The WOOT WOOT CAN YOU believe IT? ANOTHER CHAPTER? WE ARE BLESSED. Sorry. I had to get that out of my system. Not much excitement will be in this one bbuuttt whatever. :) So here it is.

"Why didn't you save me? Why, why, why, WHY, WHY, WHY?"

I woke up, sweat pouring down my face. I wrapped my arms around myself and pulled my knees up to my chest. The same nightmare; only this time the voices were louder and the monsters were even more disgusting. I flung the blankets off, avoiding waking up Cay and Hellhound who were sleeping next to me. I walked to the little bathroom, my pills in hand. I took the pills that were supposed to counter all these dark things in my mind but it seemed like they didn't work.

I splashed the water onto my face and looked at myself in the mirror. The dark circles under my eyes were getting darker. "Damn it, just for once I would like to sleep a whole night," I mumbled to myself. I looked over and read on the clock what time it was, six-thirty in the morning. Sami was supposed to be getting up soon.

I walked back towards the bed and sat down, pulling out my phone. I smiled when I saw the picture of Dean as my background. "Oh. That's right. I forgot he was real," I said to myself, giggling. But then I began to think of how my chances were slim when it came to whining him over. A frown came onto my face as I continued to think of the depressing thoughts. He would only want to sleep with me if there was any attraction at all.

I ran my fingers through my hair and looked around. "Well I can dream can't I?" I asked no one in particular. I then decided to think of how it would be if he would fall in love with me. This made me happy again. Just imagining him holding me in his arms and whispering that he loved me made the biggest smile cross my face. But I would never tell him that. He would probably just mock me and I refuse to give him any ammunition against me!

I heard Sami begin to stir as she arose from her slumber.

"Morning star shine. The Earth says hello," I said, quoting one of my favorite movies. She groggily opened her eyes.

She mumbled a morning and made her way to the bathroom to get ready for her school. Ugh, school. I was still wishing that she had let me kick the door down.

I heard the noise of the shower start as I sighed yet again. I looked towards my dog, Hellhound, and began to pet him. He was still asleep.

I then noticed Cay begin to stir in her sleep. I raised an eyebrow at my groaning friend. And then the oddest, most shocking thing ever happened. She spoke.

"I gotta pee..." She grumbled. She sat up and started making her way over to the bathroom but I stopped her.

"Sami is already in there."

"Damn it!" She yelled. She then grumbled again, "guess I'll just go to the hallway bathroom..."

I smirked and watched her go over to the room's door. When she opened it, for some reason, stared out for a bit. But she soon continued her path and shut the door.

Right after that, in absolute perfect timing, Sami turned off the water and walked out of the bathroom, only in a towel. I rolled my eyes and lay back down. She walked over to her dresser and pulled out a bathing suit top, changing right there. I closed my eyes to think.

I soon heard the door, yet again. "Hey did you guys know we have an angle outside our door?" Cay came in asking.

"No I wasn't aware that there was an angel outside my room," Sami said.

"Well, now you know?" Cay said, kind of being a smart ass. I chuckled at this and watched as Sami sighed.

"Guess he was worried?" I looked at Cay as I spoke. She shrugged.

"I guess so," was her response.

"Alrighty then. Let's give the guys a call." Sami exclaimed as she took out her phone. She dialed the number and activated speakerphone. Sam's voice came in on the other line.

"Hello?" He asked.

"So I think we need to meet up and plan out what we're gonna do," was Sami's answer.

"Good idea. We'll be there in a few," Sam answered.

"Alright, see you then," Sami replied. She then hung up the phone and looked at Cay and me. "Are you guys gonna change?" She asked.

Cay plunged her face into the pillow. "Its too early!" She groaned.

"Do you want Cas see you like this?" Sami glared at her.

"Why? What's wrong with that I'm wearing now?" was her argument.

"You should be ashamed!" Sami remarked, pissing me off for no real reason. God I hated how they argued too early in the morning.

"Ashamed of what?" Cay snapped back. I rolled my eyes and laid back down on the bed, tuning them out. I stared at the ceiling and let my mind wander to Dean. The way I felt made me feel sick to my stomach. He made me feel so warm and fuzzy and it pissed me off. I shouldn't feel like this for anyone. And now that he was real I didn't know what to feel. God...It was like my feelings were bipolar and decided to attack me all at once. But as odd as it was the recent thoughts from this morning came back to my mind. I smiled again and was going back to my fantasy's when-

"Hey! Come back down to Earth." Sami snapped her fingers in my face, trying to get my attention. I glared at her coldly and thought of all the different ways I could end her life. I hated being interrupted.

"Oooooooo," I heard Cay quote the cat from Puss in Boots. She then laughed afterwards and looked at me. I smiled back at her.

We didn't have to wait long for the boys to show up. I managed to straighten myself out and put on some clean clothes. Jeans and a t like always.

There was a knock on the door and Sami let them in, in the order of Sam, Dean, and Cas. I was trying to keep myself from watching Dean by messing with my hair, pretending I hadn't fixed it yet.

"Alright, so what exactly is the plan?" Sami asked. I kind of zoned out of the conversation, letting my mind wander to the thoughts of my desires. After all it may be the only place I could fulfill them.

"Hey Xana! Earth to Xana!" I heard Cay's voice trying to snap me back to reality. I looked at her with a questioning look and then looked back at Sami.

"As we talked about, I am gonna go through school and then, at some time, duck in and take the keys so we can break in tonight. Sam is going to look out for me during school by posing as a janitor. Whatever you and Cay do with Dean and Cas is up to you." Sami shrugged towards the end of her sentence.

Of course. Why not Sami? After all I will only be with a guy I'm crazy about and not know what the hell to do. Of course I didn't say that out loud though. I just glanced over at Dean who smirked at me. I felt some heat rush to my face so I quickly looked away, trying to avoid his gaze. Cay smiled at me and shrugged.

