Once again, our lips found eachother. It was so intense and full of love and passion; I couldn't help but rub my clit against him. I grabbed his hair at the nape of his neck and we both moaned.

DPOV

God I love this woman! Not only has she taken me back, but she is giving me the one thing I have so desperately wanted, but was willing to give up for her…a child of my own. She was rubbing against me and I wanted nothing more than to feel her. I vowed to myself, though, that I would do this at her pace. I am going to let her take charge of when we make love so that she doesn't feel pressured into it…especially since we just got back together. She broke away first. "I want you right now Dimitri." I nodded, letting her know it was alright by me if she wanted to do this.

She lifted herself up and I was positioned at the entrance to her pussy. She bit her lip, which drove me nuts, and plunged herself down hard on my cock. I couldn't help the loud moan that escaped as I heard her respond in the same way. "Fuck, Roza. You are so tight." That seemed to turn her on more as she started bouncing up and down on my cock as hard as she could. "Shit Dimitri, I am close already. Please cum with me!" She didn't have to tell me twice! It had definitely been a while, so I knew I wasn't going to last too long at this rate! I started thrusting deep into her as soon as she made her request. It felt so good to be inside her. Her pussy was so tight, that I couldn't help but become close to cumming myself.

I started feeling the walls of her pussy tighten around me. "Fuck. Dimitri! I. Am. Cumming. Fuck. Me. Harder!" She grabbed my hair harder and said in between bounces. I took her breast in my mouth as I thrusted into her as hard as I could. I felt my balls twitch and I knew this was it. With one final thrust from each of us, we both came. I felt her juices around my cock as I squirted mine deep inside her. She collapsed against my chest and I ran her fingers through her hair as we both tried to calm our racing hearts for a bit.

"I guess I should leave you to get cleaned up. I planned on taking you out to dinner this evening and I would hate for you to be uncomfortable." She nodded and bit her bottom lip. Damn, she needed to quit doing that or we were never making it out of this apartment! She slid herself off me and I got out of the tub. Wrapping a towel around me, I had to leave her with something other than the back of my head. "I love you." Please say it back, please say it back. "I love you too, Comrade." With that, I smiled at her and bent over to kiss her again then walked out of the bathroom to get dressed.

RPOV

After Dimitri left the bathroom, I leaned back to relax a bit. I forgot how good it felt to be with him like that…I am just a little upset that we didn't last longer. Oh well, maybe later. Shit, come to think of it, where the fuck was I going to stay? I hadn't had the opportunity to make arrangements yet. Maybe Lissa would let me stay with her. I am sure that Dimitri doesn't want me intruding on his space. I laid my head back and closed my eyes…trying to relax further.

I was wrapped in Dimitri's arms as we lied in the bed at the cabin. I felt so safe here, but we both knew we had to get a move on or someone was sure to find us. Actually, I was surprised nobody had come barging in yet with how long we have been gone since I attacked them and Dimitri was sent to get me fixed up. The scenery then transformed into the church. I was sitting next to him in the back. Then the infamous words started ringing in my head….. "Love fades. Mine has." They just kept echoing over and over, not letting up.

I woke up breathing heavily, not even realizing I had fallen asleep. The overwhelming feeling I had fought so hard to overcome came crashing back upon me…heartache, depression, loss, and feeling worthless. Without realizing what I was doing, I reached for my razor, snapping the end off. I was working like a robot, not really having control over my actions and for some reason, not really wanting to. I held the blade to my arm and laid my head back, anticipating the release I so deeply desired. I slowly and deeply made the cut along my wrist, just enough to break the surface (or so I thought). Mechanically, I transferred the blade to my other hand and repeated the process with the other wrist. I slowly opened my eyes to watch the blood swirl in the tub around me. Without panic, I realized I cut a little too deep this time. I didn't mean to…I just wanted the hurt to go away. It felt good regardless to have the hurt and anguish leave my body with the blood. The more blood that came out, the better I felt. Then I closed my eyes and welcomed the blackness overtaking me.

LPOV

We had just finished Rose's apartment and I couldn't wait to show her! I know she would be worried about where to stay since she was released without anywhere to go. I put up my mental block to ensure it would be a complete and udder surprise to her. Christian, Eddie, Mia, and I raced across court to Dimitri's place to get her. I knew she couldn't stay there tonight yet since the paint was still wet, but she could at least see it! I knocked on Dimitri's door and anxiously awaited for someone to answer. "Hello Lissa. What can I do for you?" For the first time in a while, Dimitri actually looked genuinely happy. "Is Rose still here? We have a surprise for her." With that, he let us in, informing us that she was in the bathroom and would be out shortly. That is when I smelled it.

"Oh God, not again!" I yelled as I ran to the bathroom and knocked on the door. There was no answer. I tried to open the door, but it was locked. "Dimitri, come open this door!" With panic in his eyes, he ran into the room and busted down the door. He saw the same thing I did and he crumbled to the floor. I ran to the tub and saw a familiar sight that I didn't want to see ever again…Rose, unconscious, surrounded by red water with the razor blade floating on top. I could hear Eddie talking to someone on the phone, his voice strained as he tried to explain the situation to the person on the other end. Dimitri was frozen on the floor, grief ridden, and Christian just froze where he was. "How long was she in here alone?" I had to slap Dimitri to get him to "wake up". "Dimitri! How the fuck long was she in here alone?" "I am not sure…15 maybe 20 minutes."

Shit, that was too damn long. I heard Eddie say that the ambulance would be here any minute, but his voice sounded muffled. I realized that I had tears running down my face. I had Dimitri lift her body out of the water while I looked for something to wrap around her wrists, in case she was still bleeding. I found two hand towels for her wrists and a large towel to wrap around her body so that she wasn't so exposed. I knew she would be embarrassed as it was to have Eddie and Christian see her naked…let alone anyone else.

It seemed like forever, but the paramedics finally arrived. They took her vitals, and it didn't look good. She barely had a pulse and both her blood pressure and temperature were dangerously low. I couldn't do anything right now to help, not with so many people around, so I just collapsed into Christian's arms and used him for physically and emotional support. They carried her into the ambulance and I insisted Dimitri ride with her and that we would follow. The only one in enough control to drive though was Eddie. Even Mia was in too much shock to do anything.