Pink Champagne On Ice (19)
The words said by your people- your team-mates, your team, the people you are supposed to lead – reverberate in your brain. Crazy idea, trust me, it's a bad sign. They are like on autopilot, running through your mind, again and again and again.
I'll bear with you.
You should have never said those words. You should have allowed him to go on his own. You shouldn't care, shouldn't trust. Whatever he does, whoever he is, Jane isn't worth the price – your work, your career, your friends and family and yes, even your lovers.
You shouldn't, but yet, you did it, you keep doing it. You always bear with him. you say it's because he closes cases. You say it's because he is more open now than before, he is honest and actually confides in you, but does he really? How much there is that you don't know?
You can't answer that, deep down, you know it. Deep down, you know he is taking over your life and your team, deep down you know you are the problem because you allow him to…to have his way, always, whatever it is, wherever he goes.
Still, as wrong as it is, as dangerous as it is, you keep say those words. And right now, you say them again.
I'll bear with you.