His hands were gently caressing the skin of her shoulders and he was trying to manoeuvre himself, so that she wouldn't be alarmed by his physical attraction-
that was prominent against her groin by this point. She was lavishing his neck with kisses gently running her tongue across his jaw bone and then returning her kisses to his lips again.

Her hands were resting on his ribcage and she could feel the muscles in his chest involuntarily twitching when she kissed him particularly deeply.
Julia ran her hands up to his neck and undid a few of the buttons on his nightclothes so that she would have a better view of his chest. She now concentrated her kisses onto his collarbones and upper chest using her hands to feel over his smooth tanned skin at the same time. By this point William couldn't possibly avoid the physical responses Julia was making him have.
Everytime her lips touched his skin, his lips would part and he would intake a shaky breath as his control was slowly being kissed away by his fiancé. He felt her undo the last remaining buttons on his top and push it away from his body exposing his chest and his slightly erratic breathing of which he was trying to desperately calm.

Julia loved seeing him like this. When he was vulnerable and way out of his comfort zone. It was a side of William that almost no-one saw. The side where he thought with his heart not his head and threw caution to the wind. It was the times like this where Julia wished he would take her, claim her there and then. But she respected his wishes and was touched by his control. She sat up from him legs still straddled either side of him. His hands were resting atop of her thighs gently thumbing across the silk that covered them. His hands moved up to her shoulders and carefully, slowly pushed her nightgown straps further down her arms. This revealed even more of her décolletage and a considerable amount of cleavage. He quickly pulled his legs up so she was practically cross legged around him, legs tucked behind his back as he sat bolt upright.

In this position his face was within inches of her breasts and she was looking down with half lidded eyes and lips slightly open in anticipation. His hand moved upto her shoulders once move and fully pulling down the straps of her nightgown exposing her taught breasts to his awaiting mouth he kissed and ran his tongue across the soft skin surrounding her taught nipples and casually every so often grazed her nipple with his tongue. She sighed in delight and her head fell backwards closing her eyes to the heavens. letting her hair fall down her back, her elegant neck freely on show for William to indulge in. His mouth moved away from her breasts and his hands took the place, gently smoothing over her soft mounds. He could feel the heat in his underwear steadily growing as she ran her hands over his body and down his chest gradually getting lower and lower on his abdomen.

Suddenly William was more aware of the situation he was in and nervousness halted his movements. He had never been so sexually indulgent with a woman before, not even his previous fiancé Liza. This was Julia sat here on his lap fully exposed to him, the woman he had lusted after for years...had it all culminated to this..? A nervous endeavour into intercourse played out in the heat of the moment, shrouded by lust..? He found him telling himself No. Not tonight. Not Like this. He wanted her, oh lord did he. But he had proposed, and she was his fiancé, not just some romantic conquest, purely to break his unblemished sexual pledge. Julia was the one. The only one. And he could not give in that easily no matter how willing she or himself were. By this point Julia had sensed something was wrong. She leant her eyes down to his level and looked into the dark lashed eyes of the handsome man in front of her.

His eyes wouldn't look into the sapphire blue depths of hers that were swimming in front of him, the feeling of rejection seemed to spill from them from the look she gave him as she re-dressed herself. He couldn't even open his mouth to try and explain himself and his sudden embarrassment. A very hurt and confused Julia removed herself from his lap, moved to her side of the bed and curled up away from him. He hd made his feelings quite clear and to her it was blindingly obvious that he didn't want her, this...what ever this was. William still sat bolt upright. Angry with himself for letting the situation turn in a direction that was entirely unintended, and for not speaking his mind. Again. He moved to his side of the bed and rolled over away from Julia as well. They ended the night as they started it. Covered in a blanket of nervousness and confusion, and only the sound of their breathing to comfort them.

Phew. Apologies to everyone about the long update have been so busy recently,
this chapter just didnt want to be written! and interesting twist to this chapter,
will hopefully post the next chapter tomorrow :)

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