Hi everybody! I know I have been negligent but it was Fan Expo weekend here in Toronto and I had to get my geek on. Plus Tom Felton was there so my attention was somewhat elsewhere lol. Ok I am really sorry I left you guys for as long as I did but I really didn't have time till today.

So I won't leave a stupidly long A/N but just continue on.

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Chapter 18 – Home

(KPOV)

"Will...will you move in with me?"

My eyes shot open immediately in shock, joy and confusion, "Blaine...I.." I paused because I really was astounded by the words that just came out of Blaine's mouth.

I mean did he really want me to move in with him here. And so soon? I know that I loved him and the way that his eyes were glistening I could tell without words that he felt the same...but living together; were we ready for that?

I just sat there with my mouth open for a couple seconds trying to comprehend what he was saying and I guess I was taking too long because his face seemed to drop in the matter of those few seconds.

The shine and excitement that his features had carried not more than a moment ago were being replaced by a frown. He released me from his arms and shuffled out of bed quickly.

"I know i-its's sudden I shouldn't h-have thought you'd w-want to. Sorry." He left the room quickly and it was like my mouth or my vocal chords didn't work. I wanted to scream at him to get him back in here but nothing would come out.

Did I want to live with Blaine: of course I did.

Did I think we were ready for this: I was unsure but I figured we'd learn together.

Did I love him: Of fucking course I did!

Well why was I even pausing to answer him then if in my heart I knew that this was what I wanted more than anything?

Waking up and going to bed with Blaine; weekend breakfasts with Blaine; movie nights where I didn't have to go home when we were so comfortable sitting there in our bliss...what the hell was I doing?

"Blaine! Blaine wait!" I ran out of the bedroom and coasted around the corner to find him sitting on the couch in the living area with his knees pulled up tightly against him as he rested his head on them. He looked so small but looked up sadly when I called is name.

"I'm sorry Kurt. You were hurting tonight and I just jumped in asking you that. I should have waited until another time...I just couldn't wait. I'm sorry."

I just stood there again unable to pluck the courage to tell him he was being silly, that I wanted nothing more than to move in with him and that I loved him. So I decided to show him instead.

I walked over to the couch suddenly feeling the confidence rise in me as I got closer to him. I knelt in front of him and placed my hands on his knees and gently pushed them down so that I could look at his face.

He looked so sad but there was a a spark of curiosity in his eyes as he watched me intently. I placed both my hands on his knees and used them to raise myself up so that my face was a mere inch from his. He didn't back away but I could see and feel his breath hitch ever so slightly at my boldness but lack of verbal communication; so I tried to reassure him without betraying my own voice because this was a big moment for both of us.

"Blaine...I love you." He tried to muffle a response but I didn't need to hear it; I knew it. He loved me too. I cut off his answer by connecting our lips gently at first but as I tilted my head I came to the conclusion that this was where I wanted to be for the rest of my days; with Blaine. I needed him like I needed air and as our kiss got more and more deep I raised my hand to his cheek as his found my other on his knee. It was tender despite its intensity and reluctantly I pulled away to breathe but to say what I needed to.

"Yes..." We sat there with our foreheads pressed together breathing shallower than normal with our eyes closed as I waited for him to respond. Without lifting his head he reached out with his other hand and traced my temple moving hair behind my ear as he did. He rubbed my cheek with his knuckles and it was the sweetest sensation, that little gesture, and I could feel stomach tightening with love for this man.

"Are you really saying yes?" His voice was barely above a whisper as he continuously caressed the side of my face.

Even though I found his scepticism cute and wanted to giggle about it, the position we were in was far too intimate for laughter so I merely said, "Yes definitely," in the lowest of whispers and smiled.

Blaine pulled his head away just long enough to look into my eyes for confirmation and to see the smile on my face.

"Oh thank god you said yes...", I really did laugh a little but my body was having other ideas as I stared into Blaine's gorgeous hazel eyes.

I leaned in to close the impossibly small gap between us again, leaving my mouth open immediately so I could dip my tongue inside wanting nothing more than to taste the sweetness of my boyfriend's mouth. I hadn't realized the intensity of this gesture right away until I heard the muffled groan that came from Blaine. It was a noise that I desperately wanted to hear more of so I let my tongue travel to the roof of his mouth and there was that noise again coming from the deep recesses of Blaine's chest.

Suddenly I couldn't get enough of him, my hand that was on his knee gripped forcefully as the hand that was on his cheek found the hair at the nape of his neck and gripped it pulling softly. Blaine was making some soft noises in response to my added enthusiasm. I could feel his one hand on my face travel to my neck and pulled me impossibly close deepening the kiss even more so.

