tears and a look of horror.
"I'm scared Edward … I'm scared of losing our baby, I'm scared of the cancer and whether the treatments will work, I'm scared of not being a good mother, I scared of the rapid weight gain and I'm scared of what will happen with us."
"With us? Why would you be afraid of what will happen with us?" I said totally befuddled by her comment. Could Alice have been onto something? Did Bella actually believe for a second I would want to live without her and my child or that I could ever leave her?
"You don't owe me anything and you didn't ask for any of this. You have been so loving and kind to me and I truly appreciate and love you for that. But I never want you to feel trapped Edward."
"Oh Bella, trapped? No, I feel anything but trapped, I feel like I've touched a dream and I pray I never wake up. You are the center of my world and I don't need a reason to stay with you, because I love you…just because you're you." And with that Bella wrapped her arms around my neck and I held her close to me relishing in the feeling of her warm body against mine, hoping she could not feel how excited I was, but we had not been physical for two months and after all I am still a man.
"I'm so sorry." She said barely audible.
"For?"
"For my lack of intimate affection." She said looking up at me.
I laughed through my nose "You're apologizing for being tired and sick? Because having you here next to me every night and every morning is worth whatever the wait will be."
"I feel much better now, sooo… maybe we could…."
"No, as much as I want you and believe me I want you bad, I fully intend on making an honest woman out of you first, so absolutely not, at least not tonight. Are you sleepy yet?" I asked hoping she would stay up with me for a little while.
"No not really I could stay up a little while."
"Good I just need to go online and pay a few bills and then maybe we could join Rose and Emmett in the living room."
"Oh, that reminds me I need to check my account and pay all my bills. Thank you so much for paying all my bills these last couple of months while I've been sick, you didn't have any problems logging in and using my account did you?"
I froze because while I had taken care of her bills for the past two months, I did not use the money in her account like she asked me to. I had scheduled all of her monthly bills to be paid out of my checking account and had not touched her money. I did not see the sense in using her money when I could more than afford to take care of our monthly bills and she could use that money for something else like purchasing a building for her own bookstore someday instead of renting a space.
"Uh, no… no problems at all Love." I quickly said hoping she would not inquire more.
"Good, well while you are paying your bills, I'll do the same to get them out of the way."
"Don't worry about that Bella, I can take care of them. In fact I will pay your bills online right now also, okay?" I said praying she would just drop it, but she didn't of course.
"No Edward, you have done enough these last couple of months and I really don't know what I would have done without you, but I want to try to get some normalcy back to my daily routine now that I am feeling more like myself." She said while logging into her laptop. Crap, think, think, think Edward, distract her, I thought to myself.
"Hey, any thoughts on dinner tomorrow night and where we should go?" she shook her head while staring at her computer screen with a baffled look on her face and then finally she looked up at me.
"Edward, there hasn't been any withdrawals from my account since my last one in July when I went shopping with you mother and Alice and my balance has not change in two months either. Would you like to tell me why?" she said with her head cocked to one side and her eyebrow raise.
"Not really?" it sound more like a question and Bella narrowed her eyes at me.
"Edward" she said in a warning tone making me swallow hard and suddenly my mouth went completely dry.
"Bella, just hear me out before you respond, okay?" I said trying to warm her up to the idea of me taking over our bills. "I make more than enough money to take care of us and I know it is not about the money for you, it never has been, but I want to take care of you and our child and give you guys a life that you never dreamed of. I want you to take the money your mother and father left for you and open up your own bookstore that you own and instead of renting some overpriced space."
She was silent which made me more nervous and I ran my hand through my hair while trying to gauge what her reaction would be.
"Edward, I appreciate what you are trying to do, honestly I do and I love you for what you are trying to do, but don't you think you should have talked to me about this. I never expected you to pay my bills for me with your money that you worked for. With all the money I have from my parents that hardly seem fair. Why do you have to take care of me, why can't I take care of you? After all, I am the one with almost five million dollars." She said with a priggish grin on her face.
