Sup? Sorry it took a long time. SO SORRY! I have many reasons that I'm not tellin' ya cuz it's depressing. But I'm good! Well, this will be a good chapter since it's gonna be the their summer break...well their last two days of summer break. No problems! Or will there? Well, let's get this show on the road! Also, I'm gonna add a One Direction song in here. I wanna do it! lol, well, enjoy the show!
Logan's POV
I stare at the dot in front of me. Concentrating on it. I close my right eye to focus in the middle. I concentrate on the circumstance, diameter, and the radius of the circle and eye at the pointy needle and back. I focus on the target and I throw the dart and it hit.
"Bulls-eye!" I cheer.
"Ooh, my turn!" James took my dart off the target dart board and end up shoving me out of the way, making me fall on the floor with a thud.
"Blindfold!" Carlos quickly pull James' purple bandanna over his eye and he let out a shriek throwing the dart. It was heading towards Kendall who's standing next to James' bed.
"Duck in cover!" He scream and jump on the bed to dodge. and it hit the wall.
"Carlos!" James yell, pulling his bandanna off.
"Sorry I'm all hyper than usual I'm all hyper and jittery Ha-ha you should have seen Kendall's face when he screams and jump on the bed he almost fell off!" He say in one quick run-off sentence.
I roll my eyes. "Alright, who gave Carlos coffee?"
"Not me." Kendall and James say innocently. What happened this morning?
James say " I asked Carlos to buy some coffee this morning and... oh shit."
"What?" Kendall ask
"He bought one caffeine and one decaf and I guess he mixed them up. The decaf's suppose to be for him!"
"Well it's too late now!" Carlos smile running and jumping on the bed.
"Yeah, it's the afternoon and now it entered your system." I say.
Kendall chuckle. "But I have to admit. It is adorable to see our ball of energy overloading." He might be adorable, but this is just too much! I'm terrified! He's running around and jumping off walls like an uncontrollable, unstoppable bouncing ball! Yep... I'm too pessimistic. Hate it.
"Kendall!" Carlos laugh and tackle him off the bed with a thud, laughing his head off. Ah! My baby! I run to his side trying to help.
"Carlos! Get off of me!" But he disobey. Giving up the struggling fight to get him off, he sigh and put his head down in defeat. "How long will the coffee wear off?"
James shrugs.
"I can't wait for tomorrow." A big smile plasters on my face.
"Yeah! I can't wait! Where are we going Kendall? Huh?" Carlos ask running and jumping on the bed.
"Can someone make him stop?" James ask "He's ruining my bed and I took a long time making that and I can't get my allowance if it's not made by the time my mom get's home!" Yep, James makes his bed each morning and his mom checks every night. Don't know why though.
I nod to him and look at the clock. I've known Carlos long enough to know when exactly he's gonna stop. The others two too, but they don't pay attention. I look at the red second-hand that's moving. "He will stop in three... two... one." and he fall flat on the bed, no movement, acting like he's dead.
My boyfriend mouthed 'wow' and stand back up. After a minute of awkward silence, James started poking Carlos. "Is he dead?"
"I can't stand it! I wish its tomorrow now!" Kendall exclaim excitedly.
Why are we all psyched? Kendall, James, Carlos, and I are going on vacation. I really have no idea where we're going though, but I can tell it's going to be fun. Kendall was planning something and he had to beg repeatedly. Carlos and James had nothing to do so they wanna join the fun. I'm fine with that... I guess. With my green eyed sweetheart, it will be a magnificent Summer Break. I asked Kendall where we're going, but he wants it to be a surprise. Whatever it is, I'm sure it will blow me away.
Kendall's POV
Tonight...
I can't wait for tomorrow. I plop down on my bed and smile. I set my head on the pillow, waiting for my eyes to get heavy. As I wait, I stare at the ceiling thinking.
I wonder if it's a good idea to let Carlos and James join. Is it a good... and safe? Nothing will go wrong, right? I can't wait. I know where to take Logan. It's somewhere I've been before. It's a memorable place.
My eyes are getting heavy and I let them fall.
"This is gonna be a great adventure!" Smile Carlos and continue blabbing.
"Carlos! You're squishing me!" James yell.
"I was hoping it was gonna be only us Kenny, you promise!" Logan whine. Yes, I did promise him. Never knew this will affect him, a lot.
The whole car was a riot. I can't concentrate. I bang my head on the steering wheel once and look up and continue driving. "Kill me." I mumble. I finally got to a stoplight. The riot is still going on. The two in the back now arguing, my boyfriend is sitting next to me sorta whining.
This is not him.
This is not what I want.
I hope its gonna be peaceful, but it's not. It's worse.
I feel like my head's exploding. I got a headache. I spin my head around, inflamed and scream at the top of my lungs. "WOULD YOU GUYS SHUT UP!" The car is now in complete silence. Only the sound of cars passing and distanced car horn was heard.
"Sorry Kendall." Carlos and James apologies simultaneously, hanging their heads down shamefacedly. I turn back around and focus.
