Still can't wait until March 10! Can't WAIT! Anyways there's two songs that are going to be used in this chapter, both by one of my favorite bands The All-American Rejects. Two of their songs fit this and I want to use it. First one is 'It Ends Tonight' and then 'Move Along'. If you haven't heard of it, listen.
Kendall's POV
I was walking with Logan home, until James came and drag him away to an alley. i roll my eyes. What problem did he got himself into now? I started walking slowly forward to the alley, seeing that his problem is. I peer my head him and I saw them making out! Oh my god! Then screaming girls are heard. The sound increase as it gets closer and decrease as it's gone. They pull away and started saying something to each other but I can't hear since it's all a mutter to me. Logan let out a sigh and shrieks my name when he sees me.
"Kendall!" He shrieks. James turns around.
What did you see?" James ask nervously.
"Nothing, just seeing my best friend and my boyfriend kissing." I say in a stern voice, crossing my arms. I was masking my feelings. To them, they see me giving them a blank expression, but inside, it hurts, a lot.
"Kendall, it's not what you think!"
"Oh, so I didn't see James kiss you for protection?" I'm not sure who kisses who first, but I just say whatever comes out of my mouth.
"Oh, never mind then."
I roll his eyes and walk away. "Kendall, wait!" I heard Logan calls. I keep on walking, no stopping. "Kendall, it's not what it looks like."
"No, I'm cool Logan, James kissed you. Who cares, he's an idiot anyways, he will do something stupid like that." I answer. Although, it's a lie. But it is true James' an idiot, but James will never kiss my boyfriend, or at least, my now ex-boyfriend.
I got home, not saying another word to Logan. He went home. I did my homework and other routines I always do after school. After I'm done with everything, I usually hanging out with Logan, but not anymore.
Your subtleties, they strangle me. I can't explain myself at all. And all the wants. And all the needs. All I don't want to need at all.
The next night I lay on my bed all depress, staring at the ceiling. At night.
The walls start breathing. My mind's unweaving. Maybe it's best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted on this evening. I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight. It ends tonight.
I didn't go to school today. I don't want to and I'm too upset, I only go to school for Logan, if he's not there, there's no reason to go. If not for him, I will go for my education. I don't like it, but I have to.
"Hey Big Brother."
I didn't have to turn to see who it is. "Hey Baby Sis."
"Heart broken?"
"How do you know that?" I ask staring at her.
"Usually, at this time, you and Logan will be doing something together and since he's not here and you're all upset, that means you guys are broken up."
"Well, not exactly, Logan doesn't know we are, yet."
"Okay, tell me what happen."
"Logan and I were walking home and James came and drag Logan to an alley then I saw them kissing!"
"That's it?"
"Yep."
"Did Logan resist it?"
"No."
"Did James kiss him first?"
"I don't know!"
"Dump him! Dump Logan HARD!"
"I can't do that Katie! Logan is too sensitive and I still like him!"
"Really, then I got nothing. Sorry Kendall, I don't get the whole teenage dating relationship thing, so yeah."
"It's fine."
"Goodnight."
"Night." And she walks out and I continue to stare at the ceiling.
A falling star. Least I fall alone. I can't explain what you can't explain. You're finding things that you didn't know. I look at you with such disdain.
The walls start breathing, My mind's unweaving. Maybe it's best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted on this evening. I give the final blow.
I know what I got to do. I sat back up.
When darkness turns to light. It ends tonight, it ends tonight. Just a little insight won't make this right. It's too late to fight It ends tonight, it ends tonight.
I got on the computer and log on to my Facebook account. I change my profile picture to me and Katie. I got back to my profile, thinking about what to write on my wall. I can't think of anything. I look at my relationship status.
In a relationship with Logan Mitchell
I stare at it and look down. Feeling ashamed.
Now I'm on my own side. It's better than being on your side. It's my fault when you're blind. It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside. Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight, it ends tonight. Just a little insight won't make this right. It's too late to fight.
It ends tonight.
It ends when darkness turns to light. It ends tonight, it ends tonight. Just a little insight won't make this right. It's too late to fight, it ends tonight.
It ends tonight.
"Sorry Logan, but I have to do this." I say and change my status to single.
