Chapter Twenty Four:
"I think I could get used to this." I mused happily as I propped myself up onto an elbow, the silk sheet falling to my waist, leaving me naked from the waist up. I ignored the partial nudity, having no qualms about showing myself off to those that I loved. I may not have been the most beautiful woman in the world, and in fact, I thought of myself as average at best. But I had been chosen out of every other woman in the world, and that meant something to me. Because I wasn't just chosen by one vampire, but two.
"We have forever before us, my love." Godric voiced from behind me, his fingertips trailing across my bare back, goose bumps rising on my arms. I shuddered at his feather light touches, the aching between my legs already growing. I should have felt exhausted, but as I lay between the two naked vampires, I knew I could let them each ravish me over and over again and never grow tired or bored. How could I?
"I never quite pictured my first threesome with you including Godric." Eric chuckled as turned his head to look me in the eye, his hair tousled, a single lock falling into those vibrant blue eyes of his. I smiled as I reached up and brushed the strand back into place, making him look immaculate as always. But it wasn't his hair that sent wave after wave of pleasure through my body. It was that rock hard body of a god. Clothes just did not do this vampire justice at all.
"You're beautiful." I whispered, my hand having a mind of its own as it travelled down Eric's cheek, over his broad shoulder, and across that toned chest of his. A low growl sounded from the back of his throat as he caught in hand just as I grazed a fingertip over an erect nipple, and before I knew it, I was flat on my back once again that night.
"Beautiful isn't exactly the word I would use." Eric smirked down at me as he held my wrist over my head, his lips dipping down to meet where he had bitten me only moments before. I winced slightly at the pain, but as his tongue flicked out and tenderly kissed the fang wounds, I found myself enjoying the action. A soft moan escaped my lips as I felt my other wrist being pressed to the bed over my head before a second pair of lips brushed over my own nipple, sucking onto it gently. I never would have imagined in my wildest dreams that I would have not one, but two vampires pleasuring me beyond all words. It was unimaginable, but I wouldn't trade this for the world. Because they weren't just sex objects to me, they weren't just men to put on the mantle. They were the men that I loved, and that's all that mattered.
That and the mind blowing sex.
"Having a good dream?"
I awoke with a start, my heart race as I rolled right off of the leather couch I had fallen asleep on earlier that day after the vampires had taken to their coffins. I groaned as I hit the cold office ground, but was thankful when a pair of arms scooped me up and placed me back onto the couch. Only instead, I was settled onto a lap instead of the leather covered cushions. It took me a moment to rub the sleep from my eyes, for my orbs to focus on the vampire whose lap I was now sitting on. I couldn't help but smile, though my cheeks were now a bright red, as my silvery blue eyes met Eric's vibrant orbs.
"Hi." I greeted shyly as I remembered the dream I had only just been having seconds ago a bit too vividly. I could feel my own arousal, and I knew by the look on Eric's smug face that he could smell just how turned on I had been. He may not have known the context of the dream, but he knew I wasn't just having an ordinary dream, not by a long shot.
"Hi yourself." He smirked widely as an arm locked around my waist and he raised a hand to caress my cheek with the backs of his fingers. "Have a nice dream?"
"Oh shut up." I rolled my eyes, my cheeks only growing redder by the minute.
"Was I in this dream of yours?" He wiggled his eyebrows at me suggestively. When I wouldn't look him in the eye, he made his own assumption. "Ah, so I was then. Well, how was I in your dream? I can guarantee you I'm much better in reality."
I leaned away from him as his lips dived in to capture mine. His arm however, kept me firmly in place and his lips reached their destination with ease. I didn't even bother to fight against the vampire, finding that I no longer wanted to. I've always wanted this, at least a small part of me did. And now I didn't have to battle with my inner confused feelings any longer. Because I liked Eric, I may have even loved him, and I was tired of fighting against what I truly desired. I had him now; I had both him and Godric. They were mine, just as much as I was there's. And I loved that. My heart skipped a beat merely at that thought. It was impossible, of course, to love two people at once, to have such strong feelings for more than one person. But it also should have been impossible to hear the dead and to raise a vampire from its grave. I seemed to have a knack for beating the odds and proving that the impossible was very much possible. Because I did have strong feelings for Eric and Godric and I no longer had to choose, I no longer had to rage war against my own emotions. I was free to kiss Eric, and I was free to kiss Godric whenever I liked. I knew it wasn't going to be smooth sailing, how could it be when we were essentially a threesome now. But right now, I didn't care about the troubles or difficulties. I only cared about two things, and that happened to be Eric and Godric.
