AN: None of my rambling this time:)

Lilian decided to see what she could do in the house, she wanted to console the grieving family. When she walked in, Maggie and Lori were standing at the counter. They looked her way, but didn't say a word.

"How's Beth taking it?" she asked.

"Not well," Maggie admitted.

"She's in some sort of shock," Lori added.

"Poor girl. Loosing a parent is one of the hardest things..."

"You lost somebody?" Lori guessed.

"Both my parents when I was eighteen...my mom to a hunting accident...my dad blamed himself, and couldn't take the depression."

"That's awful!" Maggie said, hugging Lilian.

"I'm gonna go check on Beth," Lori said feeling awkward. She hadn't spoken to Lilian much. Her and Rick had discussed her a few times. They both thought she was a good addition to the group. Lilian added hunting and tracking skills, another quiet weapon, and her ability to calm Daryl Dixon.

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After Andrea tried to help Beth with her suicide, Maggie was seething with rage when she went upstairs to talk to her. Lori, Lilian, and Andrea stood in the kitchen.

"You think this is okay?" Lori asked.

"It's her choice," Andrea shrugged. "If she wants to die, let her. Somebody can't make that choice for you."

"She's just a kid!"

"She's lost people. Unlike you. What did you want me to tell her? Everything's gonna be okay, don't you worry. Everything'll be just fine. You can be like Lori, get a husband, a son, a new baby, a...boyfriend."

"Whatever, at least I'm doing what needs to be done around here, while you run around playing Annie Oakley. We could use some help."

"Get her to do it," she pointed at Lilian.

"I'm actually out there working my ass off to hunt, and I was trying to find Sophia-whom might I add I never even knew! I'm not off with my fuck buddy doing things that would've scared Sophia off!"

"Please, I've seen the way you and Dixon act, even you and Liam."

Lilian had had enough, she lunged at her, punching her in the face a few times.

"Lilian, honey, please stop," Lori said in a motherly voice. Lilian felt obligated to listen, so she did. Andrea rubbed her face, before walking outside.

"I didn't know you were pregnant," were the first words out of Lilian's mouth. Lori couldn't help but to laugh. "Is there anything I can do to help? I've always wanted to have kids."

"Why didn't you?"

"I can't," she said sadly. "My ex-husband and I tried for so long, but nothing ever happened."

"You were married before?"

"Yeah, I was twenty when we got married. He was a nice guy-Phil was his name. I fell for him immediately. But, anyway, after we got married, he wanted a big family so we were trying to have kids, and it just never took."

"Did you see a doctor?"

"No, his high school girlfriend got pregnant. Then, she ended up miscarrying."

"Well, I'm sorry."

"Not your fault. Maybe I'm just not suppose to have kids."

"Emily seems to like you well enough."

"Yeah. She's a good kid. I'm so glad I found her."

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Lori and Lilian sat on the porch together that afternoon, on account of Beth and Maggie yelling at each other. Lilian could tell that Lori was getting ansy because Rick and Glenn weren't back with Hershel.

"C'mon, let's go look for them," Lilian suggested.

"Really?" Lori was contemplating that herself, but didn't want to go alone, and she was afraid to ask Shane or Daryl to.

"Yep. There's only one way to get shit done, and that's to do it yourself. That's the only person you can count on."

"Good point. Who's car?"

"Your pick. Let go grab a knife."

Once Lilian grabbed her long hunting knife before she and Lori left in Maggie's brown car.

"Here's the map," Lori said as she handed the younger woman a paper map of the county.

"We can take this road here, turn left," Lilian was thinking out loud, and Lori looked over for a spilt second to see the map.

That's all it look Lilian and Lori looked back at the road at the same moment, which just so happened to be a moment too late. A walker crossed the road mindlessly, and the car plowed into it. Maggie's car flipped off of the road and landed on it's roof. As for the two women inside, they were knocked unconscious.

AN: Sorry really short chapter, I only have internet for tonight (long story) so I just wanted to add what I had...so please review, and give me some ideas, I'd love to hear them, because I can feel a case of writer's block coming on :(.