When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.
*Click*
Logan's POV
No, this can't be happening. He's not single! He is masking his pain from me. This has to be a mistake, although, he did see us together. I guess it's for the best. okay, that's it, I'm going to threaten James tomorrow if he doesn't tell Kendall the truth.
Wow, people are commenting it right away!
Aw, what happen to you and Logan?- Lucy Stone
What happen to you guys?- Carlos Garcia
You guys are a cute couple until now.- Camille Roberts
Good job :)- Jett Stetson
Shut up! I hate you! -Kendall Knight
Carlos Garcia, Lucy Stones, and 10 others likes this.
What's up man?- James Diamond
After reading James' comment, I started to get furious and commented
Shut up James, you did this to me!- Logan Mitchell
Hey Logan! What's up buddy?- James Diamond
You bastard!- Logan Mitchell
Whoa, whoa, whoa! What's going on! How come Logan and Kendall broke up?- Jo Taylor
Ask the perfect hair idiot- Logan Mitchell.
Logan, I told you, it's almost the dance and a lot of girls want to go with me and end up chasing me so I have no choice but to kiss you. -James Diamond
That's stupid- Carlos Garcia
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Whatever :( -James Diamond
I close my laptop and went to bed. I don't feel like doing anything right now
The next day at lunch, I continuously stab my tray of spaghetti with a fork. Imaging it as James who I want to kill for what he did. I saw Kendall but didn't dare to sit next to him in any classes. But it's hard to avoid him since he's my partner in Home Ec. The thing is, even though Kendall is mad at me, he didn't hurt me physical. I try to avoid eye contact with him during lunch as well, but it's hard since I'm sitting at the same table as him. I would move to another table, but they are taken.
It's been a week and now it's Thursday. It's been 9 days since Kendall and I broke up. This week is miserable. Every time I'm in school, I got harassed by different people, ignored, and people come up to me making me do their damn homework and threaten me they will hurt me if I refused. It happens every day now, even when Kendall is in school, I ask for help, but it looks like he didn't noticed me! Carlos and James try to help, mostly Carlos, and it works... sometimes. Everything is back to normal at the beginning when Kendall's not there to protect me.
I still have friends though, better than before. But only James, Carlos, Lucy, Jo, and Camille are my friends. Dak, Stephanie, and other people that were my friends, I'm not sure, we just don't socialized much anymore.
I also found out the real reason why the school listens to Kendall. Yes, he scares people by threatening them and actually hurt them if they don't listen. But the ones that are his friends, he just hangs around with them and they like it. So technically, people do like Kendall, but he scares people whenever someone enters his bad side.
Kendall's POV
It's been 9 days. 9 FUCKIN' DAYS! I can't live like this! My life starts to get horrible! I get yelled at by teachers and coaches for either not paying attention or doing something wrong! I lose every practice games! I'm always late for classes! And PEOPLE PISS ME OFF REALLY BAD! I don't know why my life is now fucked up. I'm really pissed all of a sudden, all the time in school. Why?
Worse of all, whenever I'm in the hallways, I always pass by somewhere were Logan is and see him get beat up from afar. Making wince every time I see it happening. I really wanted to help but... I just can't. Yes, we're broken up, in my mind, but he's still friends... who try to avoid each other... it's hard to explain.
Logan's POV
One hard and painful day in school is over. I grab my stuff and run out of the building as far and fast as possible. I can't get pounded again. Somehow, being with Kendall is the best time of my life. That's when, everything gets better. Now he's gone and everything starts off at the beginning again. I stop at the alley. I lean against the brink wall, and cry my eyes out. The pain, the suffering, its coming back to haunt me!
Kendall's POV
James, Carlos, and I are walking and talking together, well, James and Carlos were but I keep my mouth shut. Tomorrow's the Spring Dance and I have no date. Should I forgive him and date him again?
I heard crying from a distance.
"Do you hear that?" James ask. "Sounds like wailing" Wailing? It's not even wailing, more like a soft cry.
"Sounds like Logan." Carlos says
"Let's go!" They run off to the alley. I just walk. When I got there, I saw James and Carlos comforting Logan. I hide. I peek in and look at him.
