AN: WARNING: Rated M, graphics sex and lemons.

I am not that good in writing sex or love making scenes but well I tried to and hope that you will like it. If you don't like to read lemons then you can skip the whole chapter because there is nothing else in it. You won't miss anything from the story.

So here goes the story...

Chapter 39: Making You Mine

"Tonight I will make you mine."

The whisper that came out of his lips took my breath away. For a moment I couldn't decided what do I want. Do I want to give in? Or do I not? However, it wouldn't matter to Damon what I want. He would take me tonight anyway. The only thing that was up to me was the fact whether I am gonna be willing or am I going to fight him? As Damon began to start kissing my mouth again, I felt dizzy in my head with pleasure sparks. What's the point in holding back? I asked myself in my mind. I love Damon, don't I? Besides I shouldn't waste my time to be with him, right? The very thought made me kiss him back as much passionately as Damon was kissing me. He moaned in satisfaction as I responded to his kiss. I ran my fingers through his hair and grabbed them in my fists to pull his face closer to mine and to make Damon deepen the kiss more.

The kiss was urgent and needy. His tongue fought with mine for dominance in my mouth. Damon was going rough and it's going to hurt me like hell without any doubt. But for that moment I didn't care. I will let him do whatever he wants to do with me and my body. I never felt more submissive before in my life. His kisses were screaming lust more than love and it kind of turned me on too. I slid my hand down his chest and made Damon groan in the kiss. My touches always make Damon react that way and I like it that I have at least some kind of power over him as well. I found the hem of his shirt and I pushed my hand inside to touch his bare skin and roam my hands over his hard abs. But I wasn't doing it roughly, almost like leaving feather light touches that made Damon groan in complain this time. Damon doesn't like to be teased at all. He grabbed my hands and pinned them above my head as if caging an animal, stopping me from touching him like that and torturing him so cruelly. Damon's lips left mine and he started to kiss my jaws, my throat, then the curve of my neck and then he kissed my collar bones and bit hard on it however didn't break the skin to make it bleed. But it will create a very visible love bite in the morning for sure. I moaned in the passionate pain that his bite inflected upon me. Damon didn't stop there and went down, leaving a trail of kisses. He stopped at my chest. My bothering clothes stopped Damon from touching my bare skin there. He didn't tear them off though. Instead he rolled me over suddenly so that I was lying on top of Damon in a single move.

Damon untied my hair first that I had in a pony tail. It made my hair spread all over his face as I was hovering over him. I ran one hand through my hair and tucked them backwards, removing the strands from over his face. We locked our eyes once again. I noticed that Damon's eyes were back to normal again but those dazzling blue eyes were darkened with lust and longing at the moment. I closed my own eyes and leaned in to taste his lips. Damon had his hands resting on my waist. He was creating tickling circles over my bare skin with his thumbs, sending jolts of pleasure throughout my body. Suddenly Damon was so calm, it was unbelievable. There was no roughness in him as I kept kissing his lips. I was happy that it was him, my Damon and not the vampire out at the time. I wanted to make love but with the man I love, not the monster that resides within him. However now that the vampire was gone there was hesitation in Damon that I could see clearly. Damon didn't know if he should do what his vampire side wanted to do so bluntly, without a second thought. But I wanted him, I needed Damon like right now. So, I left his mouth and leaned near his ear.

"Make me yours." I said in a low whisper and I felt him shook a little underneath me.

I felt my cheeks turning red as well. I am usually not that blunt or bold but I didn't want Damon to stop tonight. I have very few days left now and I want to be with him as much as I can and every way possible. Damon cupped my face and made me look at him and right into my eyes again. He wanted to ask if I am sure but one look at my face and longing eyes, he got the answer to his unasked question. Damon pulled me down for another love filled kiss. It's such an amazing feeling when his lips move against mine. They are so soft and tender, and it feels so right every time to touch them, to feel them against mine. I felt Damon pulling at my top and he was taking it higher slowly. I helped him by taking it off myself which left me only in my bras. Damon rolled us over again and pinned me on my bed. He started kissing my neck with butterfly kisses, making me moan lowly. He stopped for a moment to get rid of his shirt. His bare chest came down on me. I longingly ran my hands over his broad shoulders, and wide firm chest. Touching his skin like that it was driving Damon crazy. He claimed my lips with his again and his hands made his way from my sides to my small breasts. I shuddered from inside as he touched them and a groan of pleasure escaped my lips. It was kind of torturous really, well in a way.

