Aaws! since i got six reviews imma update Matchmaker instead of Love me ;D well..i will update Love me toos but prolly wednesday or later=S depends really..but yeaxD anyways here's the next chappy=] enjoy~
alchemistlover14&lazygal&mangagirl346: Hahas yea right? but can't blame him..i mean what if you were in his shoes?=S what'd you do? lol but good for you if you'd notice ;P
Disclaimer: No, not mine.
Oh and btw~ want a valentine special? not chap, i mean story~ yes, no? please tell! if you want me to, a few ideas are welcomed^^ though i already got a pretty cute story in mind~It doesnt need to be Amuto btw. though it be easier for me if its a couple i like~ choose one of the couples in my prof list and tell me which couple you want me to do as a Valentine special~Was thinking of SasuSaku buuut dun think i can get sasuke's character oke=S unless OOC is oke with youxDanyways that all!
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Found a few mistakes so redid itxD well..corrected the mistakes i found.
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
...
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
...
It's time i let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Better in time - Leana lewis
Normal POV
Red puffy eyes slowly opened feeling the sun shine on her face. Her cheeks were stained with tears...even after she cried herself to sleep, she still let out a few tears while asleep. Hair all tangled and frizzy, clothes dirty and wrinkled, make-up all messy and faded, eyes were red and puffed out from crying...basically she looked like a total mess. Then again...if you're first love basically said he hates you wouldn't you be in the same state? Three hours later and she was still the same...didn't even move an inch and eyes were still glued to the sky. Sighing angrily Rima walked over to Amu's bed,and sat next to her.
"Amu...Ikuto already left hours ago...Look i know this is hard for you and i know how it can feel...i'm not forcing you to do anything but please at least just eat and drink? It's already 1 am, It's time for lunch now. Besides, Saito-san asked me to ask you if you still want to continue your tour.." Not getting any response Rima sighed and decided to just leave her.
"Thanks..." Blinking Rima turned around and saw Amu sitting up and looking at her smiling "I feel a lot better now, thanks for staying with me Rima, your the best." The blonde smiled back and hugged her friend
"Hey that's what friends are for right? C'mon let's eat~" Grabbing Amu's hand Rima made a move to leave but stopped since Amu stayed perfectly still "What?"
"You think i can go out like this? I'm just taking a quick shower kay?" Rima giggled
"Sure, don't take to long! I'll wait in your car~I'm taking you out and bring the old Amu back!" Amu smiled at her friends concern and headed to the bathroom when Rima left.
Taking a deep breath Amu exhaped while the warm water fell on her body. Taking all the stress and depression away and slightly healing her broken heart. After her shower Amu dressed herself and did a few other things. 'You'll be fine Amu..you got Hana, Rima, Kukai and lots of other's! I did fine without you so i'm more than capable of going on with my life without you.' She looked in the mirror and smiled to herself 'You're right Ikuto, Maybe i am selfish but after years of replacing that with you i think i deserve it no~?' After leaving a note for Hana Amu went down and hopped in her car only to find out Rima wasn't the one sitting next to her, instead it was Kukai
"Uhm, where's Rima?"
"Rima? She told me you asked me if i wanted to hang out with you..so i said sure and here i am~!" Amu sweatdropped...'Rimaaaa...' sighing the pink-haired girl sighed and drove off. Kukai pouted
"Why~? Don't want to hang out with me?"
"No it's just..uhm.." 'The hell? i can't tell him Rima is trying to hook us up? !'
"Well~"
"Nothing just shut up if you don't want me to drop you in the middle of nowhere." Kukai rolled his eyes and kissed her cheek causing her to blush
"T-the hell Kukai? ! I'm driving!"stopping at a traffic light Amu glared at him still blushing, he just smiled at her
"You know i'm here for you right? If ever you feel like talking or anything i'm here for you Amu...you don't need to carry all your burdens by yourself...Rima and i are here for you ok?" A smile appeared on Amu's face as a tear fell down her cheek as she nodded
"Yea, i know. Thanks," she smiled, Kukai grinned and wiped away her tear
"It's been green a while now you know~" Blinking Amu looked outside and immediately hit the gas pedal noticing the angry people behind her
"Kukai!" He just chuckled
"Not my fault you get lost in my eyes~"
"Tch. Asif."
After a while of driving Kukai suggested he should drive since Amu didn't really have a destination but was just riding around, getting tired and annoyed of Kukai's nagging she agreed and took a nap since Kukai said he'd surprise her.
Amu's POV
Feeling a hand shaking me i groaned waking up, yawning i scratched my head
"Hmm?"
"We're here~" I slowly opened my eyes but they immediately shot open
"K-kukai this is-"
"Yup~They changed and added a few things though but it pretty much looks the same." He smiled, and i couldn't help but smile too. He rose his eyebrow at me when i started giggling
"After you kicked the ball in my face and apologized...i still wanted to beat the hell outta you..and you said that someday we'd be able to laugh about it, you're right~" Both of us started laughing. Noticing the sad smile on his face i blinked "What's wrong?"
"You seriously forgot huh?" 'Huh?'
"Forgot wha-OH SHIT! Oh my god Kukai exactly 6 years, 3 months and 5 days ago from now was when we became friends!" 'Oh my god how could i forget? !' Kukai just chuckled
"You actually remembered~took you long enough," he stuck his tongue out but i just pouted and hugged him
"Aaaw c'mon~I'm really sorry, what should i do to make it up~?"