What Bella did not know is outside of my "doctors" salary and with my father's excellent investment advice, I had made a small fortune investing in Google some time ago.
"Bella come over here and let me show you something." I said opening my arms and inviting her to sit on my lap.
I logged into my banking online while she settled onto my lap leaning back against my chest. I could feel the increase in her weight from the pregnancy as soon as she sat down which made me smile. As my account appeared on the screen and the balance of my three accounts came into her focus, Bella sat up and her mouth dropped open.
"Edward, am I looking at what I think I am? How much do they pay doctors at that hospital you work at? Oh my God Edward, you're not doing anything illegal are you?"
Her reaction made me laugh especially the last one as she looked at me in horror.
"Oh yeah, didn't my family tell you about the notorious drug cartel I run? Very lucrative!" I said smirking.
"Ha, ha very funny Edward, no, but seriously, where in the world did you get all that money?"
"Well, at the start of my senior year in undergrad in 2004, my dad gave me access to the money in my trust account that he started when I was born and I used the majority of the money to invest in Google stocks who had just started publicly trading in August of 2004. Well as you can see the return has been very…. Remunerative. So see Bella I can take care of us." I said placing my hand on her growing belly, "please let me do this, not because you need me to but because I want to."
She turned and stared at me still slightly reluctant, but finally she gave in and agreed that her bills and my bills would now become our bills.
"Alright Edward, I guess it's something I just need time to get use to."
"Well let's start by me showing you the system I use to pay our bills and giving you all the passwords to access our accounts."
"Our accounts?"
"Yes, …I wanted to take you to the bank tomorrow morning and add your name to all my accounts if you don't mind, that way you can access money without any problems."
"And what about my account and the money in there?"
"What about it? Bella look, I am not expecting you to do anything you don't want to and are not ready to do on your own. This is a decision I made, I'm not asking you to do anything you are not comfortable with, okay."
She seemed to visibly relax after that and I proceeded to explain to her the system I use to pay our monthly bills so she could log on and do this going forth now that she was feeling better. I trusted her and I wanted to get her to the altar as soon as possible because whether she realized it or not I was the lucky one. After that we joined Emmett and Rose in the living room and we played a few rounds of Family Feud on the Wii, and of course the women won. That night as we lay in bed Bella expressed concern about her chemo treatments and the baby. She was concerned about the rapid weight gain of twelve pounds in almost four months and she was also very visibly showing.
"Sweetie, I know you are scared and worried and by right you should be, but medicine has come a long way and you are being treated by some of the best Oncologist in this country. So let them do their jobs and let God do the rest. Oh, and as far as the rapid weight gain, maybe that's because you've become a human vacuum cleaner these last few weeks" I said while tickling her.
"Ahhhh, Edward…. St…sto…stop tickling me!" she said laughing and trying to catch her breath. The sound was like music to my ears and seeing that smile on her face was priceless.
"Goodnight love." I said kissing the top of her hair and pulling her into my arms.
BPOV
After leaving the bank to add my name to Edward's accounts, we decided we would close my account and keep all our money in one bank. Edward took me to eat breakfast and then we went to my doctor's appointment with my OB/GYN.
"Good morning Dr. Cullen, Ms. Swan, how do you feel?" Dr. Nichols asked with a pleasant smile.
"Good and yourself?" I asked hoping I sounded just as equally pleasant.
"I am good, I have no complaints, thanks for asking. Okay, shall we get started?"
I nodded my head smiling and feeling slightly nervous, because today we would be listening to the baby's heart beat for the first time and as any concerned mother -to -be, I wanted everything to be perfect.
"I will be using a Doppler ultrasound today so that we can see as well as hear your baby's heartbeat, so I am going to have you undress from the waist down and you can use the sheet on the exam table to cover up. I'll be back in a few minutes."