He's so helpless. His face is messed up with blood and bruises all over the place. People think that since I'm not around Logan it means they can do whatever they want? Yeah right! I want to help him, but I just can't. I'm scared.
Since I'm not going to help him, I'm going to face the fact that this is what it got to be. Life is just so difficult without him.
Go ahead as you waste your days with you fall everyone stands. Another day and you've had your fill of sinking with the life held in your... Hands are shaking cold. These hands are meant to hold.
I started walking away slowly back home with my head down and my hands in my pockets.
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong. Move along, move along like I know you do. And even when your hope is gone, move along, move along just to make it through, move along,move along.
So a day when you've lost yourself completely could be a night when your life ends. Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving, all the pain held in your... Hands are shaking cold. Your hands are mine to hold.
I got home and lay on my bed, like I always do when I'm depress. Doing that to Logan might be the biggest mistake of my entire life!
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong. Move along, move along like I know you do. And even when your hope is gone move along, move along just to make it through.Move along.
When everything is wrong, we move along.When everything is wrong, we move along, along, along, along!
When all you got to keep is strong. Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone. Move along, move along just to make it through!
When all you got to keep is strong. Move along, move along like I know you do. And even when your hope is gone move along, move along just to make it through!
When all you got to keep is strong.Move along, move along like I know you do. And even when your hope is gone move along, move along just to make it through!
Right back what is wrong, we move along!
Right back what is wrong, we move along!
Right back what is wrong, we move along!
My move is a mistake. I'm going to change it now.
Logan's POV
On my computer again.
Carlos wrote something on his wall a few seconds ago.
Let's video chat everybody! :D
Comments
I'm in- Camille Roberts
Me too- James Diamond
So am I- Jo Taylor
Sure, I'll chat with Carlos.
I'm so in!- Logan Mitchell
Not joining- Kendall Knight
Aw, why not? We have one more space left to make a 6-way chat- Carlos Garcia
Carlos, you know why- Kendall Knight
Oh...- Carlos Garcia.
I bet he's not joining because of me. He doesn't want to talk to me. I turn on my video camera and join the chat group with James, Carlos, Camille, and Jo.
"Hey guys!" Jo greets
"Best friends!" Carlos cheers
"Okay... weird." Camille says awkwardly
"Wait, why did Kendall's joining our chat?" James ask "He just said that he's not joining."
"Let's confirm him to join!" Carlos says happily.
"NO, NO, NO, NO!" I scream
"Too late."
I put my head down and slap my forehead. "God damn it!"
"Hey Logan."I heard his voice. Oh no.
I slip out of my seat. "Oof!" Purpose action really.
"Logan, you alright?"
"I'm fine." I groan.
"We'll leave you two alone." Camille says. I heard a click. Oh, no, did she just log out of the chat?
"Me too, good luck Logan." Now Jo's out.
""Have fun buddy!" Carlos out.
"Have fun lovebird!"
"No wait!" I shot up but James has log off of the video chat. "Is this some kind of joke? Were you guys planning this this whole time?" NO! "Shit, they're gone." I mumble.
"So, Logan, the dance is tomorrow and you want to go with me again?"
"Kendall, I-"
"Check my status."
Okay... I got back and look at his status.
The picture of me and him is back. And...
Kendall Knight is in a relationship with Logan Mitchell.
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I smile. "When did you change it?"
"After school."
"Oh," My tone is unpleasant.
"I'm not lying about it. I really want you back."Kendall says.
"Is there a reason?" I ask cautiously.
" Let's just say, my life is completely different without you."
"Same."
" So?"
"So?"
"Want to get back together?"
"Okay!" In the outside, I was ecstatic, but inside, I was being my pessimistic, cautious, worry self. What if it's really a trick? I gotta find out for sure, at the dance tomorrow and afterward.
"I love you Logan!"
"I love you too Kendall."
"Can't wait 'til the dance tomorrow."
"Same." I fake smile. I am far out from being psyched about the dance tomorrow.
Done with this chapter. What do you think? Happy ending huh? Well, not exactly, Logan is still too cautious, just like when Kendall try to protect him. Well, let's see what's going to happen next in the next chapter, the dance! Stay tune and review!