Without my warning he lifted himself up into a full sitting position so that he was slightly taller than me from my position on the floor. His other hand snaked around me so that he was all but clawing at my back through my shirt. I wasn't going to let him take control of this because I wanted him to know that I was sure of this decision.

I moved my other hand to grip the other side of his face and removed my lips to start mapping his jaw and then his neck with open mouthed kisses. Reaching his pressure point I opened my mouth and bit down experimentally and Blaine's head snapped back with a fairly loud moan. Loving this reaction I bit down again this time on the sensitive area where his neck met his collar bone.

"Uuugh god Kurt..."I smiled against his neck and sucked with added fervour to the same spot again and again, creating a large dark mark in its wake.

"Mine." I blew over the now wet and purpling mark and that's when I heard Blaine all but growl as he stood up bringing me with him. His hands were under the hem of my shirt before I could comprehend what was going on. Our lips reattached once my shirt was discarded and I was never more thankful that today I settled for one layer of clothes. I grabbed his t-shirt and with a flourish it joined mine on the floor.

Before he could kiss me again I moved my hands to his chest and traced the slightly thick dusting of chest chair with both of my hands. Blaine's hands stayed on my hips and rubbed soothing circles on my hip bones as he watched me adore his chest with my eyes and fingertips. His skin was so warm and I wanted to feel the same feeling we shared before with our chests flushed. Blaine seemed to think the same as he brought our bodies together attaching his lips to my neck this time eliciting a moan from me that sounded desperate once it came out.

"Blaine. Bedroom. Now" It took a lot of effort to just get that out as I felt Blaine reach down and cup my ass through my jeans and lift me so that my legs were wrapped around his torso. It was slow moving to the bedroom because we would stop on the way so he could pushed me against a wall to attacked my lips and jaw. We finally made it to his bedroom now but only up against the wall just inside as he massaged my ass through my jeans and lightly thrust into me. I nibbled on his ear lobe as I felt his hard cock graze my own and for a second I thought I was done right there.

"Mmmrph fuck Blaine. Bed...not just bedroom." He thrust again but when I reciprocated he turned me around and gently but forcefully placed me on the bed.

He covered my body with his own as the small amount of perspiration that formed between us only added to the heat of the moment. We went back to attacking each others mouths and my hands seemed to be thinking against my brain's better judgement as they coasted down his sides and to the front button of his pants. He only groaned into the touch seemingly wanting my hands on him more than he could articulate right now.

As I unbuttoned his pants he reached for mine and the usual hesitation that I would have had was no where to be found. We both all but ripped the remaining clothing off of each other as if our desperation to be fully naked in front of one another was an undying fire within us. Clothes were scattered in every direction, neither of us seemed to care though which for me was something new.

It was sloppy and rushed but once Blaine repositioned himself over me again as naked as I was the realization of the situation hit us both.

We kissed softer and looked one another over with unabashed eyes, drinking in the sight of each others naked forms. Our breath was laboured and both of us had marked the other in different spots but now the moment switched from passionate and heavy to sweet and loving.

"Kurt tell me what you want. Anything my love, anything."

He sealed that promise with a kiss to my lips that was so sweet I almost cried. This was a far cry from the sex nightmare I had not a few hours ago and the difference made me understand what Blaine's and my relationship really was...perfect. I wanted to give myself to this man in front of me. I had no more secrets, I had no more omissions...so I wanted everything that I was to be his...including my trust.

"I want you."

"You have me...all of me; always." He was kissing my neck and down my chest as he took one of my nipples into his mouth swirling his tongue around it as he did. I arched my back at the familiar sensation loving the attention he was giving to that sensitive area.

"Blaine...I need you. All of you." He was nibbling at my hip bone marking me once more as I said this and he looked up at me as if inquiring if I was sure.

"Baby we don't have to...we can wait."

"I've waited for you forever...I-I'm ready if you are."

He crawled back up to my mouth cupping my face as he did and kissed me passionately. I felt dampness on my cheek and pulled away to see that he had a tear or two falling from his eyes.

"Baby what is it, did I say something wrong?"

"No no Kurt. Guess I'm just overwhelmed that's all. I wanted you to be my first...I just didn't think it would happen. I love you and I don't want to rush you into something if you're not ready for it. I don't want to hurt you...again."

Try as I might I couldn't have kept myself from welling up at that statement. The years of pain that I had pushed away because I feared that he wouldn't ever want me like this came rushing back. But these memories were quickly fading as I looked into his eyes and found nothing but sincerity. He really did want me and I wanted him. It was only the two of us in this moment and I wanted nothing more than to finally give myself to the man I waited for. It was reassuring to know he felt the same.