I hadn't even realized Eric had pulled away, a frown settled on his lips until I heard my name being called.
"Savannah?" Eric sounded less than pleased.
"Sorry." I felt embarrassed. How could I have spaced while this gorgeous vampire was kissing me. "I was just lost in thought."
"Okay." Eric's lips formed a thin line in annoyance.
To show him I wasn't lying, I leaned forward and captured his lips with my own. Eric didn't hesitate to respond as the arm around me tightened, his hand curling into my hair and pulling me even closer. I let out a moan as Eric's tongue swept across my bottom lip searching for access. I gladly allowed it and our tongues met in a gracious battle. His tongue ran across mine and I knew I was completely gone, my body shuddering against his. Eric lifted my form until I was straddling his lap, my legs on either side of his. I felt the arousal between my legs grow, the images from my dream flashing through my mind at super speed. His hand tugged my head to the side, his lips trailing across my jaw and to the base of my neck. I let out a cry of pleasure as he licked the length of my neck before reaching my sweet spot just below my ear. My eyes fluttered close as he attacked my weakness, my form withering on his lap in ecstasy.
"E-Eric!" the moan escaped from my lips as Eric's hand began traveling down my body before reaching between my legs. He parted my jean covered thighs, and though there were clothes between his fingertips and my hot core, I could still feel the tingle of pleasures curse through me as his fingers lightly brushed across my arousal.
"You're mine." Eric growled possessively before suddenly, his fangs extended and sunk into my pulsing vein. I tensed as he first bit me, as he broke through the skin and was met with my intoxicating blood. It hurt at first, but it was so much different than that last time I had been bitten in Connecticut. This wasn't out of hunger; this wasn't an attempt at my life. This was out of pure pleasure, and as Eric began to rub my arousal through my jeans with added pressure, that pain began to slide away. I tilted my head further to the side to allow him more access while I grinded my hips downward, pressing his fingers harder against me. I wished I had worn fewer clothes, or at least something thinner than my thick jeans.
I could feel the pressure building between my legs, my heart racing so fast in my chest that I thought it was going to leap free. But before I could reach that peak, before I could feel that orgasm come crashing down around me, Eric's fangs retracted from my neck, his fingers falling still. I let out a groan of frustration and tried to rock my hips against his fingers, but Eric only gripped at my hips, freezing me to the spot.
"Godric." He whispered out, my eyes flying open to meet his.
I grasped onto Eric's arms so tightly, I was glad he was a vampire and not a human. My eyes had grown wide as the door to the office opened, Godric coming to a stop in the doorway. My cheeks flamed, my heart coming to nearly a complete stop as I came to my senses. Here I was, in Eric's Office, very nearly having sex with the vampire I had sworn I wouldn't have sex with. Of course, that had been when I had been struggling with my own feelings. But it had only been hours ago that I had proclaimed my feelings, promised that I would be both his and Godric's. We hadn't set any ground rules; we hadn't even talked it over. The two vampires had gone immediately to their coffins and I had fallen asleep. I figured things would just work themselves out. And now, now I wasn't so sure.
"Don't stop on my account." Godric's voice was thick with his accent.
I barely had a moment to understand what he meant when suddenly, I felt a presence behind me. I let out a small gasp as Godric's body pressed against my back, his fingertips grazing along my shoulder blades. The arousal had never left between my legs, and in fact, the aching had only grown stronger. A soft moan escaped my lips as Godric's soft lips brushing across the back of my neck before slowly trailing to the wounds Eric had created. My eyes fluttered shut the moment his tongue flicked across the marks, tasting my blood for the first time. Eric's hands were still gripping onto my hips, and I could feel his own arousal pressing into me between our layers of clothes. Godric's tongue lapped up the blood spilt by Eric. With every lick, it felt like fireworks were going off in my body. My fingernails dug into Eric's arms as I tried to catch my breath. My heart was pounding so fast in my chest however, that I was finding it hard to breathe.