Then, there are car horns repeating to beep. Not from many, but single. I adjust my rear view mirror to see. There's a black 4x4 right behind, going beside us. As the four of us turn to the right to see, my eyes are flaming with anger. This is the time for the competition; usually, I can't resist, but I have to refuse. I added a growl as I saw who was driving after he put the window down. Three guys. I thought I never have to see them again, but they're here.
"Hey! Are you gonna race us, or are you a wussy to do it?" The school rival team captain ask. "First one's to not get hit by a vehicle, wins!" That is so stupid!
Everything around me was blurry except for the one I was glaring at. Then, I saw Logan. I eye him. He opened the glove department. My eyes widen at what he pulled out. Where the hell did that come from? And who put that in there? I can think of two reasons for him to use that at this very moment. 1, he's gonna defend, or he's gonna use it to so he can't wake up and go to sleep forever. Please not that. For a split second, I thought he was pointing it to them, but then he move it to himself. No! I turn back to Carlos and James. They're just staring, frighteningly. I turn back. Logan as a blank expression on his face. No emotion is showing. I look down. I saw him slowly pulling the trigger. Why is seeing them always makes him wanna commit suicide? This is getting ridiculous.
I slap the gun out of his hand and it fell but not until it shoots before hitting the car floor. It hit them, and their 4x4 started to spin out of control and off the road, sitting a tree. It hit... a damn tree! What the hell was that?
I shoot up, panting, wetness on my face. I knew it wasn't real. There's no way I gun can be in the glove compartment! Anyways, what is up with my dreams lately? Ever since I dated Logan, all my dreams are always about him getting harmed or trying to kill himself! Okay, almost all. Two of them before. First it was Logan shot himself with a gun, then the Hell thing, NOW THIS? Why am I keep having that dream? I thought it will be over since the last day of school.
I sigh. "Okay, reminder to myself: Check for a gun in the glove department... or anywhere in the car." I breathe, saying that to myself.
Here I am. in my car, with two hooligans and my baby, running their mouths and bickering like there's no freedom in the world. Well, I guess it won't be as bad as my dream.
Here's how my vacation has gone out so far.
First I drove the three to the place for about two hours.
"So bored. So bored. SOOOO BORED!" Carlos complain.
"Shut up, Carlos." I snaps, not taking eyes off the road.
I stop at the stoplight and look all around me. The road really, to see if anything is coming by. No cars in sight. I sigh in relief. Then I check the glove department. My sigh got louder. Thank god!
"You alright Ken?" Logan ask, sitting in the passenger's seat.
"Yeah, I'm fine... now." I smile at him and go.
Next, my tire popped because some damn drunk moron throw a glass bottle on the road, making it shatter into pieces. The car is spinning out of control! We scream in terror.
"James! Hold me!" Carlos scream.
"Na- uh." he shakes his head. I see almost everything from the rear view mirror.I grip my hands firmly on the wheel; my knuckles turn white. I turn around to see the backseat and saw Carlos trying to hold him, screaming. The car is still spinning. I turn back forward. I try to hold on. I swift my head to Logan. Like all of us. He was screaming his lungs out. I finally got control and sigh in relief. Logan throw his head back.
"We didn't see that coming!" James gulps.
"No one does, idiot!" Logan retort.
"You know what Hortense? I-"
"I told you not to call me Hortense, David!"
"Hey! Don't call me by my middle name!"
"Besides, 'Logan' is your middle name." Carlos chirps "And we call you that."
"Shut up Roberto!" They both yell at him.
"Wh-what the hell?"
Since when did they started arguing about their middle names? Oh please don't call me Donald!... and the bickering is happening again.
"Would you guys... SHUT UP!" I scream and they stop immediately.
"I'm sorry Kenny." Logan look down shamefully.
"It's fine Logan. I was actually hoping this will be a quiet time for us. You know. When I pictured out vacation, I didn't know it's gonna be like this. This is way out of the picture."
"Yeah..."
After about thirty more minutes of total silence, we are here! I park the car and smile.
Logan's POV
This is amazing! It's the beach and not just that, but we made it just in time to see the sunset!
"We're at the beach..." James say flatly. I guess he didn't wanna be here.
"C'mon James!" Carlos call grabbing the taller boy's hand. "Let's run around like party animals!"
He then sigh. "With a surfboard, and a girl... and maybe a party, I'll be good for the time being." The next thing he knew, he was dragged to the water.
"Hey guys!" I call out "You wanna see the sunset?"
"No thanks!" They both answer in unison.
"Let's go Logie!" Kendall laugh and drag me to the pier dock. Why are we here? We stop at the edge and sit down, swinging our legs down below. "Isn't this beautiful?" I nod. He look down at the water and smile. "You know Logan. There's a reason why I picked this place to begin with." We know another beach that's closer than this and it also has a pier dock, but I wonder why this place. I stare at him, waiting for him to proceed. He look up at the sun, that's now slowly setting down the horizon. "My dad use to bring me here, all the time when I was little, before you moved here when you're eight." A smile brightens on my face. He face me and I grin. "He said one day, I'll come back here with someone I love. He said there's a legion about this pier, that says: Make a wish after the sun had completely set. Stare at a constellation that glows. If you and your partner wish for something similar to theirs, it will come true. Don't tell 'til the constellations stops their glow."
