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Olivia made it to her apartment in record time. As soon as she got home, she changed into an over sized t-shirt and collapsed on to her bed. The tears started to cascade down her face. Seeing Maureen was like a knife stabbing into her chest. Those perfect blue eyes, that she adored and dreamed of for years brought back so many painful memories. Olivia and Elliot, Benson and Stabler, Liv and El. Friends forever and ever or so she thought. It's funny how someone who made you smile so much in your life can bring so much pain too. Olivia's phone lit up, the name on the screen was Amanda.

The guys told me what happened. If you need to vent, I'm only a call away. Stay strong.

Olivia crawled up into a ball and continued to cry. It must have been hours before she finally fell asleep.

~ Monday Morning, SVU Precinct~

'She ran out of there so fast Nick, as if she was running after a perp or something.' Amanda said as she finished explaining to Nick about what happened on Friday night.

'Is she coming in today?' Amaro asked, seeming a little concerned about his partner.

'She didn't call out. I'm sure she will be here. Probably with a fake smile though.' Fin said.

As soon as that was said, Olivia walked in the precinct doors with an obvious fake smile on her face. Her eyes still looked red, and there were bags under her eyes.

'Morning guys!' Olivia said with a little too much excitement. Damn it I sound too happy. She thought to herself.

'Morning Liv how was your weekend?' Nick walked up to her desk as she was putting her stuff away.

'It was good, I slept a lot. How was D.C? How are Zara and Maria?' Olivia looked up with a smile on her face.

'The girls are good. Maria is thinking about coming back. She hates that Zara only gets to see me once or twice a month.'

'That's good...Shit!' Liv screamed as she spilt hot coffee on her shirt. 'Damn it, I hope I have an extra shirt upstairs to change into.' She excused herself and walked upstairs to her locker. Suddenly, those crystal blue eyes walked through the doors.

'Hi, can I help you?' Nick walked up to the blonde hair and blue eyed girl.

'I'm looking for Detective Olivia Benson.' She replied.

'Hey Maureen! Wow you have grown up a lot since the last time I saw you.' Fin said, walking up to Maureen and embraced her in a hug.

'Nice to see you Fin. Is Liv here? 'She asked, hoping that Olivia was somewhere in the building.

'She is Mo, but I don't know if it's a good idea to talk to her.' Fin said with a sad look on his face.

'Why not?' Maureen looked sad.

'After everything that happened with your father and her. It just isn't a good idea.' Fin explained.

'I want to speak to Olivia. It's her choice if she wants to speak to me or not. Not yours!' She was starting to get frustrated.

'Please Maureen; Olivia has been through a lot. The last thing she needs is to see you.' Before she could respond to Fin, Olivia interrupted.

'Fin stop, I've got this. Maureen let's go talk in private. 'Olivia led Maureen into one of the empty interrogation rooms.

'You see me at the bar and you don't even say anything. You just run away!' Maureen screamed, shocking Liv.

'Mo, honey, relax. I was just shocked and surprised. I haven't seen any of you in a very long time.'

'And whose fault is that? After the shooting daddy couldn't bear to ever come back here. You should have done something!'

'I did everything I could do! I called your dad countless of times. He never responded to any of my calls. I wasn't going to run after him. I thought he would finally be happy. You know being home with your mother and finally having time to be a father. I didn't want to interrupt that.'

'Olivia you are his family. I consider you more of a mother then my own mother. You could have come over to the house. Ever since the shooting, daddy has been a mess. The complete opposite of happy, he's been miserable.'

'Maureen, he hurt me so much. I couldn't deal with seeing him ever again. He could have came to my apartment to talk; he could have answered his phone. But he didn't and that's not my fault! So don't stand there and put all the blame on me! I did nothing fucking wrong. Your father is to blame for all this shit! If he never shot that girl everything would be fine!' She screamed at her, regretting the words right after they came out of her mouth. Maureen stood there shocked. Olivia never ever yelled like that at her before.

'Daddy shot that girl to save you Liv! He told me that the girl was randomly shooting around the office and that he would never forgive himself if she had killed you!' She said with tears rolling down her face. 'Liv don't you get it, daddy loves you! More than a friend, he loves you more than he ever loved my mom. He cared for you Olivia. He still does now too. Just because he didn't answer your phone calls, doesn't mean he hasn't stopped thinking about you.'

'I love your father very much Maureen. I still do now. But it's too late now. I've moved on. I'm 45 years old. I don't have time to wait around until your father grows the balls to confront me.'

'Maybe it was a bad idea coming here. I came here thinking that maybe I could convince you to seeing him again. Just one last time, but I guess getting through your thick skull is a lot harder than I expected.' She started to walk towards the door but Olivia grabbed her arm and pulled her into a hug.

'Thank you for coming here. But I don't know if I could ever confront your father again. He has my number though and so do you. And if either of you ever needed anything you know you could call me.' She said as she wiped the tears off Maureen's face.

'Thanks Liv, I have to go now. I have a lunch date with my boyfriend.'

'Is that the guy I saw at the bar the other night?'

'Yeah, that's him. His names Anthony, we've been dating for almost 3 years. '

'He better treat you right, or I might have to go bad ass Benson on his ass.'

'He treats me perfectly. Bye Liv, take care of yourself okay.'

'I will honey, you do the same. Remember if you need anything you let can always call me.'

Maureen walked out of the room said a quick good bye to everyone and left. Olivia fixed her make up that had smeared after a few tears escaped her eyes and walked back towards the desks.

'Is everything okay?' Fin asked a little concerned after hearing all the yelling.

'You let me deal with the Stabler's myself do you understand me? I am a big girl Fin, I can handle them myself. '

'I was just protecting you Liv.'

'I don't need protecting from a 25 year old girl!'

'Enough guys, Amaro Benson we got a body at NYU. She's being transported now, meet her at the hospital. The rest of you get back to work. '

Olivia sighed and walked out of the doors. She was 45 years old and could protect herself just fine. She has been doing it for most of her life.

Next chapter: Liv gets a call in the middle of some bed action. Who is she sleeping with? Whose on the phone? When does Elliot show up?

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