I didn't realize when Damon lift me off the bed a little and unhooked the clips of my last cover. Damon removed it gracefully leaving me with complete bare chest. Instinctively I wrapped my arms around my body to hide my bare breasts from him. But Damon grabbed my wrists with both of his hands and removed my arms from there slowly and prevented me from covering them from him. His eyes roamed over my half naked body lustfully. Damon attacked my neck once again and started to lick and kiss but not wildly. He actually slowly went down, leaving hot trail of kisses behind. I moaned loudly as I felt him kissing over my breasts. My eyes rolled in my head as his mouth took in my small nipple bud and sucked on it. I felt my bottom getting wet immediately and my chest rose up to meet his mouth more. Damon rolled his tongue over the nipple he was having in his mouth at the moment and assault the another one with his hand. The sensation was driving me insane and leaving me completely breathless.

"Damon!" I moaned out loud as he kept pleasuring me with his mouth and hand. I dug my nails in his shoulder blades as Damon bit on my chest, hard enough to leave a lasting bite mark for one or two days. It seemed like Damon was marking me as his. I traveled my hands down his shoulders and chest then abs and then reached his hard erection. Damon was already so hard and turned on that I couldn't help but be surprised that he didn't tear off my clothes already and started moving inside me. I ran my hand over his boner and made him shudder with pleasure on top of me. A small giggle escaped my lips as Damon growled when I teased him like that with my touches. He was unable to take it anymore and decided to move forward. Damon got rid of his pants in vampire speed and in a blink of an eye he was completely naked. He unbuttoned my jeans as well and almost tore it off. I grabbed the blanket in meantime and covered myself up before Damon pulled down my last piece of clothe much to Damon's disliking. He didn't want me covered at all. Damon failed to understand that it is my first time and I have a right to be shy and prude. He leaned in to my ear to whisper.

"Don't hide from me."

I gulped down the nervousness as Damon grabbed the wrist of my hand that held the clothe in place that's covering me up at the moment and removed it from my body, leaving me completely nude under his gaze. He sat up to look at me and roam his eyes over my body lustfully. It was making me more shy and uncomfortable. Damon smirked as my face turned bright red. I turned my face to my side to look away from him and not know that he was gawking at my naked body at the time. Damon seemed pleased with what he was seeing. He came back on me and bit on the line of my neck lightly as it was open to him. I wrapped my arms around him again, feeling my core heating up more as his bare skin was now pressed against my bare skin. Damon crushed his lips down on my mouth again and gave me a hard kiss. I felt him against my bottom. Damon looked into my eyes, asking for my permission this time. I cupped his face and pulled him down for a kiss and giving him my permission like that without using any word. Damon used his hands to spread my legs wider and made me wrap them up around his lean waist. I stiffed as I felt him at my entrance; ready to push in. I felt scared as well for a moment, thinking about the pain that I am bound to feel. Damon understood my hesitation. He leaned in my ear and whispered-

"It's okay, I won't hurt you."

I believed Damon as he said that and felt myself relaxing in his arms slowly. I felt him pushing inside me slowly and steadily. Damon groaned at my tightness but it was giving him exceed pleasure. I took in deep breaths to calm myself down as much as possible. My chest was rising and falling heavily the entire time. I was panting in anticipation of the pain. At first I just felt uncomfortable with Damon getting inside me. Damon had his face buried in the curve of my neck and he was breathing heavily as well. Our fingers were intertwined with each other as we both needed support at the moment. Then at one point I felt him touching something inside me. My barrier, that marked my innocence. It proved me untouched. A low growl escaped Damon's chest that moment. The thought that he is the one taking my virginity and my innocence must have pleased Damon to no limit. In his time that's how a man made a woman his. By taking her innocence and straining his manhood with the virgin blood. I waited both patiently and impatiently for Damon to break my barrier and make me his. Damon pushed himself further a little too roughly then I expected and finally broke through me. Blood started dripping out of my core instantly. A small cry escaped my throat even though I was biting my lips hard to keep myself from screaming out loud. I grabbed fist full of bed sheet with my hands as I felt the pain shooting through my body.

