OH MY GOD I'M SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO UPDATE! I HAVN'T HAD A LOT OF TIME LATELY AND I WENT ON A SCHOOL TRIP TO OHIO FOR BAND! I'M DEFINATLY NOT GOING TO KEEP YOU WAITING ANY LONGER SO HERE'S CHAPTER 9!

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We didn't sleep that night. We left Magnus's house at three a.m. Jace made him try to find out where he sent Jonathan to. It turns out he sent Jonathan to an unknown place in Russia. They said he wouldn't be back for a while, but he was raised by Valentine so I knew that was just to keep me from getting scared. But I was.

When we got back to the Institute, we tried to go to sleep. My mind was running fast thinking about what had happened that day. Also I was scared that if I went to sleep the face I would see in my mind belonged to Jonathan. Jace stayed up with me. Only he was trying not to fall asleep. He knew how scared I was and held me.

"Clary it'll be okay I promise he'll never touch you." Jace whispered in my ear. I turned to face him, with tears running down my face. "It won't be okay though Jace." I whimpered. "He wants something, he'll be back and he won't be caught off guard this time. I'm scared of what might happen." I whispered crying into Jace's neck.

Jace's arms tightened around me. "It will be okay. He will NOT touch you ever. Clary I love you so much I won't let anything happen to you." Jace said in a strained voice. He leaned forward and his lips brushed ageist my forehead.

We stayed like that, locked in an embrace. And having Jace next to me made me feel more comfortable, but I was still scared. It made it even worse that we didn't know what Jonathan wanted. What if Valentine was back to? What are we going to do then?

At ten in the morning Jace fell asleep. I loved to watch him sleep although I would never admit it to him. In his sleep he didn't look like that fierce warrior getting ready for battle. It showed the gentle side of him that I'd fallen for.

Since Jace was asleep I tried to sleep too. After an hour of tossing and turning I finally fell asleep.

When I woke up Jace was gone. I went to the bathroom and then walked downstairs to the kitchen. Alec was sitting at the table wearing a lazy pair of gray sweatpants and a blue T-shirt. Jace was eating a sandwich. Alec smiled at me, but I could see the worry in it. I smiled back at him though. Jace opened his arms to me and I walked into them, sitting on his lap. The Institute looked like there had been no fire. I would say maybe it was a dream, but I'm pretty sure things wouldn't be so tense if it was. Jace saw how tense I was and rubbed my back soothingly.

Isabelle came into the room wearing a red camisole and a pair of black skinny jeans. Her hair was brushed and laid flatly down her back. "Hey guys." Isabelle said almost happily. I was too tired to talk so I just smiled at her. Jace took another bite of his sandwich and then offered me it.

I took it gratefully, and took a bite out of it. It tasted funny. I knew the nauseas was coming before it hit and I ran to the nearest bathroom with Jace on my heels. I leaned over the toilet, and Jace held my hair back. Ten minutes later I was done. I was sweating and out of breath. I sat flushed the toilet and sat back ageist the wall with my head in between my legs. I was crying silently.

"Clary are you okay?" Jace asked in a gentle voice. I shook my head no. Mentally I was scared. Physically I was having a baby. I'm sixteen. I feel like I got run over by a truck and my stomach hurt.

I cried into Jace's shirt. God I was crying a lot these days. I hated feeling weak, but I guess sometimes you can't do everything by yourself. Jace picked me up bridal style and took me to our room. He laid me on the bed and told me he'd be right back. I heard him come in and I looked up, but instead of Jace standing over me it was my mom.

"Oh Clary…" My mom sighed. I hugged her tightly. I let go after a minute and lay back down. I heard her and Jace talking quietly in a corner. "Should this be happening?" Jace asked. He sounded like he was on the verge of tears. "Jace I think you should take Clary to the doctor. Morning sickness is one thing, but she's under too much stress between school, the baby, Simon, and now Jonathan. You couldn't even imagine it. Here's my advice take her to the hospital first thing tomorrow." I heard Jace start to but in, but my mom cut him off. "Jace I'm not joking. Clary's sick if you care about her, do this for her." My mom said in a firm voice. I heard the door close meaning my mom left.

I heard the bed squeak next to me as Jace laid down. I turned over so I could look at him. I wasn't prepared for it.

Gorgeous golden Jace who looked and had the blood of an angel was crying. He looked so lost and helpless. I'd never seen Jace cry before. Now I was even more scared. I was crying too. Jace opened his mouth to say something, but then closed it. "Oh, Jace what are we going to do?" I asked in a small voice. Jace didn't say anything he looked at me with tears still running down his face slowly. He shook his head. "Clary I don't know." Jace said slowly. He pulled me close to him. I didn't care, that this was the only thing he could do right now to comfort me. He was so sad it made me want to cry more.

We stayed close together as the tears from both of us slowly stopped. I ran my hands through his hair.

"Clary I think I should take you to a doctor." Jace said strained. I frowned. "Why?" I asked even though I knew the answer. Jace was all gentleness. "Because I care about you and I want to make sure your okay. You seem like something's wrong all the time and I want to fix it in whatever way I can." Jace said breathing heavily.

"Jace, I don't know if I want to know what's wrong what if it's bad." I said softly. Jace winced at the thought. "Then were going to find out what we can do to fix it." Jace said gently. "Jace I love you. Don't ever leave me okay? I love you too much." I said softly. "I'd never leave you. Not ever. You're my Clary okay? God what did I ever do to deserve to love you so much?" Jace asked laughing softly. I smiled. "You didn't do anything I'm just so happy we found each other. I said softly and Jace patted my belly softly.

Well I hope you liked it. I know it wasn't my best writing but it was all I could do for now :(

In the next chapter Jace will take Clary to the doctor. Well hope you enjoyed it. Bye bye for now, and until next time.

-turtlepancakes535