Sup peeps? Again, sounding stupid. Anyways, in the last chapter, it was a crazy ending right? Well, if you don't get it, here's a recap.

Recap: Logan found out that his dad is coming home again. Not really have to tell Kendall, he calls the police after seeing Logan about to be harm. Now Mr. Mitchell is behind bars for all eternity. But Logan still feels out of place. He wants people to like him. And thinks people like him because of Kendall. But after Kendall, Carlos, and James haven't hang out with him in a week because they were busy, Logan still get ignored and harassed in school. He gets tired of living so we think about committing suicide again.

But I realized something, I made a mistake. I mean I was suppose to italicized the last part when it was Kendall's last POV in the last chapter but I'm gonna change that, right now, read and you will know why I italicized it. Read NOW!

Kendall's POV

(Dreaming)

"I feel bad." James sigh

"Me too. We haven't hang out with Logan for the past week."

"Yeah, we were too busy with hockey practice, clubs, and detention."

"And babysitting."

"You babysit?"

"For Katie, I have to since Kendall is too overprotective. Am I right?" I ignore Carlos' question."Anyways, he also told us to back off."

"He was pissed that time."

I really miss Logan. Yes, one reason why I didn't hang out with him for a while is because I'm busy, but also... I have a feeling he want me to back off because he think I'm just his bodyguard. He thinks people likes him because of me.

I'm in verge of going to his house to apologies for not being with him for a while. Even though I don't feel like going.

"Hey, let's go to Logan's house guys!" Thank you Carlos!

We all run to his house. Carlos started to hastily pressing the doorbell.

"Carlos, stop." James instruct

"Okay!"

We wait for a while. No answer.

"Maybe no one's home." Well duh James!

"Then why is the light on?" I ask then walk to the window to see what's going on.

There I see Logan in the kitchen holding something and taking something out. He put it on the counter and search some more. I look closer. I see pills. He takes pills? Wait, this isn't any ordinary pills, are those drug pills? And is that a knife next to it? What is he doing with that? Then Logan came back with a gun and put the knife and pills in his arms.

"No... no, no, no, no, no, no, NO!"

"What's going on in there Kendall?" Carlos ask

"We gotta get inside before it's too late!"

"The window!"

We run to the back of the house and climb in through the window. We saw Logan running in his room and we run after. Then he slam the door and lock it.

"This can't be good." James whisper.

All three of us started banging at the door forcefully and boisterously screaming his name and tell him to open the door.

"LOGAN! Open this door!" Carlos yells

"Open the freakin' door Logan!" James hollers.

"Logan, please let us in! We know what you're doing and it won't help!" I pleads.

"LOGAN!"

This can't happen! Why is Logan want to kill himself again? Is he tired of living? Does he want to be with me anymore? he keep on banging and banging until our hands bleed.

"Logan, please open the door if you don't; Kendall's gonna cry!" James yells

"No I'm not gonna, James!" I scream at him.

"Really?"

"Does anyone see my helmet?" Carlos ask digging in his bag.

"CARLOS! NOT NOW!" James and I yell at him.

"I'm gonna do something!

No Logan, please don't kill yourself, don't die. Tears slid down my cheek.

"See, Kendall, you are crying."

"SHUT UP JAMES!"

"Logie makes Kenny a happy boy." He tease

"SHUT THE HELL UP JAMES!"

"Oh, found it." Carlos put his helmet on his head. "Now best friends, back away." We back up and he head-butted the door down! Great! We run in and we heard a gunshot.

I saw that the gunshot had hit Logan left side of his body! I fell on my knees and sob.

"Someone call 911!" Carlos scream.

"Got it!" James pick of his phone and call

After a while, the paramedics carry Logan on a stretcher.

"Logan!" I got to his side. He close his eyes hard, groaning in pain, holding his left side over the gunshot wound."Logan! LOGAN! TALK TO ME! PLEASE!"I cry.

"He'll be okay son" One of the paramedics put his hands on my shoulder.

"Let's go to the hospital." James says and we all go in his car and try to beat the ambulance to the hospital. Logan come on! Why did you try to commit suicide again? Did you care about me? Do you love me at all? Why did you do it Logan? Why?

(Stop Dream)

I scream in my sleep, I keep kicking. I scream some more. Someone help me out of this nightmare!

"Kendall! Wake up!"

I shoot up hitting my forehead on something... or someone. "Ow!" We both squeals. I open my eyes and rub my forehead, seeing Carlos right in front of me also in pain.

"Ha, that was funny, do it again!" James laugh.

"No!" Carlos and I yell.

"What were you screaming about?" Carlos ask

"I have a nightmare."I answer

"About..."

" Logan killed himself with a gun."

"Yeah... okay, we're late for school, let's go... wait, why do I care?"

"Who let you in my house?"

"Katie." James answers.

"Where's Logan?"

"I don't know."

"Come on Kendall! Just try to make time to talk to him and see him in school. He seems lonely. You're missing him so much that you end up having nightmare about... Logan committing suicide?"

"Hey, that seems real!" I hisses.