"O-okay..." I gasped out with trouble, my body tightening as the pleasure took to a new height. I've had sex before, even somewhat good sex, but I've never felt like this before in my life. This was something else entirely. This was erotically pleasurable, and I knew that while a part of me needed these two vampires to release me so I could catch my breath, so my racing heart could calm, the other part of me never wanted them to cease. "I...I need you to...you have to...oh god..."
Maybe Godric realized the pleasurable sensations he was surging through my body was almost too much, or maybe he could feel it through our bond, either way, the vampire's licks stopped, though his lips were still poised over my marked neck. I was breathing heavily, trying to regain a sense of calm, when Eric threw it all out the window and pressed his fingers back against me with enough force that my orgasm suddenly hit me unexpectedly. I let out a cry as my body shook between these two vampires, my hips bucking against Eric's fingers as I rode the climax out. Another arm slid around my waist, and I was held against Godric's chest as the last few waves washed over me before finally, my body slumped against Godric in a satisfied exhaustion.
Not a single word was spoken, the only sound in the room emitting from my lips as I panted and tried to regain my composure. It was difficult however, as every time that I moved, my body would shake and tighten. I hadn't thought it was possible to feel this much sexual pleasure with all of my clothes still in place. Not even the best sex from a human could come even close to this erotic moment with two vampires. But it wasn't just any two vampires, it were the men that I loved, that were now all mine.
After a few moments, Eric lifted my limp form so I was cradled on his lap. Godric's arm fell away, but I barely noticed as I laid my head on Eric's broad shoulder. Sleep was tugging at my consciousness, but I fought against the call. I couldn't just fall asleep after that. Whatever that was, we needed to talk about it, even if it would be an embarrassing conversation.
"Well that was..." Eric trailed off, and as I peeked through heavy eyelids, I caught that smirk growing on his lips. "Interesting."
I risked a glance over to Godric and I was saddened to see that look of guilt spread across his face. He bowed his head, a sigh escaping his lips. He was already regretting what happened, and that pained me to see. Because how could he possibly regret that? It may have been unexpected, it may have been so erotically charged that I couldn't even wrap my mind around it, but I didn't regret it happening for one minute. I had never felt like this before, but that didn't mean it was a bad thing. In fact, it was a very very good thing."
"Godric..." I whispered out breathlessly.
"I lost my control." Godric's voice was strained as he lifted his gaze to meet mine for only a split second before he looked away. "I apologize, Savannah."
"Don't." I shook my head as I raised my head off of Eric's shoulder. Eric was stroking my hair as he looked between us, a thoughtful expression on his face. It was Godric, however, that I was focused on. "Don't apologize for something so..."
"Orgasmic?" Eric offered in that arrogant tone of his.
"I was going to say wonderful." I rolled my eyes, my heart finally falling into a steady pace. "But that would work too."
"I never should have allowed you to..."
"Don't even say it, Godric." I frowned. "Don't say what I know you're going to say."
"I never should have allowed you to talk me into this, into staying." He shook his head with a sigh. "This is...We cannot..."
"Stop." Eric was the one to hiss, his gaze darkening as he glared at his maker. "Don't ruin something so perfect."
"She is yours, Eric. She will never be mine. I lost my control and for that, I'm sorry to the both of you. I should have met the sun this morning. I should have..."
"Stop it." Eric growled, his arm tightening around me. "Why can't you just enjoy this? I gave her to you, Godric. She's yours just as much as she's mine."
"This will not work."
"How do you know that? Can you see into the future now?" Eric retorted sarcastically. "We've shared before, Godric. We've shared many times in the past."
"But she isn't just some girl, my child. She isn't just another human to feed off of." Godric frowned solemnly. "You'll come to love her, I know that you will."