"You won't Blaine. I trust you. I want you...so much."

His eyes seemed to sparkle and I don't think he has ever looked more gorgeous to me than at that moment. His lips were puffy and red and even though he was out of breath and his hair was a little unruly his expression was pure adoration.

"I want you too Kurt; I love you."

I sighed as I lifted myself up a little so that we could reconnect our lips again. What started off as a sweet kiss quickly changed gears and before we knew it we were back to grinding into one another searching for that much needed friction that we had been dying for not long ago. I pulled away from him for a second to reach beside and fumble in his bedside drawer for the bottle of flavoured lube I knew was in there before handing it to Blaine with a slight smirk.

"How did you know that was in there?" He was out of breath but apparently very amused at my searching skills.

"Who do you think put it in there?" I raised my eyebrows before gripping his hair and pulling it with just enough force so he knew that less talk and more action was needed.

"Mmm god Kurt."

He opened the bottle and coated not just his fingers but his whole hand in lube before reaching down and stroking me gently but with the right amount of pressure. I keened into the touch and it felt almost too good as I felt myself coming undone and we hadn't even started yet.

"Bl-aine I'm not going to last if you keep that u-up. Oh fuck..." He slid his thumb over the slit of my cock as he took one of my nipples into his mouth all but rendering me completely speechless with my senses over loading.

Blaine grunted out as he nibbled and sucked his way across my chest, never ceasing the pace he had on my cock. I was losing it fast and I couldn't get over the feeling that I needed more, even as he was pumping me now with added enthusiasm.

"More Blaine... I need more."

He didn't say anything else but lowered his hand off my cock and replaced it with his mouth. Before I could comment on anything he licked a long strip up the underside of my cock mumbling, "Strawberry...delicious." Then he ghosted his hand down my body until it was teasing my puckered hole with a little hesitation.

He coated his fingers with a little more lube before reclaiming my cock in his mouth as he gently pushed his middle finger into me.

I tensed at the initial sensation but this was familiar territory for me having done this to myself before, it had just been a while since I had the privacy. He felt me relax around him so he began slowly thrusting his finger in and out of me each time with more force than the last. The combination of his finger, which immediately turned into two fingers, and his mouth on me brought my orgasm to the forefront before I could really warn him.

"Bla..I.. oh fuck!" He hummed around me as he scissored his fingers gently and I was gone; coming down his throat panting and arcing my back as my high took me. I chanced a glance through my haze at Blaine who seemed so into his administrations it was as if he was lost in his own bliss.

He removed his mouth but not his hand as he slowly kept massaging my insides, no matter how sensitive, as he worked me through my high completely.

I sat up with great difficulty, breathing heavily, to meet him half way in a kiss. I tasted myself and the odd taste of strawberry as our tongues danced.

Blaine groaned as I swept my tongue across his top then bottom lip which forced me back into my body completely. I looked down to see he was still rock hard.

"Kurt...do you still want me?", as if he was answering my unspoken want to have his cock inside me.

"Oh god yes please Blaine..." Even if I thought I could form a puddle of post sex bliss right now I still wanted him inside me more than anything else.

He had stilled his fingers but one quick thrust from then brought a new intensity to my stomach as I felt myself getting turned on yet again. How it was even possible considering the man just literally blew my mind was beyond me. He crooked his fingers just so and I nearly screamed as he brushed up against my now very sensitive prostate.

"You like that baby?" I only moaned out a yes as he brushed the same spot again, clearly trying to make me either beg for him to get in me or drive me completely insane.

"Fuck...nnngghh Blaine please I need you...now."

He removed his fingers and reached for a condom from the same drawer with his clean hand but I stayed it quickly.

"No condom, we're both virgins. Can't I just feel you..all of you?" I was a little breathless and light headed but I knew in my heart that I could trust him and I did want to feel Blaine inside me.

"God I want to, Are you sure?"

"Y-yes please make love to me."

He sighed and claimed my lips briefly before coating his cock with more lube and throwing the bottle somewhere on the floor but stopped as he lined himself up with my now stretched entrance.

"I love you. I've wanted you for so long." He looked me straight in the eyes and even though I'm sure both of our pupils were dilated with lust there was love behind them in spades.

"I love you too, and I know how y-you feel."

As he pushed in very slowly I could feel his arms start to shake from the feeling of closeness that we were sharing. The pain for me wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be and I continued to tell myself to relax around him until I felt him buried to the hilt in me.