"You'll do anything~?" he smirked, i glared and hit the back of his head
"Never mind you're happy so i am too~Anyway, why celebrate our anniversary here?"
"Why not here? Here's where it all began~" i giggled
"Good enough~So...wanna play~?"
"You sure you want to play against a pro soccer player~?" i rolled my eyes at his ego
"Please~I can beat you anytime, anywhere~" i smirked, he just grinned back
"Bring it on then, Gimme all you got~"
"If you say so~"
Normal POV - Tsukiyomi residence
Amu sighed as she finished unpacking and looked at the her mom's picture hanging on her wall 'Sorry mommy..'
Flashback
Angry Ikuto stomped in the room startling both his mother and daugther
"Amu! pack all your things, we're leaving as soon as possible!"
"What! Why?" She shrieked
"You're not going. Besides, you still got school, don't forget that."
"B-but dad! Amu-chan already bought our tickets and payed for our stay at the hotels! I can't just leave!" Amu's arguing just fueled Ikuto anger and frustration and he snapped at her
"I don't give a damn Amu, we're going end of story." Scared by her dad's behavior Amu did as told even though she wanted to argue against it. Souko walked over to her granddaugther and helped her pack while also packing her own things.
"It's fine hunny, daddy's just...confused oke?" Amu frowned but nodded
End of flashback
groaning she lay on her bed and picked up her bunny
"What do you think Mr. Bunny? Do you think i'll be able to fulfill mommy's wish even though daddy's like that?" She asked the stuffed animal tilting her head, Amu frowned as she but her bunny back next to her pillows and took out her books starting to catch up with all the homework she missed. Hearing a knock on her door she turned to the door shocked to see her father there. She held her book tighter and looked away. Ikuto walked in and sat next to her, Amu still ignoring him.
"I'm sorry Princess...Daddy was just angry and scared..." Amu blinked and looked up at him seeing the sad smile on his face
"Scared?" He nodded pulling her onto his lap and hugged her
"I didn't want to lose my friend again but daddy was the reason she did go again..I'm sorry you had to see me like that Amu...but you know friends tend to get angry and argue once in a while, even in relationships they get quarrels, so it's normal and you argue and get quarrels too right?" Amu slowly nodded and turned around looking at her dad
"So..if it's normal for you to fight..then you're still friends right?" Ikuto frowned and hugged Amu tighter
"Honestly...i have no clue. I just don't get her that's all...and she doesn't want to tell me either."
"I know~" Ikuto blinked and looked at his daughter raising his eyebrow "Not that i can tell though~But you'll find out too! Amu's not a bad person daddy, even though she might be selfish and keep secrets...Amu-chan is also very kind and helpful, she took care of me when i had a cold and she always calls me whenever were gonna eat, she even combs my hair and gives me goodnight kisses! Sometimes i even forget how mommy looks like...cause everytime i think of mommy Amu-chan's face is the only face is can picture.." Ikuto smiled softly
"I never said she was a bad person...guess i just miss her so much i get crazy..." 'Ooh really now~? maybe hooking you two up won't be that hard~'
"So...can i go with Amu-chan on her tour?"
"Amu..didn't we get through this already? You have school Amu, you're starting again tomorrow and i don't want you to miss any more classes then you already have." Amu pouted and opened her mouth to argue but shut it close again and sighed
"Fine..." Ikuto ruffled her hair and kissed her forehead
"Night princess."
"Night daddy..." 'Now..how to get daddy to agree...'
Unknowingly to both Souko happened to walk past the room while they talked. When Ikuto walked out of the room and closed the door he was shocked to see his mother next to him
"Don't you think Amu needs a mom? I mean...she already conseders Amu-chan one so-"
"Mom...please. I'm still angry at her...She get's so upset and blames everything on me and keeps her reasons for herself...why can't she just tell what's up and get it over with? Really...she's just making it so complicated.."
Souko sighed as her son walked past her 'Ikuto...'
With Amu and Kukai
After a few hours the two finally decided on going back still making a few jokes on the way. Rima on the other hand was worried since they were gone for 7 hours already 'What the hell did Kukai do to her!' The blonde turned around hearing the sound of laughter of two familiar voices as the door opened, she sweatdropped when they literally waltzed inside giggling and laughing
"Anyway~Thanks a lot for today Kukai! See you tomorrow?" the male grinned and gave her a thumbs up
"Yup!" Amu smiled as he left closing the door behind her
"Oh? Tomorrow~?" Amu jumped startled
"R-rima!" Said girl just rolled her eyes and grinned
"You two dating now~?" Amu blushed and quickly shook her head
"Dating? we? NO WAY! J-just going out is all...a-as friends!" Rima smiled
"Just happy you're back." Amu blinked and gave a small smile
"I already forgot about him once and managed to go on with life after leaving him...i can do it again right?" She said as she looked at her friend, while her smile slowly turned upside down "Only this time...he's the one who left.."
"Hey you'll be fine oke? like you said you already did it once so for sure you can do it a second time!" Amu smiled at her friend and nodded
"Mm!"
Yea...not really going further..sorta like a filler...but yea i updated so be happyXP anyways hoped u liked it either way =] please share n review! (l) hahas and one of you asked when and if they'd make up? ;P u'll see=] but duh ofc they will~ guess next chap? or maybe after next one...but yea~Like i said not sure when ill be able to update the next chap of Love me but i will update this week dont worry~