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I AM SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO UPDATE! I've been having problems with some of my best friends and I haven't been feeling good. Also I'm going to try to get this story moving a little faster. I don't think you want to read about every day in Clary's pregnancy. LOL. She's almost three months along now. Don't worry you will find out what happened with Simon I promise! Read and Review!

"I'll be back before you can miss me." Jace whispered softly in my ear. We were in our room and I was sitting in his lap. He just got told by Alec that they had to find a demon that had been attacking people. I didn't want Jace to leave. I knew that once he left there was a chance he wouldn't come back. Or if he was he could be hurt. That was one of the last things I wanted to see.

It was a Friday night in early October. The teachers had been nice enough to give us no homework. Jace would be out all night with Alec and Isabelle. Maryse and Robert were in Idiris again. My mom and Luke were out tonight. Simon… thinking of him was painful. We hadn't talked since that day at lunch. I wanted to scream into a pillow in frustration about it. It'll have to wait until Jace leaves though. They're going to leave at ten. It was nine thirty.

"No matter what you know I'm going to miss you." I said softly meeting his golden eyes. His eyes were soft.

"It won't take long at all I promise. Maybe only two or three hours. I'll have my phone on me if you need anything." Jace murmured. "Take me with you." I whispered into his ear.

He groaned. "Clary your pregnant you can't go running around expecting that you'll be okay. I'd never let anything hurt you, but you're not even halfway through training yet. We don't know what were going to be up against. I could never put you in that kind of danger." Jace said and his body tensed. I frowned.

Me and Jace sat there locked in an embrace until Alec knocked on the door. I sighed. "Come in." Jace said speaking up.

The door opened slowly and Alec and Isabelle stepped in. They were both dressed in the usual Shadowhunting gear as well as Jace. Izzy and Alec smiled at me and I waved. Jace kissed my nose softly.

"Be careful." I managed to choke out. I watched as the three of them left Jace looked over his shoulder at me and winked before closing it behind him.

After they left I lay on the bed trying to sleep, but all I could think of was Simon. My Simon. Simon who had been my best friend since we were little kids. Simon who had been with me through anything. Simon who had a huge crush on me even when me and Jace were getting serious. Simon who was now a vampire thanks to me. Simon who had not taken my pregnancy well. Simon who I loved. Simon who I could tell anything too…or so I thought. Simon who I had not spoken to since about a month ago in the cafeteria. And that ended badly.

Jace and I sat at a small table in the corner. I took a small bite of my peanut butter and jelly sandwich and Jace frowned at his lunch. He didn't pack one and since he ate everything he had to get hot lunch which was gross. He pushed mashed potatoes around his plate with his spoon. I sighed and gave him my sandwich. He frowned even more. "Clary you need to eat you didn't really have anything this morning I'm fine eat your food."

My eyes met his and now it was my turn to frown. This made him smile. "Yes and your Jace. You never stop eating. You need to eat too I'm not eating all of my lunch I'm not hungry Jace I'm not going to eat if you're not." I said firmly putting my sandwich down. Jace laughed. "Clary you're so stubborn. One of the many things I love about you." I smiled.

"I love you Jace." Jace put his hand on my leg. "I love you too so much Clary." He took the sandwich and ate it gratefully. Jace coughed looking at the entryway to the cafeteria. I followed his gaze. Jace's hand tightened on my leg a lot to where it was almost painful. I bit my lip. What I saw I was not prepared for. I felt a rush of anger and some sadness too. And when the all too familiar pair of soft brown eyes looked at me. I couldn't look away. Looking back at me shocked was Simon.

I blinked three times. I felt tears enter my eyes. I was totally pissed at him for telling my mom about the baby. I tried to get up and go over and beat the shit out of him, but Jace sadly held me back. "Clary don't worry about it its okay." Jace said roughly. I glared at him. "Jace shut the hell up! That bitch had no place to be telling everyone it wasn't his job!" I snarled. I jumped up and made my way over to Simon who was now talking to Matt in the corner, but I knew he was watching me. I also knew Jace was right behind me ready to hold me back just in case.

"SIMON LEWIS WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU LITTLE BITCH I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU TOLD M MOM!" I yelled at him. Matt looked confused but I really didn't care.

"Clary she needed to know." Simon said cooly. I almost hit him. That's when Jace spoke up behind me. "Simon we understand that every one needed to know. We just found out. It wasn't your place to tell Clary's mother. Did you know Clary almost got kicked out of the house and the only reason she didn't was because she threatened to commit suicide?"

Simon looked shocked. I was shaking. Jace had a hold of my arm. "I I didn't think that would happen." Simon whispered. "WELL OF CORSE YOU DON'T BECAUSE YOU DON'T THINK! IT WASN'T YOU PLACE SIMON IF JACE WASN'T HOLDING ME BACK RIGHT NOW I WOULD HAVE CLAWED YOUR FACE OFF!" I yelled at him. "Clary I'd say I'm sorry, but I'm not. You were not going to tell your mom I know you. You'd wait until you were bigger and let everyone figure it out on their own. You're a selfish bitch." Simon said looking me in the eye.

Jace looked pissed.

"Simon don't talk to us anymore. If you try or come near our child when it's born you'll have a restraining order put on you do you understand me?" Jace hissed. Simon didn't even blink as he turned around and walked away. He acted like it was nothing. I guess our friendship wasn't important to him. No this wasn't like Simon something was wrong.

I cried and Jace was what was holding me up from crumpling on the floor and sobbing right there I just lost my best friend.

Thinking of it hurt. And every time I went to sleep I saw the memory flash back again. I was so tired though. I went to sleep that night without waiting up for Jace because I was so tired. I felt like crap. I fell into an easy sleep.

I was awaked about an hour later though to the smell of burning. I woke up and saw smoke clouded my vision. It was eleven. Jace wasn't home my mom wouldn't be. I was home by myself.

I walked into the hallway and saw a huge flame. The only things I was able to think was that the Institute was on fire and there was no one here to help me.

Sorry for cliffhanger, but next chapter MIGHT be up tomorrow! There will be more Clary and Jace action too :) hope you liked it I know Simon seemed very OOC, but you will find out soon! Until next time…R&R!