hey everyone im glad to be back :) i had a lot of stuff going on but im a lot better now so ill be back to updating again you don't know how sorry i am but i don't know if anyone wants to know what was wrong so i won't say but lets just leave it at im happy everyone is enjoyig my story and im thrilled to be able to write again thank you to anyone who has been reading commenting and listing this or me as a favorite it means sooo much to me it wont be a super long chapter but hey im happy to be here and get something out to you guys i might be able to update again on friday but we will have to see my schedule 3 once again thank you

"Clary!" I heard a yell. It wasn't Jonathan in front of me anymore and i was no longer with him.

I took a deep breathe and looked around. I was my room. Jace was at my side looking terrified and holding my hands.

"Oh Jace!" I whispered trying not to cry.

He took me into his arms. "What happened angel?" He asked me rocking me back and forth.

I bit my lip to keep from breaking down sobbing. I grabbed onto his tight blue shirt and tried to remember it was just a dream and that everything was okay. The only one here right now with me was Jace.

"I had a bad dream. It was one about Jonathan." I said letting a tear fall down my face and splashing onto Jace's shirt.

"Sweetie he won't get to you. You know that for him to hurt you he would have to go through me first! And I'm tough the asshole can't get past me!" Jace said winking.

But even though I liked seeing Jace being protective over me and the baby I still had thoughts that I knew Jonathan could get passed Jace. He's done it before he could do it again. And plus I don't want to see Jace get hurt. Yeah he was right he's tough, but that doesn't matter if Jonathan is tougher.

Jace kissed my cheek.

"Clary baby are you wanting to go back to bed? Or do you want to stay up yet?" He asked me rubbing my back.

"I have to pee all of a sudden hold on I'll be back in a moment." I choked out then waddled over to the bathroom. I heard Jace chuckle at the fact that the baby was making me have to go pee in such a loving moment we were having. I was getting huge. I can't wait to have this baby, but I can't wait to be skinny again!

I quickly went to the bathroom then ran a brush through my knotted hair and washed my hands. I opened the door and stepped out and saw Jace was sitting up waiting for me to come back to bed.

"Are you okay Clare?" Jace asked me as I got back into our bed.

I sighed. "I'll be okay I mean right now I'm terrified I'll have another dream about Jonathan, but I know I need sleep because of the baby. I'm just scared Jace I don't know what to do. in the dream he threatned me." I said tearing up again.

"Oh baby he won't hurt you don't worry it was just a bad dream. Your going to go back to bed and have dreams about what it will be like when our baby's born. No more bad dreams. And if you do have one your guardian angel is laying right beside you, and he won't let anyone hurt you. You mean far to much to him for him to see you in pain." Jace said giving me his one of a kind smile.

I gave him a small smile and nodded before laying down. Jace lay down with me. He held my hand and before I knew it I was asleep.