Chapter 9
Sasuke's POV
I walked through the portal where my faith lied and took the first few steps toward my lord.
I appeared in a room that I was used to seeing him in.
I walked over to the library. The walls either black or blood red bordered the room.
I have never seen so many books in my life.
All the knowledge of the world he says. All the mistake's and sin's of the past has its own place here.
Everything.
I heard my master approaching.
A man will long dark back hair and piercing red eyes approached me. He is in his moral form.
The lord talks to me in a similar form every time. He believes that I will be able to talk to him better if I can relate to him. Whatever form he is in I will always tell him everything, he should understand that.
His long deep black trench coat was plastered to his body. His pale white skin, the envy of the moon lit up.
"Hello my loyal servant…"
I bowed.
"Good day my god."
He placed his thin fingers on my chin and lifted my head up.
"You have always been my most faithful underling; I always lust to hear your voice speak good news…" He almost threatened.
If anything, the master hates bad news. At least, if it concerns his power. It was my job to make sure that there was only good news that reaches his ears.
"Well, I have gained another lover…"
He raised a painted eyebrow.
"Lover?"
"He cares too much. He should be easy to control, also, he trusts me…"
A lustful greedy smirk came from his perfect face.
"Trust's you? Tell me what race is he my boy? You always pick the finest."
I smiled matching his eyes with mine. We understood each other. We must or he would not praise me this much. He truly has my soul in his palm. I will always be his prey. I will always get that thrill from him. It completes me…
"He is an earth bound demon… A knowledge demon. He knows so much and his soul is tainted but pure. He is one of a kind. Plus, he is very possessive."
I smirked at this. Itachi was possessive but lets me be free at the same time.
I admired him in a way. I cared about what he thought, and would try to change him to my lord liking but at the same time keep him they way he is.
"I like him, mark him if you can, but it's not like you would have any trouble attracting him… You can attract anyone, my little angel."
"My lord I will do what I can. But I assure you I am no angel, for an angel have white dove wings and I have not."
He held my face tighter.
"O, but you are my boy… You have the faith filled wings of darkness. They may not be white dove wings. But," He grabbed my shirt and ripped it off along with the straps that kept my wings in place. "you are even more beautiful with these." My Demonic wings flew out of my back. The black scales shimmered, as bat-like wings flapped out creating wind making my hair poof up. Now Lucifer was not the only fair slender demonic creature in the room.
I truly looked like I was death.
But somewhere in his eyes he hated himself and what he had become. As always that side was pushed back into the abyss of his mind.
I walked back through the portal to see a confused and hurt Itachi sitting on my bed.
"I-Itachi, w-what are you doing here??"
"I came to see you of course…"
"What?"
"Sorry I didn't expect to see you of all people coming out of a portal from hell…"
"I-Itachi…"
"No, Sasuke. Listen, you don't know what you're doing to yourself! Why would you go down there? Whatever you were doing, nothing good will come from it…"
"Itachi, you can come with me next time. I will prove to you who is right, and what power you can truly harness…"
"Sasuke! I don't want power, nor do I want to know who's right! I just want you…"
What was he saying…? How could he want me? Should I give him my body to convince him? Why is his lust so strong already?
I walked over to him and pushed him down onto my bed and kissed him roughly.
He shoved me back.
"NO! I don't want that! I want you Sasuke! I don't want your body, I don't want your lust, I want you…Stay away from Satan you are not his, you are mine…"
He cupped my face and kissed my lips gently. I closed my eyes at the touch. It was too much! I can't handle this! I want Itachi to be happy, and my lord to praise me. I can't do both. If I listen to my lord, I will loose him. If I listen to him, I lose my lord and the other's praise. I never knew what to do before and I don't know now. The truth is, if I lose either, I might crumble because I have lost too much already!
I cried. I cried right in front of him. Maybe now he can see how non-human I am. I cry blood.
Itachi's POV
I was shocked.
I have never seen anything like this before.
He screamed at me.
"Do you see now!!? Do you see what I am!!? I can't stop going to see him because that's all I am!!! I am an angelic demon!! I am only good for serving him!!! I can't do what you say Itachi!! I can't be yours!! You can't trust me!! Nobody can!! My parents did!! Now they are dead!!!"
My mouth did not work. Sasuke… I knew he was hurt. I never knew someone could feel that way about themselves. I'm sorry Sasuke. I won't let you fade away from me. I wont let you go.
"I'm a monster! I held my dads beating heart in my hand as I killed him. I slaughtered my mother at my lord's command! I destroyed my own kind… I belong to nobody but darkness. I am nothing!"
I won't let you go…
"I would rather die then lose one more thing!"
I will keep you safe.
"I can't live with the fact that everything is gone!"
I will change you…
"I want to die Itachi!! But I will never be in peace even in death because I will be right back by his side! I will never find peace…"
And lastly, I will love you…
"Sasuke… I will love you, care for you and praise you. I will protect you and heal you. I love you…"
I hugged him as he cried into my chest staining it with blood. He sobbed very loudly as I patted his head. I kissed him constantly. I will help him. I will save him from my uncle and Lucifer and anyone who even tries's to hurt him…
"I love you Sasuke…" I spoke softly to him.
"I…will…[sob] never…know why…"
"Why wouldn't I?"
"Why…would…you?"
"Because it is how I feel…"
"Thank…you…"
I kissed his forehead one more time before I drifted off into a dreamless slumber with my fragile lover in my hands…