"You already do love her though." Eric argued. "Why can't you just let this work out? Why can't you just let it happen the way it's supposed to happen?"
"Eric..."
"Oh will you two please shut the fuck up!" I raised my voice as I exclaimed, looking between the two with a hardened expression. I squirmed off of Eric's lap, the vampire's arm falling to his side as I stood on a pair of wobbly legs. It took a moment to steady myself, but once I had, I planted my hands on my hips and glared at both vampires. Godric wouldn't look me in the eye however, and Eric was too busy glaring at his maker. "Look at me, both of you." When neither of them obliged, I let out a grunt of frustration before my voice grew louder. "I said look at me!"
And just like that, they both stared at me, though it was the confusion set in their eyes that froze me. I watched as Eric fought against invisible bonds to look away. I watched as realization dawned in Godric's orbs. My heart skipped a beat as I realized what I had done, my power roaring inside of me in a way that I had never felt before. I had been so focused on these two vampires, on the pleasure they had given me, that I hadn't even realized the beast from within had been let loose, and been running amuck inside of me. I could feel it now however, and it was almost overwhelming. I stumbled to the side, and it was Godric who caught me around the waist before I could fall over.
"Savannah?" Godric frowned as he steadied me. "Are you alright?"
"I-I'm fine. Just a pit of a power struggle." I inhaled sharply, my eyes closing for a moment as I fought to control my own power. The moment my eyes closed however, it felt like the string connecting Eric, Godric and I had been snipped and suddenly, that power inside of me fell completely silent like it hadn't even been there in the first place. I exhaled slowly as I regained my footing and reopened my eyes slowly, almost afraid that it would happen again. It didn't however. "I...I don't know what just happened."
"You forced us to look at you." Eric leaned forward, his lips curving into a frown. "One minute I was staring at Godric and then I suddenly felt this need to look at you. It was almost as if you..."
"Glamoured us." Godric finished for him with a nod. "I felt it to. I lost complete control of myself."
I looked between the two in fright. "But how could I have...it's impossible, I couldn't have..."
"It's happened before." Godric cocked his head to the side. "Once in your apartment. After you were attacked by those vampires..."
"I yelled at you to stop, for you to stay." That memory was clear as day. Godric had been so adamant to wave it off as nothing at the time. But we couldn't just pretend nothing had happened this time, especially as my powers only seemed to be growing. "It happened when I was attacked that night."
"The vampire that had just been standing there. I couldn't understand why he hadn't moved at all." Godric's eyebrows furrowed. "You ordered him to stop?"
"Something along those lines, yeah I think so." I nodded slowly. "But...How could this be possible? How could I just order something and make you guys do it? What, if I just said, dance like a fool, you'd have to do it?"
Godric raised an eyebrow and he and Eric exchanged looks. After a moment when nothing happened, I sighed in relief. There was a trigger, then, that had to be pulled before I could command a vampire to do my bidding. That still wasn't a comforting thought though. It was impossible. It couldn't be done. And yet here I was, once again, doing the impossible. I was tired of it. First I could hear the dead, then I could raise a vampire from its grave, and now this? This was just all too much.
"I don't want it." I shook my head, tears forming in my eyes. "I don't want another thing wrong with me."
"Savannah..." Godric sighed, wrapping his arms around me.
"No, I'm tired of being some freak." I tried to pull out of his embrace, but he only kept his arms locked securely around me. At the sight of my first tear, Eric growled, and I knew he wasn't one bit happy. He got uncomfortable around emotional situations, even though just this morning, he had been the one sobbing pleas to his own maker.
"Don't do that." Eric stood, towering over both Godric and I. "You know I don't like seeing your human tears."
"I don't want to be a freak anymore." I couldn't help the tears from slipping down my cheeks one after another.