I knew that Damon tried his best not to hurt me but the pain was inevitable. Drops of tears escaped my eyes and rolled down my temples. Damon was looking at me with worried and sorry eyes. He kissed away my tears, drinking it from my cheeks. He kissed me to make me forget about the pain. However, I was too caught up with the pain to even response to his kiss at that time. Though Damon still kept his lips locked with mine. He wasn't moving and stayed inside me, giving me time to adjust with the new changes. When I felt the pain ease off enough I kissed him back. Damon took it as a sign and pulled back only to push inside me again but with a very slow rhythm. My body winched from inside as the pain shot through me again and I visibly flinched. My breath got caught in my throat as I gasped in pain. Damon was feeling more and more sorry and guilty for hurting me like that. He really wanted to take away the pain. But unfortunately there is nothing he could do. Damon started kissing my chest and sucked hard on my nipples one at a time to distract me from the pain. It really helped me to forget the pain momentarily and I moaned in pleasure for the first time since he entered me. Damon kept moving in and out slowly while kissing me, biting me, or licking my skin. At one point the pain completely replaced with pure pleasure and ecstasy.

"Damon!" I moaned his name in a low whisper and urged him to increase his pace. I knew Damon was trying very hard to hold himself back but I didn't want him to hold back anymore. I bit on his shoulder as he started to thrust a bit faster and harder. Moan after moan escaped my lips and Damon was groaning himself. He captured my lips hungrily again and ravished it wildly. I assaulted his bare chest with my nails and put scratches on him that healed in no time. Damon left my mouth and groaned out.

"Oh god!" As he increased his pace more. I couldn't help but moan myself. With each thrust Damon took away my breath and left me wanting for more. It was such an extraordinary feeling that I never knew existed before. Damon roamed his hand over to my core and I felt him touching my nerve there. He rubbed my clitoris with this thumb. My head fell back right away as extreme pleasure shot through me.

"Damon!" I screamed his name out loud this time. Pleasing him, satisfying him because that's what Damon wanted me to do. Scream his name out loud as he kept thrusting into me. However I stopped myself before more screams could get out of my mouth. I didn't want to be teased later as a screamer. Suddenly his thrusts weren't doing enough for me. I needed Damon to go harder and faster. I dug my nails deeper on his back and drew blood with my scratches. Damon instantly responded by increasing his pace. But he was still holding back a lot. And I didn't like that at all. I leaned near his ear and bit on his earlobe.

"Don't hold back Damon." I whispered to him with an assured tone of voice. He looked back at me then and kissed my mouth as if thanking me for giving him permission to not hold himself back anymore. A loud gasp escaped my lips as suddenly the sweet love making process turned into something wild and rough in a blink of an eye. I felt scared for a moment that Damon will break me into pieces because suddenly his eyes were turned red. The vampire was out again. He was thrusting into me in an unimaginable pace. It kind of hurt me too but I kept up with him. After all I was the one who asked him not to hold back, wasn't I? Damon hungrily sucked on my breasts as his hands mercilessly roamed over my body. But the truth is I wasn't complaining. I was submitting myself to his vampire self as well. And it pleased the monster to no limit. I grabbed onto his hair and brought his mouth back on mine. I felt my walls were closing up from inside me. Damon groaned in my mouth as he felt pressure around him. I was reaching my climax.

"Bite me" came out of my lips before I could stop it. I didn't know why I said that but I felt like he wanted to bite me and he wanted me willing for that. I didn't need to say that twice for Damon as his fangs came out immediately. He bit on my neck. But I didn't get a chance to feel the pain from his bite because I felt my orgasm hitting hard. God, it was such an mind blowing feeling. It felt like falling down from the sky. It was pure ecstatic and pleasurable.

