Accidental Love
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Chapter 8
Peter pov
"I want to see her. She must have had found out it was me who stabbed Edward in the eye. Why wasn't she looking for me? I know why I hurt a friend. She will hate me after this. After all I thought she loved me. But I still love her and if she still wants me I will come back," I say all this to myself just put my feeling of guilt away. I hated do that to Edward. He was a good fighter not a coward. I was the coward. I am scared of not making it. The only problem is I developed that fear before I met her. Tris the love of my life, the Stiff is all I want in my life. She is everything I've ever wanted. Now she probably hates me. I fall to my knees in the middle of the street and start crying. "What have I done?!" I yell multiple times into the cloudy sky. It had stated to rain, "why, why?" I kept asking myself. I am so selfish. No wonder I didn't have the aptitude for Abnegation, and I lied to her I said I would be honest; I'm no longer a Candor. I'm not even a Dauntless. I'm a coward. A big lying coward. I'm not fit to be with her now.
After a while im soaked and tiered. I sloly make my way back to the dormitory. I hope everyone is asleep. I creep to my bed passing hers. I look at her. She is perfect with her shortish blonde hair thrown around her pillow looking as if she had a gold halo around her head. I step towards her. But suddenly stop as she slowly moves. I see that her eyes are open and angry. They sent the message she did not have to speak. I was hated.