Dr. Nichols said before exiting the room. I could not wipe the grin off my face I was so excited and from the look on Edwards face he could barely hide his elation. Soon I was lying on the exam table legs parted, with a wand like object inside me looking at the most beautiful thing I had ever witnessed in my twenty five years of living. I didn't exactly know what I was looking at, but it was still beautiful. Dr. Nichols leaned in closer to the screen with her eyes wide and suddenly Edward stood up with the same alarmed look on his face and I instantly went into panic mode.
"What? What's wrong Edward?" But he said nothing he just kept staring at the screen with a bewildered look on his face.
"Am I looking at what I think I am looking at Dr. Nichols?" Edward said still ignoring my question.
"Yes you are Dr. Cullen." She said staring at the screen nodding her head.
"What are you looking at?" I asked trying to get the two medical professionals in the room with me to tell me what they saw on the screen that is so captivating that they are completely ignoring me."
"How could that be, it's not a family trait on either side." Edward said still sounding and looking befuddled."
Not a family trait! Oh no, something must be wrong with the baby! It must be a birth defect, but how? I've been eating healthy and taking all my prenatal vitamins and folic acid, oh and the water, I've drank so much water I feel like I live in the bathroom during the middle of the night. Maybe it's the cancer treatments, oh God no, did the medication hurt my little baby? Tears sprung to my eyes as I realized my worst fears were staring back at me from the ultrasound screen.
"What the hell is wrong with my baby?!" I shouted with tears now running down the side of my eyes. Edward and Dr. Nichols both jumped and turned to look at me and when Edward took in my appearance, his expression changed from confusion to apprehension.
"Bella love, calm down please, everything's fine with the…the … babies." He said rushing over to grab my hand he glanced at the screen once more and then turned his attention back to me. Now I was the one with the baffled look on my face.
"Babies?" I asked my voice barely audible
"Yes, babies." Dr. Nichols confirmed. "You have three hearts beating in there." She said pointing to my belly.
"Three?" I said looking back at Edward and he nodded his head in confirmation.
"Yes babe, triplets." He said smiling with tears forming in his eyes and then he bent down and kissed my forehead. "Thank you" he said looking into my eyes.
My mind was going one hundred miles an hour. Triplets, how could we be having triplets and Edward is right multiple births is not a family trait on either side so how? I was worried about being a mother to one and now I will go from being childless to having three children! Where will we live, how will I take care of them while Edward is at work, how will I feed them, change their diapers, bathe them, rock them to sleep? No, this can't be happening, I'm not prepared and before I knew it I was hyperventilating, it seemed as if my lungs just could not get enough air, the room started spinning and everything went black.
"Bella! Bella, sweetie wake up!" I could hear that velvety voice that still made my heart leap in my chest whenever he spoke, but I could not see anything. Why can't I see anything and why does everyone sound so far away? "Bella love, please open your eyes!"
Edward, where is he and why does he sound so panicked? Slowly my eyes opened and his beautiful face came into focus. He looked pale as if he had seen a ghost.
"Bella, can you hear me? Are you okay?" he asked holding both sides of my face with concern etched across his. I smiled and nodded my head as best I could and Edward showered my face with kisses. At that moment as I took in my surroundings and Dr. Nichols came into view at the foot of the exam table, I remembered what was going on and I froze. I slowly sat up and stared back and forth between Edward and my doctor trying to process if this was reality or just a dream that seemed so real, I couldn't tell the difference.
"What happened?" I said looking at Edward.
"You passed out." Edward stated simply
"Is, is the baby okay?" I asked wondering if the whole thing about triplets was just a dream.
"Yes Bella, the babies are fine." Edward said still holding my face and putting emphasis on "babies"
I took in a deep breath to calm myself not wanting to have another panic attack before speaking.
"So it's true, we're having triplets?"
"Yes we are and I couldn't be happier right now Bella." He said his voice full of ardor and kissing my forehead once more. I leaned my forehead against his chest and closed my eyes willing my heart to slow down.
"Bella there are three very strong fetuses in you with even stronger heart beats. It's a little too early to determine their sexes but we should be able to at about twenty weeks of gestation. You can get dressed now and I'll be back to answer any questions you may have, although I'm sure Dr. Cullen could answer most of them for you." She said with slight amusement in her voice.