It was Eric, however, who brushed the tears away as best as he could with his thumbs. Godric turned me in his arm, keeping my back pressed against him as Eric grew closer, trapping me between the two vampires. Unlike only moments ago however, it wasn't with any sexual intention. Eric merely wiped away the tears, leaned forward and brushed his lips against my forehead. It was a rare moment for the blonde. He wasn't acting like an enraged lunatic; he wasn't turning into an awkward, uncomfortable vampire He was simply standing there, doing his best to comfort me in the only way that he could. And that was enough for me. Because I knew he wasn't like Godric. I knew he wouldn't hold me and ward away the evil, not like Godric would. But that was perfectly alright to me. I loved Eric because of who he was, not because of who he wasn't.
"Stop." He urged me, his hands cupping both of my cheeks. "No more tears, love."
Godric kissed the top of my head from behind, and I felt oddly comforted by both these vampires. One minute, they were bringing me an explosive orgasm, and the next they were fighting away my tears. I knew more at that moment than even earlier that day that I loved both of these vampires, that there was absolutely no doubt in my mind that I wanted both of them.
"There is absolutely nothing wrong with you, Savannah. You're a remarkable girl with extraordinary gifts. We will discover what you are, and we will help you control your powers." Godric assured me, whispering soothingly into my ear. "We're here for you, my sweet, we both are."
"You were just..."
"I know." Godric sighed, his hand stroking my locks. "This is just so...new."
"We've shared before, Godric." Eric reminded him. "This shouldn't be so different."
"But she is different. We're much different than we used to be. You love her, you care for her in ways that I've never seen you care for another soul, not even Pam. And I...I love her as well. I have my doubts, I will admit." Godric told us honestly.
"I want this Godric." I slid my hand over his still around my waist before reaching up to Eric's hand cupping my cheek and intertwined out fingers. "I want both of you. I can't explain it, not in a way that would make sense. But I know in my heart that I love both of you. I don't want to choose. I shouldn't have to."
"I don't want either of you to be hurt should this not work out. The last thing I desire is for the two people I care about the most being hurt because I was being selfish."
"You meeting the sun would have hurt us. That was being selfish. This...this is just what we want." I looked up to meet Eric's gaze. "This is what we want, right?"
"I may have laid claim to you, but you were always his. You were never going to be mine. If Godric had met the sun, you would have walked out of my life and never looked back. I had nothing to lose." Eric shrugged his shoulders before his lips twitched into that half smile of his. "But to be able to call you mine, at least partially, it brings me joy in a way that I never thought possible."
My heart fluttered at his words, but it was Godric who spoke next.
"This is why I couldn't have taken her from you." Godric sighed behind me. "You deserve her more than I ever could."
"No Godric, that's not true." Eric shook his head, lifting his gaze to meet his maker's. "You love her. I can see it in your eyes. I can see it in the way you hold her, and I have since I saw the two of you together. I would give her to you completely, if it was what you wanted. I still will."
"But you care for her. You want her."
"Of course I do." his smile widened as he stared down at me once again. "You're a mystery that I want to solve, and it's not your powers I'm talking about. You've intrigued me since that night you couldn't keep your eyes off of me."
"You'll never let me live that one down, will you?" I couldn't help but smile in return.
"Nope." He chuckled before dipping his lips down to meet mine in a short, but sweet kiss. A kiss I hadn't expected from the likes of Eric Northman. "If this is what you truly want, Savannah, then yes, this is what I want too. I want my maker to be happy, and I want you. I may not have the patience or the skill to...share. But I'm willing to try. I won't promise you a miracle, but I will try."
"I can live with that." I nodded, knowing that this vampire has had a thousand years to become one way; I couldn't ask him to change overnight. But he was willing to try this. He was willing to share me with his maker, and that's what mattered. "Godric? This will only work if we're all in, if we're all willing to do this. I know it's different, I know it's new and sort of scary. Believe me when I say I can't believe I'm willing to do this. This...this just isn't me. I never expected to fall in love with anyone at this point in my life. And I ended up falling in love with both you and Eric. But I can't change that, and I don't even think I want to."
"Are you certain this is what you want? Because if we do this, if we continue down this road, there can be no turning back. One heartbreak and it will destroy all of us." Godric warned, his arm tightening around me.
"I've never been more sure in my life."