Thank you…………..for the 9 reviews o and did you like the last chapter? I felt like crap after I wrote it cuz my Christian friend started yelling at me ugh. She has to understand that I do not believe in what she want me to and if you really want to know what I am…my answer is nothing life is life there is no reason for are existences so why do we need to know the reason for are creation…don't get me wrong I respect all religions k and I love to learn about different ones this is one I base on Christianity and wiccan and mythology k don't hate me for having Sasuke do that…cause I'm sick of it!!!

"What?!?!?!?"

RECAP

"Sasuke?"

"Yes?"

"What did you do to deserve this…?"

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"I tried to kill god…"

Sasuke's POV

"What??"

Shock was written over Itachi's face.
"Itachi, I tried to kill the lord…"

"Why?!?"

"It's complicated…"

"What is so complicated about an explanation? Why did you try to kill the greatest being in the world!?!?"

"HE'S NOT GREAT!!!! HE NEVER WAS!!!"

"Sasuke…"

"NO, no one understands who god really is! Tell me something Itachi if god is so great then does he make innocent people suffer!!!"

"What are you talking about…?"

"So many people…Have died without a second thought of what life had in store for them…So many I had watched, they all went through hell because they think that life will get better…That god with save them from their problems…WELL HE DIDN'T SAVE THEM!!! NOT ONE OF THEM!! THEIR FAITH WAS FOR NOTHING!!!"

"I-I don't get it why weren't they saved…?"

"BECAUSE GOD WAS SELFISH!! HE LED THEM TO BELIEVE IN HIM!! TO WORSHIP HIM AND YET ALL THEY GAIN IS MISERY…God was never there for those who needed him…He was never there for those who worshiped him…I had to watch them all suffer, because it was my job to watch over mankind…"

"Sasuke…Tell me…Tell me exactly what you did…Please I need to know…"

"Fine…It all started when I was chosen to watch over the most powerful humans…"

Flashback

"Mom, Dad, Guess what?"

I ran to my parents who were lying on a cloud stretching their wings.

"Yes, Sasuke?" My enchanting mother spoke softly.

"I have been chosen by God to watch over the kages!!!"

"Very good son…" My father never talked much so I was happy to see that he finally acknowledged me…

"Where's Sakura I have to tell her?"

"Ahh, the little sweetheart just flew down to earth I bet you can catch up to her before she reaches the demon zone." My mother smiled happily.

"Thanks Mom!!!!"

I spread my white dove wings. They were smaller than most angels who had a 17 year old body, but I liked them anyway because they were easier to take care of.

I flew down from the cloud and headed down to earth.

As I flew invisibly past the humans I observed them. They all seemed too cheerless. All with a sad expression on there faces.

I didn't like it here.

Not one bit.

"Sakura!!" I yelled.

I deicide to go down an ally.

I was stopped by something grueling.

Blood on every wall painted over the graffiti like a glaze. Motionless bodies cover the ground. Each body beheaded and impaled. I fought back the rage. The temptation to scream rang its self through my body. Such a menacing thing to do.

I ran over to the bodies seeing that two of the corpses where angels…

"O-O my g-god…"

"Sasuke???"

Sakura ran up from behind me her white wings tainted and stained with blood.

I turned around to look at her but my vision seemed to fade from me, soon my body went into shock and I felt the unfamiliar darkness and openly let it clad into my soul bringing my body into a confused state causing me to faint and fall backward in the pool of blood around my feet.

[Short return]

"So your saying seeing your own kind dead for no reason led you to believe that it was somebody's fault…"

"No, I was not led to believe that, I knew that it was somebody's fault."

[Flashback again]

I woke up upon a comfy cloud with sakura staring at me from above.

"S-Sasuke, Are you awake? Are you o-ok…"

"Huh??"

Sakura embraced me in a hug.

"Sakura what happened???"

"Ummm I'm not allowed to tell you that."

"Why not!!?!?!?!?"

"Because it was my mission to keep the death of the other angels and humans secret…"

"Who gave you that mission…?"

"God…Who else?"

The next day…

I was heading to my post with the other high angels.

I felt trauma from yesterday but my curiosity took hold of me and I made my mind up that that I was going to break a rule to feed my growing concern.

I arrived at my cloud that had a number 3 on it. I went over to the small puddle of water that rest in a stone pillar like dish. I moved my finger around in the small amount of water till a clear picture of the earth came into my sight. It was the leader of the south who sat in a chair at a meeting. I was to watch him.

"Now let's see what this thing can do…"

I stirred around once more and looked out side the building. Many humans were walking through the streets some laying themselves down on corners with nothing but a small blanket.