"I guess that explains the rapid weight gain." I said still in shock.
"Yes, it definitely does." Edward said with a grin on his face.
After leaving the doctor's office we headed home to tell the family our latest discovery. I was still in shock and Edward was like a giddy kid. Esme, Carlisle and Alice all met us at the house and we all sat down, Rose and Emmett included in our kitchen. As Edward and I broke the news Alice and Rose screamed, Jasper just smiled from ear to ear, Emmett came and gave me a bear hug and then clapped Edward on the back.
"Boy that must be super sperm coming out of you!" Emmett said looking at Edward who just rolled his eyes."
"You're an idiot." Rose said to Emmett, slapping him upside the back of his head.
Carlisle looked so proud and Esme eyes were brimming with tears.
"Congratulations son." Carlisle said giving Edward a fatherly hug "And to you too Bella, you have always been like a daughter to me now it's official." Carlisle said giving me a hug.
"Oh my dear Bella, I am so happy for you two and I could not have asked for a better mother for my first grandchildren." Esme whispered in my ear hugging me tightly.
"Thank you Esme, that means so much to me." I said with tears in my eyes now.
We spent the rest of the day and night together as a family talking, playing with Cody and Tyler, and eating. Jessica and Jacob joined us that evening and we played a game of charades in which the men finally beat us at something. The next day Rose, Emmett, Carlisle and Esme left to go back to Forks and Jacob went back to California. Alice would still be here for another three days on business, but promised me a shopping trip before she left, "Yay, lucky me".
I lay across our bed enjoying the silence in the house and trying to rest my mind after the whirlwind that took place in the last forty eight hours. Just then Edward came out of our bathroom from taking a shower looking like a tall cold glass of water on a smoldering hot summer day.
"Hey you" he said drying his hair with a towel.
"Hey yourself handsome" I said sitting up taking in his perfect body and mesmerizing green eyes.
He bent down and kissed me and before I knew it I had grabbed him pulling him down onto the bed with me and wrapped my legs around his waist and deepened the kiss. I relished in his scent and savored the taste of his tongue moving around with mine. He rolled onto his back and pulled me on top of him never breaking our kiss and in the process his towel had come undone and I could feel him underneath me which only made me want him more. As we continued to kiss and grope one another I slowly began to shed my clothes and just when I almost manage to get my underwear off Edward grabbed my hands and stopped me.
"Love, I want you as bad as you want me, but I have to do things right this time. I have to do right by you, because you deserve that." He said holding my face looking into my eyes with an intensity that made me feel his love for me all over. "I promise it won't be long Love."
He sat us both up and rewrapped the towel around himself before going over to the dresser to get out a pair of boxers and a t shirt.
"I'll start the shower for you, okay?" I nodded suddenly feeling exhausted.
After showering Edward fixed me a nice cup of chamomile tea with honey and we sat in the living room me lying back against his chest, listening to classical music while watching the rain fall outside.
"You know, we're going to have to get a bigger place now right?" Edward whispered in my ear.
"Um hm" I nodded with my eyes closed enjoying the serenest of the music.
"Any ideas of where you would want to raise the kids?" he asked.
I hadn't really thought about that I guess. I mean I had only just found out about having three children two days ago.
"No, I guess I haven't really had time to think about it. What do you think?"
"I think we don't have to rush, we have a few months and enough money to make a cash deal for a quick purchase when we decide on our location. I just wanted you to give it some thought in the near future."
"I will I promise, I'm just still trying to wrap my mind around everything Edward."
He grabbed my chin turning my head to look at him.
"I know you are, but please remember we are in this together, so you don't ever have to figure out anything on your own. I'm here and always will be, please always remember that Bella." He said planting a kiss on my lips. I leaned back into this incredible man's chest that I had no idea what I did to be blessed with and let sleep overtake me.
A/N: Okay here is chapter 25, sorry for the delay once again and I hope you enjoy. Thank you again to those who are following my story and please, please take the time and leave me your thought in a review.