"Let's go before we're late!"

Skip to 7pm

"Let's go to Logan's house guys." Thank you Carlos. Wait, is this... a repeat? Is this one of my déjà vu moments? Is there a rewind button? I started moving my hands around my surroundings all I can feel and see was James and Carlos next to me.

"Damn Kendall, what the hell?" Carlos ask

"Just making sure this is not a dream."

"Well, it's not." James snaps.

We started doing the same thing in my dream. Carlos ringing the bell hastily, I look at the window, same thing, the gun, the pills, the knife. We got in the same way, the window. Same speech.

Carlos got his helmet and head butted the door down, but everything got switch around when I heard the trigger. Like everything that happened in my dream was real, but now, it got switched, its irony, it's a twist in life, a big switch-a-roo.

Logan's POV (What Really Happened)

I accidentally pull the trigger. The gunshot sound causing my eyes to open wide with surprise, along with James. Carlos is lost not understand what just happen... until now.

I stare wide-eye at Kendall who's sobbing, either in pain or an unpleasant surprise.

"Oh... my... god." I says slowly. "What have I done?"

"Dude..." James stare at me speechlessly.

"Did you just..." Carlos starts

James rush up to me and grip my sides, shaking me vigorously "WHAT THE FUCK LOGAN? YOU JUST MURDERED YOUR DAMN BOYFRIEND!" Did he just call Kendall my 'damn' boyfriend?

"No, he's still alive." Carlos says.

"Oh... James, let me go!"He hesitate to let go of me, but he did, and I run to Kendall's side who's on his knees, curled down, clutching his tummy.

"Kendall? Kendall!"

"Logan?" He groan looking up slowly, tears in his eyes. I can tell that those are tears of pain.

"You alright?"

"I don't know, does this look bad?" He slowly let go of his stomach, showing his bloody wound. My eye wide even bigger, if its possible. I just hope he doesn't have an embolism.

~~~Skip to the hospital.~~~

Damn, Damn, DAMN! What have I done? I am so damn retarded! Why did I think about trying to kill myself in the first place? Who cares if I'm invisible and who cares if people hates me! Oh wait... I do! Or at least, did. If I haven't got that gun and about to destroy myself, then Kendall wouldn't have been in this emergency room!

I'm sitting on the chair in the waiting room with James and Carlos. I lean my head on Carlos' shoulder. He is sitting too with his hands cup together on his lap, looking down. James was pacing back and forth. Mrs. Knight and Katie came later on. Then my mom.

"Logan, what happen?" Mrs. Knight glare at me. I shrink. Her glare creeps me out. She must have known what happens. But if so, she should know it was an accident.

"I was... I was... I didn't mean to..." I stumble to say.

"Kendall takes a bullet for him." Carlos protects. I glance at him. Since when did he say something that makes scene and lie?

"You're lying." Katie says.

"How do you know?"

"I just do."

"Kendall Knight?" All five of us stands up. James stop pacing. We all stare at the male doctor.

"How is he?" Mrs. Knight ask

"No problems, we have to look out for embolisms ." The doctor says, I felt like fainting when I heard that. In fact, I felt light headed, I can't breathe it's like the breath I was taking eventually stopped its tour in my mouth. I end up falling back, but Carlos caught me before I could get close to the floor.

"He's gonna die, he's gonna die, he's gonna die." I keep whisper to myself. This is what I hate. A gunshot can leave to embolism.

"No he's not." Carlos tells me. " Now, what's an embolism?"

"It's a condition in which an artery is blocked by an embolus, usually a blood clot formed at one place in the circulation and then lodging in another" The doctor explain.

"Oh..." Carlos smiles then look at me. "Put it in hockey terms for me Logie."

"Well, imagine the blood as a puck and the clot is the goalie. If the blood can't get through, then they lose or die. That's the only way I can explain it to you now since I... I'm gonna... lightheaded."

"Oh... I get it now!" Wow Carlos. Just wow.

Then a female doctor came and told the male doctor something.

"I know but we... sure well, get him out of there and to a room."

Then she left.

"Okay, Kendall's awake and you can visit him now. You can go in room 211 in about eight minutes." Then he left.

After about eight minutes he came back and usher us to room 211.

We can see Kendall's awake. I decided to go in myself.

"Logan."

"Hi Kendall. How are you feeling?"

"Surprisingly, not in pain."

I stare at him, looking at his bandaged wound. My eyes get teary again. "I am so sorry Kendall." I started crying. "I'm so sorry I shoot you. Carlos scares me and it cause me to pull it and-" I sob

"Hey hey, come down okay? It was an accident. I know. I was scared you shoot yourself. Come here." He scoot over and I lay on the hospital bed with him. I cry on him. "Shhh, it's okay, it's an accident. I'm alright, I'm not gone just yet. If you're gone, then I'll go with you."

"I didn't mean it."

"I know baby, I know."

Done with this chapter? So? What do you think? Sorry for the idiotic mistake and confusion, but it's fine. Right? Well, Review! If you don't get anything or have any questions, PM me. :) Bye! Laters!