At least we made it 9 months, but right now we aren't going anywhere. I mean like I said earlier we haven't talked in 2 weeks. I laid on my bed and my little sister, Bayley, walked in; she's only a year younger than me. I'm 19 and she's 18. we have 3 older brother, they are all at college.

There's Evan, he's 21, which is the same age as Hunter. Then there's Mason and Dusty, they are twins and are 22. they all go to college here in Tennessee.

We also had a little brother, Bantley, he was 4 when he died 2 years ago. He had cancer. He was diagnosed with it when he was 3 and by the time the doctors found it, the spot was so big that I couldn't be removed and treatment would only barely slow it down. He died about a month after he turned 4. He would be 6 now.

I live in Nashville with my sister Bayley and my best friend Jessie. Jessie is 20. We all go to school here in Nashville.

My parents live like way south of us. It's like a two and a half hour drive to their house. They live on a little farm. The barn out back is probably bigger than the house.

We have 7 horses. Everyone in the family has their own. Mines name is Dotts. She is the best, I miss her like crazy.

Now that I live in the city, I notice how much I miss being in the country. I miss how my mom would wake us all up early and make us eat breakfast together. I miss working in the fields with my brothers and riding our horses. The one thing I didn't give up is my cowboy boots.

Bayley sat beside me on my bed. "What's wrong?' she asked and wiped the tears sliding down my cheeks.

"I was blown off again,' I said as my phone rang. It better be Hunter with a very, very long apology. It wasn't him, it was my mom.

I answered.

"Hello" I tried to keep my voice from breaking, but the tears were making it difficult.

"Hey honey, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" she asked. I knew she would notice. She always does.

"Boy trouble" I said wiping my eyes.

"What happened?" "I don't really want to talk about it" She then changed the subject. "So are you and Bayley coming down for the summer?" she asked.

"Um are we supposed too?"

"Yeah, we planned it over Christmas remember? You girls are supposed to come down every summer, for the whole summer the boys are coming down too" she said she was obviously really excited to be getting us back home.

"We get off next week. I promise we will be down there by Tuesday." I said.

After that we talked about random things. Then hung up.

Gladly, Bayley didn't ask about Hunter anymore and I went to sleep.