Wow, there's a lot in my mind I wanna wish for. What do I want that is similar to Kendall? I know it's something about me, but what?
I notice he has a very concern face on. But not just that. confusion too. What's the matter?
"Hey, what's buggin' you babe?" I ask
"Logan... you know the all my dreams lately, as been a nightmare and I told you about it?"
"Yeah, two of them. The Firey Hell and the gun thing I killed myself." He nod slowly. "What did you dream last night?"
He told me about his nightmare. Every detail he can remember. Those bastards! "...But I still wonder why I still have them. It should be over by now."
"Don't worry. Nothing bad will happen now. I'm not gonna try to kill myself again." I assure. He nods and smile then watch the sunset with me.
"Logan! Look, a glowing constellation!" He point up above after the sun had set. I look up as well in amaze as I saw the stars form a glowing heart. "Ready?"
I turn to him. "I...I don't know what to wish for Ken."
"Just wish for something you really want. What you want for years. Just listen to your heart, it will tell you the answer."
One look in those emerald eyes, hits the spot. I know exactly what to wish for. I turn and face the heart constellation. I close my eyes and wish.
I just want everything to be normal. I want everything to be perfect. I want my life to be normal. Live a normal teenage life with Kendall beside me every step of the way. No more bullying with physical violence or criticism. No more abusing from my father. I wish, I'll always have Kendall and nothing will make me lose him. Even if I ever think about committing suicide again, or think about harming myself. I will never leave his side ever again.
I open my eyes slowly and look at the stars again. The glow slowly fades.
"What did you wish for?" Kendall ask, startling me a bit. I turn to him.
"What did you wish for?" I copy, chuckling.
He frown. "Something very serious."
I frown as well and look down at the water. "You wish for your dad back, did you?"
"Not even close. I wish for you." I stare at him. I knew it.
"I wished for you to be safe. Nothing will ever harm you emotionally for physically. I wished for you to feel grateful and not useless and cause you to try to harm or destroy yourself. I can't live if you're gone Logan. I will protect you, even if it means getting hurt myself. If I'm gone, Logan, don't follow me. Follow your dream until you're ready. Don't go after I do, because you will miss the opportunities that are ahead of you."
"But you will follow me when I'm gone."
"Yeah, but my dream is just to be a hockey player, nothing else. But sometimes, I don't feel like that's a real career. Being a doctor is a real career. The job you will take and be successful at it and I will cheer you on." That is true. Wow, Kendall really cares about me... a lot. More than I intended him to be.
Later, of Carlos and James goofing off, at least that's what I thought, we all made a fire and sit around, relaxing. The stars up there are covered up by a blanket of cloud. Cumulus clouds. The moon shines so brightly, the whole sky looks dark blue.
James and Carlos are sleeping.
I felt my eyelids are about to weigh heavier. I lie my head on his lap. "Thank you for this wonderful day Ken."
"No problem."Then I noticed something. He did it. He succeeded.
"Hey Kenny?" He chuckle.
"What?"
"I don't think you know but you achieved."
"On what?"
"You promise me that this whole summer you will make me forget everything. You will make me forget about my past and move on. You replaced my bad memories with good ones."
"Yeah, I did, didn't I?"
"Yep. And in two day's we're goin' back to school." I remind the horrible part.
"Damn it." He mutter and I chuckle.
"I love you Kenny."
"Love you too Logie." He fingered through my hair.
Kendall started to sing.
"Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try
Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time"
And me and Kendall sing the chorus as a duet.
"You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today"
Kendall sings.
"Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgment's clouded
Like tonight's sky"
Me
Hums are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
Kendall.
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time
Me and Kendall
You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Kendall.
Flashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet
There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all
And lastly,again, me and Kendall.
You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today"
I stop singing as I close my eyes and listen to Kendall's sweet, soft, soulful voice sing the last part alone.
You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Now this is our song. I thought is was 'Sorry' but I guess it's gonna be our memorable song now. This song fits our love life.
"This will be our song." Kendall say.
"Yeah." I agree and drifted off the sleep.
Done! What do you think? Review! That song's called 'Moments' by One Direction! I love that song.
OMG I typed up about 4,000 words! OMG! That's a lot I have typed in a chapter before! Wow!
Aw! The next chapter's gonna be the last! NO! I really love writing this, but don't worry! I'm gonna try to make the last chapter long as possible!... until I run out of idea's. :p So, the next chapter is about the boys going back to school, being Seniors now! Hurray!
If you want something to happen in the last chapter, PM me or review it. Any ideas you want, I'll try to put them in! well laters! REVIEW!