"Damon!" I said his name out loud again and thanked god that no one was in the house at the time. Damon was still drinking from me as he kept thrusting to reach his own climax. Suddenly he left my neck, his lips covered in my blood and I felt him having his release inside me. His essence filled up my inside. Damon collapsed on me afterwards even though he is a vampire. His eyes turned back to normal. Damon was breathing heavily, panting loudly as well. No other sound could be heard but our own heavy breaths for a while. Damon looked up at my face and we started looking at each others eyes intensely at the moment. Damon was still inside me but not moving anymore. He licked his lips to clean off the blood. Damon brought his lips down on me again and I kissed him willingly. He pulled out of me but stayed on top of me. Damon checked my neck and the bite. He looked back into my eyes but didn't find any hate for him. He bit on his own wrist and made me drink his blood. I was extremely exhausted and the blood not only healed me but it took away some of my tiredness as well and thankfully gave me some strength back. Once my wound was healed Damon rolled over me and lay beside me. I wrapped the blanket around me and turned to his side. I put my head on his heaving chest. Damon wrapped an arm around me and pulled me closer to him. He was so silent and lost in deep thoughts that I couldn't help but ask him.

"What are you thinking?" I asked in a whisper. Damon sighed out heavily.

"How amazing your blood tastes. I could have killed you right now" said Damon, he kept rubbing his hand over my side slowly in a comforting way.

"I would have still loved you." I replied without thinking for a second. Suddenly Damon pinned me onto the bed again and hovered over me. He looked deeply into my eyes.

"Would you still love me if I kill you now and turn you into a vampire?" asked Damon. By looking at his eyes I knew that he was seriously asking me this. Why? Why would he want to turn me into a vampire so soon? There is something Damon is not telling me. And I felt like if I give him my permission he would really turn me into a vampire tonight. Or maybe he doesn't even need me to agree with him. I inhaled a deep breath before speaking up again.

"Why do you want to turn me so soon?" I asked Damon with seriousness in my voice. He thought about it for a moment then started caressing my face.

"So that I could have you for eternity" replied Damon sincerely. I blinked at him twice while trying to understand why he has to turn me now, tonight for that? I mean Damon could turn me after a couple of years and have me forever with him.

"Don't you want me to grow up more?" I asked and Damon sighed out heavily this time and then he nodded his head in agreement.

"I want to. That's why you are still a human. But I want you to promise me something" said Damon and I frowned in confusion.

"What?" I was not gonna promise him anything until I know what it is.

"Promise me that you will never anger me, never make me loose control. Because if I loose my control I will kill you without a second thought. And I don't want to do that. I won't be able to live with myself if I kill you" said Damon and he sounded distraught about it. What is it really? Why does Damon loose his control like this with me? I wanted to know and wanted to ask him about it but then Damon is going to ask me to tell him my secrets first. Something I didn't know how the hell he learned about in the first place. How did Damon find out that I have some secrets that I am keeping from him? But now that he is asking me to promise him something, I could bargain a offer.

"Okay I will promise you that but only if you promise me not to ask me anything about my secrets." I said with strong tone of voice. Damon didn't like it very much but after thinking about it for a while he nodded in agreement.

"Fine, but I mean it Jacq. You can never do anything to anger me. And what you did this evening, it can never happen or I swear I will turn you into a vampire even against your will, and even if you will hate me for that forever. But I won't care about that" said Damon and he really meant it. I nodded my head in understanding and released the breath that I was holding in for a while now. Damon stared at me for a few moments then captured my lips with his for a passionate love filled kiss. I kissed him back with longing as well.

"Stay with me tonight." I whispered to Damon breaking off the kiss. He just nodded and claimed my lips again.

In the morning when I woke up I found myself alone in the bed. I doubted last night even happened but my nude state and my body wrapped up in the blanket and the blood strains on the bed sheet proved that last night really happened. Damon must have left before I woke up for some reason. Thankfully the door of my room was locked. No one could walk inside and see me in such state. That would be awfully embarrassing. When I moved to get up from the bed and clean everything up I felt pain in between my legs. The pain almost made me scream out. My bottom must be very sore at the time. Because I found it very difficult for me to even carry myself to the bathroom. Still I gathered myself up and cleaned up everything and got dressed for the day. After all today is going to be a very long day.

AN: Okay so that was it. I have another chapter written already which got some hot kissing scenes as well. So as soon as you are gonna review this one I will upload that one in no time. So next upload let me think after at least my review number crosses 530. Lol. You know I am mean when it comes to reviews. Love you all *kisses and hugs*.