After Sam and Sami left we all stood there awkwardly, waiting for someone to talk.

"So. What are we gonna do in the mean time?" Dean finally asked. I shrugged and looked at Cay. "Any ideas, Cay?" I asked.

She thought about it for a second before suggesting "How about the strip mall?"

"I hate shopping," was Dean's immediate response. I sighed.

"Not just for shopping, Dean. There are arcades and other things too." I smiled at him. My heart skipped another beat when he smirked at me.

"Fine. Unless you're gonna protest?" He looked at Cas. Cas looked over at Cay with an unemotional look. " If you wish to go I will not protest."

I looked over at Cay to see what her reaction was, which was a small smile.

"Alright. Guess we are going to the mall," Dean looked back at me with another smirk. I couldn't help but smile sweetly.

I walked over to Hellhound to tell him our plan. "Okay, Hellhound. The others and me are gonna head to the mall. I want you to stay here and make sure no one breaks in," I told him. His tail began to wag faster with his mouth being gaped open as if it were a smile. "Good boy." I petted his head and gave him a treat. I went to fill his bowl up with food. Then I walked back over to the group.

"So, we going?" I asked. Cay nodded her head and we made our way out the door, locking it behind us.

The car ride was awkward and silent. I had to fight the urge to gaze at Dean. Never had I been so pissed at myself. How dare I have feelings for this man, I said to myself. When we arrived at the strip mall it took a wile to park the car. Finally we found a space and walked towards the open area. There were tons of buildings, most having an odd shape about them or an unnatural color.

"So what do you ladies wanna do?" Dean asked. I had a ton of answers but I wouldn't admit most of them.

"We could try the glider thing?" I asked. I was referring to something that resembled a playground but had layer on top of layer, including a rope that went across the water that you were supposed to glide down. Thus I named it the Glider thing.

Dean looked up at it with a raised eyebrow. "Sure."

"No," Cay protested. "I'm not doing anything with you that involves being off the ground." She glared at me and I couldn't help but laugh.

"But Cay!" I whined to her, trying to get my way. She shook her head no.

"Don't worry Xana. I'll go with you," Dean said as he looked down at me.

I nodded. "Alright."

Dean and me went up and waited in the line, another awkward time. But when we got on the contraption it was like all my walls fell. We laughed as we raced each other, trying to get to the zip line fastest. Dean, in a way, forfeited because he stayed behind me the whole time, wanting to make sure I didn't fall. When we got to the zip line he actually touched me. And yes I did have a fan girl moment. Wouldn't you if the man you had always dreamed of being with touched your side? If not then you don't understand the excitement that went through my veins. I jumped off the platform and zipped all the way down to the other side where Cas and Cay had waited. I felt that my smile went from ear to ear on the way down.

"Did you have fun?" Cay asked. I smiled and nodded.

"You should have went with me. It was great!" I exclaimed. Dean had finally touched down with that same smirk from earlier still plastered to his face.

"That was exciting," He said with a pleased look. I nodded.

"Well let's keep looking around then," was Cay's answer.

And we did what she said. We walked around and looked at the different stores. At some point we stopped to eat at some lobster place. Dean had a fit cause it was expensive to which I replied, "like you would use your own money anyway." That shut him up. It was now getting dark so we started on our way back to the car. This time the drive was not quiet at all, except for Cas. He was kind of quiet.

"So...How did you get here anyway?" I asked Dean. I was sitting beside Dean as Cay and Cas sat in the backseat.

"Well Cas here performed a ritual that poofed us here," He explained nonchalantly. I gave him a confused look.

"Why did you have to come get us though?" I asked.

He shrugged, not taking his eyes off the black road. "All Cas told us was that we needed you."

I looked back to the dashboard, deep in thought. 'Why on earth would they need us? I mean I know I'm not that useful.' I thought to myself.

"Do you know why?" Cay asked, glancing more towards Cas.

"I was told only that you were needed for the coming apocalypse," Cas said.

"That's all?" Cay asked.

"Yes."

Cay sighed at his response. "That's not surprising," she mumbled.

"You know they never told him anything in the series." I smiled back at Cay, who just shrugged, knowing I was right.

"What the hell are you talking about?" Dean asked, glancing at me questioningly.

"That is on a need to know basis, and you do not need to know," I said, sticking my tongue out at him.

"Put that tongue away or I'll find a better use for it," he threatened, giving me a look that said he was serious.

I rolled my eyes and looked out the window, carefully hiding the blush that I knew had crept onto my cheeks.

Before I knew it we were back at the dorms. I walked into Sami's room and stared at the horrid image before me. Hellhound had managed to almost consume everything. He'd torn up the blankets—and the bed itself—ate his dog bowl, and broke all of Sami's trinkets.

I looked over at the others to see if I was the only one seeing this. Cay's face showed pure shock as three words uttered from her throat.

"Oh. My. God." I looked back towards my Dog who was wagging his tail, happy to see we had returned.

"Um…Hellhound, I said protect her room. Not destroy it," He tilted his head and gave me a confused look.

"Perhaps you should have specified for the safety of her room," was Cas's comment. I tried not to glare at him.

"Well. What the hell are we going to do?" Dean asked.

"We can totally fix this!" Said Cay. I quickly began shoving broken things into Sami's closet wile she began to stuff things under the bed.

"Do you actually expect this to work?" Dean asked. Cas watched on curiously.

"SHUT UP!" I yelled.

"IT'LL WORK!" Cay added.

But before we could finish Sami had busted into the room.

"Guys I got the ke-"

"ITS NOT WHT IT LOOKS LIKE!" We both yelled together.

Sorry it took so long. Review? :D