"Why is that boy out in the cold…?"

I zoomed in on the boy who had a scrawny figure. He had black hair with cuts and scars all over him he made a germ look big. He was coughing repeatedly. He had gentle tears running sown his silk face.

"Poor thing…"

I zoomed in a little closer only to find a bible in his hands with a cross around his neck.

"He's praying…"

Prayer beads wrap around his tiny hands as his lips move without any words being spoken.

"I don't get it he has faith so why is he not being taken care of…? Why is god not caring for him??? This boy has faith and he is in need too! Why has his prayer bin answered yet!!!?"

I was made from the two most compassionate angels in heaven. When I was blessed I was given the angel name of Caring, and because of that I will bring this up with Him…"

I walked down the silver hall to the double doors at the end. I admire them always when I get the chance to come here. Bright light peeked though the doors opening themselves for me. I walk in unfazed.

"My child what is it that you wish to consult me on…?" He asked with his always loving tone that sounded like Beethoven's 6th Symphony.

I bowed as soon as I heard his elegant voice.

"My lord, please forgive me for intruding but I wish to ask you something that I found very disturbing but interesting."

"My son, something that is disturbing cannot be interesting for they are opposites in the heavenly kingdom."

"Yes Sir. But I do find a problem in the human race very appalling."

Everything went noticeably quiet.

"What do you know of the human race?" His kind and loving tone turned into the sound of a funeral.

"Sir?? Well to start I have seen that some with faith have been left unattended to. I also found a bunch of human corpses lying besides two angel bodies."

"How did you find this?" He asked with a hint of suspicion.

"Please forgive but I got bored and looked through my dish to look at the other humans."

"In other words you broke the rules…" There was no kind words left in the lord's mouth.

"Yes my lord…But that is hardly the point, there were humans with so much faith but so much misery praying to you! I did not see you helping them…along with my fellow brethren!"

"Listen to me child..."

I stopped at the heartless tone he had spoken in.

"What you see is nothing and will always be nothing. Those faithful ones you speak of are none of your concern, they will suffer for the mistakes they had made…don't interfere with things so beneath you, after all you don't want to end up like them and live like the filth they are…"

I could not speak. Was this really the kind god spoken of in the Bible? The superior life form that saves the meek and the mild?

Yes it was…

But a Being that filled his angelic followers with false ideals and a vision of peace within the human race.

"Y-You…"

"I what? I lied?"

"Y-You told us that—"

"That I take care of every human on earth…"

"Y-Ya."

"Sorry boy, never will happen…But you get it, and it's not like anyone will believe you, ha-ha, they would most likely thing your crazy. Sasuke…nobody cares about anyone else, they just wont admit it. Here I will show you…"

He placed his holy but tainted hand on my head sending pictures of wars, bloodlust, devoted demons, and death…So many horrifying things passed through my now infected mind. That minute, that second, I felt my body break, my hear being ripped in two. The feeling of protection faded from my mind. The love and care I felt for others suddenly felt vanished.

I truly felt empty and alone…

He took his graceful hand from my beating skull with a smirk.

"You see all the beings around you are worthless. Now leave and go back to your little family boy."

I-I felt something break…

I bolted…

I pushed out my wings and flew at him with anger.

I saw everything flash through my mind.

The pain.

The agony.

Also the surprised faces of the archangels.

I withdrew my bow and arrow that every blessed angel receives and aimed.

I charged.

I shot.

I watched.

Then I was caught.

I was taken away.

I didn't get to do enough.

Just one scratch.

Nothing more.

But much less.

I paid for the sins that that a pure one committed.

I died that day.

At least my heart did.

I never would know why I attacked.

I just know that I did.

And I would be punished in the harshest and corrupt way possible.

For the amusement of a higher being.

That I had faith in.

Now.

I would forever lose that faith.

The trust.

The light.

That had once filled my heart.

My life had drifted away from me and I had done nothing wrong.

So why?

Why did I deserve the pain?

Of losing.

Everything I had

[End flash back]

"Sasuke…"

I looked up only to see Itachi crying,

"Huh…Itachi what did I do to make you cry? I'm Sorry!!"

"No Sasuke..."

"Wa???"

Itachi leaned over and embraced me in his arms his warmth radiated off him like the sun.

"Sasuke…I will always have faith in you…And you will never lose me, for not even god could take me away from you…"

"The truth is that I finally found out why I love hugging you so much…Sasuke...My fallen angel…I love you…"

Ha-ha sorry if your Christian and get made at me I made god seem evil sorry but don't kill me!!!