His body was flush against mine and I brought my legs up slowly to wrap around his torso so that we were as close as humanly possible.

He stayed there unmoving as he kissed my cheeks then my forehead and then back to my lips gently.

"God you're so tight baby. You feel so good around me." We were both overcome with these new sensations, me being so full and Blaine feeling my walls contract around him as he lay buried inside me.

"Blaine...move." I leaned up to kiss him as he started pulling out of me almost to the tip before burying himself back inside me. The pain was still there but the drag of his cock and the force of the thrusts were eliminating that pain and pleasure was taking over.

He slowly picked up the pace and I thought my brain was going to explode with the sensation of it all. I was already hard again and somehow feeling like I could come again.

"Uuuh Kurt, fuck you feel...god Kurt."

He kept it slow but with each thrust Blaine gained more confidence especially after I started pushing against him; needing to feel him deeper.

The pace picked up and the combined noises that we were making mixed with the occasional; I love you's and you feel so good's, were drowning out the noises our bodies made as they moved against one another.

Blaine lifted one of my legs so that it was on his shoulder, creating a delightful new angle and all it took was one good thrust and he hit my prostate dead on.

"AH! FUCK BLAINERIGHTTHERE!" I arched my back and gripped his shoulder even tighter than I thought I could. His hands were wrapped around my leg and hip respectively and they dug in with just as much enthusiasm.

"Fuck Kurt I'm not gonna l-last...uuugh...shit." He picked up his pace relentlessly and basically pounded into me with abandon.

"M-Me neither... oh god Blaine... I love you s-so much...fuck Blaine!." I couldn't control my breathing everything was just so good and so right as he leaned down as far as he could to capture my lips once again without breaking pace. He was hitting my prostate with almost every thrust and I was seeing blackness and stars at the same time.

"I love you too...I'm.. god Kurt I'm gonna.." His voice cracked against the strain of talking and panting and it was the hottest thing to hear at that moment. I grabbed his hair and forced his head to mine, "Come for me b-baby..please."

I kissed him as he thrust particularly hard into me assaulting my prostate in the process, which had me teetering on the edge of my second orgasm tonight.

With a cry and one final push I could feel Blaine coming inside me and that was more than enough to send me over the precarious edge I had been on for some time, spilling my seed over his and my stomachs and chests.

We panted each others names as we came in unison but sooner rather than later as we came off our highs exhausted and we slowed down giving each other loving kisses and soft touches instead.

"God Blaine I love you so much. Thank you for sharing this with me." We were both sweaty and looking thoroughly debauched but I couldn't have thought of a more perfect moment.

"Thank you for wanting me baby...I love you too." He pulled out of me slowly and I winced at the sensation knowing that I was going to be sore in the morning.

Holy shit I just lost my virginity to Blaine!

His brain must have been on the same wavelength as mine because he smiled and he snuggled down into my chest placing kisses along the way with a smile so big it could light up the world. I wrapped my arms around him as we stayed there drowning ourselves in the feel of one another. We tried to control our breathing, which was not easy to say the least, not even bothering with clean up at the moment.

"What ya smiling about baby?" I couldn't stop smiling neither to tell you the truth.

"You wanna move in with me." He chuckled a little and buried his head in my chest.

"Oh my god Blaine, we just had sex and you're happier about the moving part?" He laughed uncontrollably hard as he sat up putting his chin on my collarbone.

"You're adorable. Of course I'm happy about this, about moving in together..everything's just...well great. I'm just happy baby."

I ran my hand through his curls and he hummed in response. He lifted his hand to my temple and lovingly repeated the caress to my cheek with his knuckles that he had done earlier. This was rapidly becoming my favourite display of affection from him. That one simple gesture seemed to lull me into a state of sheer contentment and I think that Blaine could tell. I was lifted out of my utpoic state with a painful realization.

"Blaine?"

"Hmm yeah?"

"Do you think we can get cleaned up now..dried cum really isn't good for my skin." I chuckled with him even though I was quite serious.

"Anything you want my love, promise me you'll never change?"

"Oh I promise..now let's go shower hmm?"

"OK you go first babe." I got up and turned around, wincing a little at the new pain in my lower regions, looking over at him over my shoulder.

"Or you could join me?" I winked as I walked into the en suite bathroom, with a slight limp mind you, knowing full well what his answer was before I heard him literally jump off the bed to follow me giggling.

Hey everyone I know this has very little plot but I needed some smut in my life so I hope you liked it. More to come soon I hope. Review and let me know what you thought. They are so cute ;)

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