Hi guys! Thanks for the reviews it means so much this chapter is for 37XPeeta, Enilorac, ..xX, TheLingeringWold, and Integrity21. Sorry guys, but they were the first people to review. :) This chapter will defiantly be longer sorry the last chapter was my very first time writing something for FanFiction, but thanks for sticking with me. Now on to Chapter two!
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The next five minutes sucked. I sat down next to Isabelle on her bed while we waited for the test to work. We made small talk about what the boys were doing. I almost laughed when Isabelle said Magnus and Alec were most likely dressing up Jace in a black vest with no shirt, tight silver leather pants, black boots, and had glitter in his hair. They might have even gotten him into some eyeliner which would defiantly be Magnus's fault.
What seemed like an eternity later I walked into the bathroom Isabelle right behind me and looked down in the sink. What I saw was defiantly not what I wanted to see. I felt a sob escape my throat.
"Clary it might be wrong try it again to double check." Isabelle gave me a sad smile. "No," I said, but it was muffled because my hand was over my mouth. "It's my fault. Me and Jace's. I should have told him to grab a condom or something. Oh God! What if Jace doesn't want it. What if he doesn't want to be with me anymore because I'm pregnant?" I asked looking at Isabelle.
The tall girl looked annoyed. "Clary do you really think Jace would leave you on this on your own? It's just as much of his fault as yours. He wouldn't do that to you he loves you to much." Isabelle said with some venom in her voice.
Isabelle threw out the pregnancy test and helped me out onto her bed. I sat there crying before she put her skinny arms around me in a hug. I cried into her shoulder wishing it was Jace's arms instead. But even though what Isabelle said was true what if Jace actuly didn't want it? Isabelle did her best comforting me for the next fifteen minutes before the tears slowly stoped. Then I pulled away and looked at her.
"I…I think I need to go back to my room now. Jace will be here soon and I need to figure out how to tell him." Isabelle gave me a small smile. "You know he'll be exicted. He'll defiantly be worried about you though with school starting up next week."
I froze at the last sentence. School. Facing people who weren't pregnant. What will happen when people find out? "I need to go." I didn't wait for Izzy's response before dashing out of her room. I ran to my room in a daze. When I got there I regreated running because I ran to the toilet and puked my guts out.
When I was done I threw on a pair of old black sweatpants and a light pink shirt before curling up into a ball in our bed with me holding onto Jace's pillow.
I guess I must have falled asleep because when I got up feeling nauseous it was dark out. I darted to the bathroom again and threw up.
"Clary are you alright sweetheart?" I heard Jace's sweet voice from outside the door. I remembered what had happened this morning and I felt a tear escape my eye. I wiped it away fast before Jace could hear me crying. I opened up the door and saw his concerned face.
Seeing his face so worried made me burst into tears. I felt the ground fall from under me. "Clary!" I heard Jace's panicked voice as he caught me.
I wraped my arms around his waist and cried into his chest. I felt his arms go around my body instantly. "Baby? What happened when we were gone? Isabelle said you had something you wanted to talk to me about. When I came up here though you were asleep. I left you because you looked so peaceful and I went downstairs to the kitchen to grab something to eat. When I came back up here you were throwing up again. Do you want to see a doctor? I'll go get your coat and we'll go." Jace's voice was filled with concern.
I pulled away, but held onto his hand. We sat down on the bed. I looked down onto my lap still crying. I took a deep breath. It's Jace you love him. He loves you it's going to be okay.
"Jace… the past few weeks I haven't been sick. Well maybe in a way I am. But I want you to know that whatever comes in the following months I love you. And I know I'm going to need you more than I already do." I glanced up to look at his face. He was clinging onto every word I said. "Jace I guess what I'm trying to say is that…I'm pregnant."
Jace pulled me into his lap and stroked my hair. "It's okay it's going to be okay." I could hear something in his voice I didn't know what it was though. He didn't sound like himself. He sounded sad and even helpless. I hung onto his shirt and we stayed like that for a few minutes. It felt so good to feel his arms around me. I looked up at him and he gave me a smile.
"Clary it will be okay were in this together I promise whatever happens I'll be here and whatever you want to do I'll have your back." I didn't know what he meant. "Jace what do you mean by that?" Jace sighed. His eyes met mine. "Clary your sixteen. You have so much life ahead of you. We both do. I don't want to see you throw it away. School starts next week what are you going to do?" I frowned thinking of school. "Jace I want the baby. Giving it up or even abortion is out of the question. I'm scared hell even terrified of what's going to happen, but we can do this. And I'll hide it. I-"I was cut off by Jace.
"Baby we can't hide it forever. Your tummy will get bigger and you're so tiny people aren't going to think you've just gained a lot of weight you know?"
I nodded. "So you won't leave?" I asked in a small voice. Jace smiled. "No honey no matter what happens were in this together. Hell I can't wait to be a dad. I sighed before laying down on the bed. I fell asleep quickly with Jace's arms still around me. I fell asleep to three words from Jace's mouth I love you.
Hope you guys liked it! Chapter three should be up next week sometime There will be a lot more action I felt like there were some slow moving parts so sorry! Until next time darlings! Remember R&R!