I have left bella in the forest alone after i bit her i feel so guity for it but i just couldnt help my self i wanted her,i needed her fovever. So i went to the the person i know know i can count on my father carlisle.
"Carlisle!"
I had left Bella in the woods and rushed to the hospital, hoping to find my father. He would know what
to do; he would know if my mistake could be fixed. I was standing in the middle of the Emergency room
and I knew I must have looked half crazed but I couldn't calm down, I had put all of us in danger and I
needed Carlisle to help me fix it.
He left the patient he had been attending and walked toward me. He knew that I never would have
interrupted him at work unless it was an emergency. "Edward, what have you done?" his voiced echoed in
my head as he noticed my red rimmed irises.
"I need you to come with me, I need to see if she can be saved," I whispered as quietly as I could. No
matter how hard I tried I couldn't keep the anguish out of my voice. I had never felt so guilty before
in my life.
Carlisle didn't hesitate, he turned to the nearest doctor and said urgently, "I need to get home; there
has been a family emergency."
The doctor gave me a startled look, "It must be something pretty bad, and I'll talk to the Administrator
for you."
"Thank you," Carlisle said graciously, "Come on, Edward."
"Run or drive?" he asked me silently.
"Run," I muttered under my breath.
There was silence between us as we walked out of the hospital and made our way slowly into the woods.
The moment we were out of view we took off into the forest, running as fast as we possibly could. "What
happened?" Carlisle asked me.
"Her blood… I have never smelled anything like it before. I couldn't stop myself, I am so sorry,
Carlisle," my voice was laced with regret and pain. "I can't let her die."
He said nothing, but I could tell he was pushing himself harder, hoping to reach Bella in enough time to
make a difference. "How much of her blood did you drink?"
"Not much, when I realized what was happening I left her and came to find you."
It didn't take us long to find her, less than thirty seconds from when we entered the woods we reached
her side. I watched as Carlisle knelt at her side and bent over her to take her pulse. "Her heart is
still beating, she has already started the change. We need to get her to the house so I can keep her
stable."
I let out a breath that I hadn't realized I had been holding. I felt relief tinged with incredible
guilt. I knew Carlisle hadn't ever wanted to change anyone again and because of my mistake we were going
to have another addition to the family. Carlisle picked her up in his arms and she cried out in pain.
Remorse lanced through me at the pain in her voice. "I will take responsibility for her," I told him as
we started running toward home.
I think that surprised him; he looked over at me, trying to hide the shock he felt. "Are you sure? I
know Alice would help her without us even asking her to."
"It's my fault she is going to be one of us, I need to do this," I told him with determination.
"I think we need to head back to Alaska for a while, Forks isn't safe for us anymore. We need to head
home, the family needs to know what has happened."
I looked at the girl in his arms who was whimpering in pain with every step Carlisle took. If I lived
for a thousand years I don't think it would be possible to forget the look on her face and the guilt I
felt at that moment. I promised myself in that moment that I would do whatever it took to take care of
Bella and ease her into our way of life. Somehow I would fix this, even if it took the rest of my
existence to do.